Chapter 471: The Road of the Lion King is destined to be lonely
Seeing that Brother Rundong has made up his mind to go, I can't stop him, so it's better to let him go at will, because I have had conflicts with him because of this matter before, so I had to smile bitterly, and then ask him directly:
"When are you going to go?"
"I'll take over the work here and I'll go. Brother Rundong also smiled and said, we already have a tacit understanding between us, we don't need to say anything more, we know each other's minds.
"I'm definitely going to leave in a few days, I'm going to Shangshenghai to find the Tan family, you go around outside this time, where will you go after that? Are you going to go back to Beishengjing again? or...... Back home?"
I asked tentatively, otherwise, if we leave, we will be on different sides of the world, and there is no contact information, it will be difficult to meet once in the future, and I don't want to lose contact with Brother Rundong.
After thinking about it, Brother Rundong raised his head and looked at the southern sky, sighed and said, "I haven't thought about it yet, I should go back to Changshengsha!"
It seems that Brother Rundong no longer plans to return to Beishengjing, it has not left too many good marks on him, and he has decided to go home. Seeing this, I put my hand into my arms and took out all the more than 20 gold coins in my arms, although there were still in the bracers in the storage, but now it was inconvenient to take it in front of Brother Rundong, I believed that the money was enough for him, and handed it to him:
"Be careful on the road, I don't necessarily have time to send you, you can leave this money on the road." ”
"No, I still have money here, and I've saved some money while working here in the library. "Brother Rundong has to shirk.
I shoved the money into his pocket and said goodbye to him.
Looking at Brother Rundong's back, I sighed, and shook my head helplessly, Brother Rundong finally chose to leave the school, I believe he can't give up his own dreams, of course, his dreams he has been chasing, but today, he really realized that if he wants to chase his dreams, he must jump out of the campus and need to really enter the society.
And coming out to wander around this circle, he also knew that the outside world is not as beautiful as he imagined, even if this Northern Shengjing University, which is regarded as a temple in the hearts of the entire Shenghua students, can only be said to be a sad place for him.
He's still looking, he's looking for himself! He doesn't know what he's suitable for, he's having dreams, and he still doesn't know how to make them happen, he's still looking!
And I can't influence his stubborn thoughts, I can only bless him, hoping that he can find himself one day sooner, whether it is peaceful or passionate.
As for his dreams, I ...... Bless him! In fact, I still think that it is a road to heaven, and there is no hope for him, a stubborn poor boy!
With a light sigh, we didn't know when we would meet again this time.
But there is no way, we have all grown up, we all have our own ways to go, we are all stubborn, and we all have no regrets.
When Rundongge's figure completely disappeared at the end of the road, he turned around and stopped a carriage on the side of the road.
"Guest, where are you going here?"
"Go to the Guardhouse. ”
"Oh, which one is the Guardian?"
"What else can there be, of course, it is the Shoufu of the Zhihe family. ”
"Oh, it's a son, master, I'll open the door for you. ”
"Well, give you the money, and the rest counts as a tip. ”
"Master Xie!"
......
I have my way to go, and I have a lot of things to do, and when I get to the Shoufu, I can't care if it's too late, I go directly to the courtyard of the Admiral's inner house, and I have to let him help with the affairs of my future wife Tanya.
When the servants saw me coming, they immediately went to the Admiral.
After a while, Admiral Shi hurriedly walked out of the direction of the bedroom while arranging his clothes, and when he saw me, he asked very suspiciously, "Ling Feng, is there anything wrong with looking for my uncle so late?"
I have rarely bothered Admiral Shou before, but I am sure that he knows that I must have something important to do when I come so late today.
Sighing, I was embarrassed and said:
"Uncle, I came to disturb late at night because of my nephew's personal matter, and my uncle promised my nephew that if there is news of Tan Yankai's provincial governor, I will help my nephew explain the matter between me and Mengrou. ”
"Yes, it's just that I don't know the whereabouts of Governor Tan yet, how do you know?"
Admiral Shou shrugged helplessly at first, and after seeing my anxious expression, he had already guessed seven, seven, eight, eight, and hurriedly asked.
"Oh yes, I know their whereabouts. ”
Ignoring Admiral Shou's surprised and complicated expression, I took the address that Senior Sister Yang copied for me to Admiral Shou, and then said, "This is the current address of Governor Tan, and I also ask my uncle to help my nephew send a letter to Governor Tan's family, so that I can help explain those things about my nephew." ”
Knowing that Admiral Shou does not exclude forming a close relationship with the Tan family, I have no taboo to say what I mean, as long as the Tan family can accept the matter between me and Mengrou, I can immediately go to Tanya, and then marry her.
