Chapter 125: Help
Xu Zhinian's strength was almost exhausted.
She knew that it was useless to persuade her with good words, so she had to do the opposite, and scolded: "If you die, won't it prove that you are useless?" Now that you're dead, what's the difference between being trampled to death by an ant? They despise you and ignore you, you should stand up and live as their pride, if you die, they will feel that it is superfluous to give birth to you and raise you! Stand up, live, and live as a person, not as a coward who will only escape! ”
"Only a coward will commit suicide, and only a coward will bow to fate!"
"I ...... I'm just a coward. ”
"Yes, you are not only a coward, but also a murderer, you not only have to die yourself, but you also have to die with me!"
"You let go of me, I don't want to die with you, I just want to kill myself, let go of me, otherwise, you will be dragged down by me!"
Xu Zhibin was a little anxious, because Xu Zhinian was trying his best to hold on to him, and he knew very well that the railing of this earthen bridge was not strong, and if it continued like this, both of them would have to fall to their deaths.
"If you are really a selfish person, take me with you and die! I'm not going to let you go! ”
Xu Zhibin looked at Xu Zhinian's determined eyes, and a trace of surprise flashed on his face - he never thought that this life that he was so despicable would be taken seriously, and he was still a cousin who was not familiar with him and had no feelings.
Xu Zhinian, this is sacrificing his life to save him, is there really anyone who cares about his life or death?
Xu Zhinian looked directly into his eyes as if he could read minds: "Yes, I care about you, you are a living life, your brother, I can't watch you die like this!" A man can die on the battlefield, he can die bravely, he can dedicate his life to what he loves, but he can't commit suicide because of a little thing! ”
Xu Zhibin gained some kind of faith and strength from Xu Zhinian's eyes, he gritted his teeth, grabbed the railing of the bridge, and then turned over with all his strength and returned to the earthen bridge.
At this point, both were exhausted and out of breath.
"You...... Why did you save me? Xu Zhibin's face was still very pale.
"Then tell me first, why do you have to die?"
"I failed the exam, because I was too nervous, I answered several simple questions wrong, this time I definitely won't be able to go to a key university, but my mother told others everywhere that I will definitely be able to be admitted to a key university, if I can't pass the exam, she will definitely feel faceless......"
"I know of some of the key universities with low scores." Xu Zhinian took Xu Zhibin's hand and said: "Agricultural University, if you apply for Agricultural University, there is a high probability that you can be admitted, agriculture is now supported by the state, I saw it in the second brother's application guide, it is also a key university, the score can be 30 points lower than that of ordinary key universities, and once admitted, there will be a scholarship." ”
"No, what my mother is most afraid of is that I will go back to be a farmer after I have studied a circle."
"Farmers are not the same as farmers, to be farmers is also a farmer in the new era, when you return from study, our old Xu family will have an agriculturist, my greenhouse and peanut field, but I have to count on you to increase production."
When Xu Zhibin heard this, a trace of vitality slowly appeared in his eyes.
"The college entrance examination is over, life is still just beginning, go, come with me to the restaurant for dinner!"
At Xu Zhinian's insistence, Xu Zhibin was also taken to the restaurant by her, before, he was not close to the uncle's family, but because Xu Zhinian saved him, he had an inexplicable gratitude and admiration in his heart, and said a few words at the dinner table.
From beginning to end, Xu Zhinian did not mention his suicide, only said that he met him on the road.
And this also made Xu Zhibin even more grateful, this sister who once made his birth a joke has injected new vitality into his life.
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Summer vacation is coming, and Xu Zhinian is busier than when he was in school.
The trellis was successful, and her flower shop began to open in earnest.
The area of the flower shop is not large, but there is a bedroom in the back, which can accommodate a double bed, Xu Zhinian discussed with his grandparents and decided to take them to the flower shop and let them come to the shop and be the boss.
The grandparents thought that they were old and had to eat and wait for death, but they didn't expect Xu Zhinian to attach so much importance to them, not only to take them to the town, but also to arrange "important work" for them, to let them be small bosses in the town.
When the two heard the news, they were very excited, especially the grandmother, who thought that she was the daughter of the landlord's family back then, and she also lived a life of fine clothes and food when she was a child, but later she planted the land for a lifetime.
In her heart, she has always had the idea of making a fortune, and now that she is nearly seventy years old, her precious granddaughter has given her a chance to be a boss.
This news soon spread throughout Xujiagouzi Village, and most people were very envious, who didn't want to go to the town to enjoy happiness after being a farmer all their lives?
But when this matter came to Cheng Yue's mouth, it was not so good.
On this day, Xu Laohan and Xu Lin asked the whole family to gather in their old house and have a reunion dinner together.
As soon as everyone was on the table, Cheng Yue'e opened the chatterbox, pouted, and said to Xu Zhinian: "Baoya, you can really fight this abacus, how old are your grandparents, and they still have to work for you?" Throwing all the land in the house to us? ”
The first sentence still sounds like a distress for the old man's hard work in his old age, and the last sentence tells his true purpose - although the grandparents are old, after all, they have planted the land all their lives, they are very experienced, and if their physical strength allows, they can also work as much as they can, counting half of the labor. In addition, the old man was taken to the town by the eldest family, which made it seem that her family and the third family were unproductive and unfilial, and they would inevitably be pointed at by the neighbors.
Xu Zhinian didn't squeak and continued to eat her meal, completely ignoring Cheng Yue.
Cheng Yue'e felt a fist hit the cotton, felt puzzled, and continued: "The key is that you don't open a good shop, you have to open a flower shop, who will spend money to buy flowers?" Wouldn't it be nice to have the money to buy some rice and noodles? I can't eat enough, and I still buy flowers! ”
Cheng Yue'e continued to chatter, and suddenly, a person next to her bounced up from the stool and said sharply: "Mother, don't say it, you are simply blind!" ”
It turned out to be Xu Zhibin who spoke, and everyone's eyes fell on him together.
He usually speaks little, obediently doesn't seem to exist, and sometimes his grandparents forget that there is such a grandson as him.
Even if he spoke, he spoke softly, like a girl, and had never contradicted his parents, but at this moment, his eyes looking at Cheng Yue'e were extremely firm, and they were also sharp.