"Do you want to go to Shangshenghai to find them?" asked Admiral Shou, although he was reluctant, after hesitating for a moment, he still asked a little crampedly.
I nodded heavily.
Seeing this, the Admiral lowered his head, his thin eyebrows tightened, and pursed his thin lips, and pondered there.
I raised my heart to my throat, he had agreed to this matter before, there should be no variables, so what is he thinking about now?
Besides, forming a close relationship with the Tan family is not a loss for the members of the Zhihe family, but it is beneficial and harmless, and can stabilize the family power, I don't understand what the Admiral Shou is thinking.
After a long time, Admiral Shou raised his head and looked at me, smiled slightly, and said:
"Ling Feng, you know, I support you to marry the Tan family, and I will definitely explain this matter to Governor Tan, but, Ling Feng! I send a letter here, Governor Tan will reply to the letter after receiving the letter, it will take some time, and the wolf cubs of the two ghost flame wolves in the family have just opened their eyes, during this time, you also want you to accompany the little wolf cubs more, so that they will recognize you as their master, oh...... , don't worry, there is another half a month, and it will be the time of the next dragon conference, so, I think...... After half a month, it would be better for you to wait for the Dragon Assembly to set off again. ”
Listening to the long words spoken by the Admiral Shou in front of me, I was about to get angry, thinking that the Admiral Shou was going to repent, and when I was making excuses, until I heard the last reason of the Admiral, I understood the point of Admiral Shou's words, it turned out that he wanted me to fight this dragon conference before leaving.
After thinking about it, I did promise to guard the Admiral before, and I wanted to play a few more games with the family, and I had to do what I said I would.
And what Admiral Shou said is also reasonable, he sent a letter to Governor Tan, and it will take nearly half a month to come and go, so that I can also know the attitude of the Tan family towards the fact that I have been married, especially the attitude of Tanya, so I have played this dragon division conference and it is not too late to leave, and I can sell Admiral Shou a favor, so I nodded and said:
"Okay, I will definitely help the family fight this dragon division conference before leaving, oh, please also ask the Admiral to help me say a lot of kind words in front of the Tan family. ”
"Of course. ”
Admiral Shou was very happy after receiving my assurance, and he immediately said to me with a smile on his face: "You can train with peace of mind, I said in my letter to Governor Tan that we insisted on leaving you behind and letting you help our family fight this Dragon Dividing Conference before leaving." ”
With the promise of the Admiral, I felt a little at ease, believing that this Dragon Dividing Conference would not challenge me, and I could finish it as quickly as possible, fight quickly, leave quickly, and go to meet Tanya as soon as possible.
I don't know if Tanya's little girl will blame me when she hears that I have started a family, and I am very worried, and I will go a few days late, which can give her more time to think about it, maybe it can help her digest this matter, so that she may be more receptive to me.
So I continued to live in the Shoufu during this time.
Two days later, I went to the library of Beishengjing University again, but when I got there, Brother Rundong had already left Beishengjing, but I didn't expect Brother Rundong to leave earlier than me, he had already started his journey, it seems that his heart is no longer here, and he is very resolute.
Seeing this, I had to come back.
Speaking from the heart, I think Brother Rundong is lonely, and from his point of view, he may have a feeling of being abandoned at this moment.
But then again, he had to take this step if he wanted to grow.
At this moment, he is a bit like a little male lion who has just grown up, with his own little pride, little stubbornness and little strong, before he tried to snuggle in the school community, can gradually walk to the path of the lion king, but when his lion ambition poses a threat to the orderly life that the surrounding male lions have settled in, he will inevitably be squeezed out of the territory by the original male lion who has formulated the order of the lion group.
Don't let him challenge the original order.
Of course, Brother Rundong actually has two choices at the moment, one choice is that he wants to be a sheep-like lion and obediently accept the order set by the original male lions, so that he can live here very comfortably, and this way may also allow him to slowly become a replacement for the original lion group.
But with Brother Rundong's stubbornness, he would never accept that kind of life, so he made another choice, that is, he had to go out alone, to experience the wind and rain alone, and only when he was full of wings could he come back, at that time, he must have the strength to challenge all the order of the original lion group, that is, he must have the strength to be the lion king directly, and he is qualified to come back.
This is the inevitable path for the growth of male lions, and the growth of male lions requires a little loneliness.
This is Brother Rundong's choice, this is also his temper, he will not accept a life of obedience, from beginning to end he has always been like a rebel, unwilling to accept the original order, he has always had the ambition to establish a new order, but today he realized that only going out is the way he really needs to go.
He chose the hardest path, and I can only bless him