Truth.

Before I knew it, it was already 900,000 words, but Xiao Nuan was not very happy, on the contrary, Xiao Nuan was very troubled and annoyed recently, and there was a feeling of vomiting blood.

Recently, Xiao Nuan's state is very bad, I believe many friends have seen it, even the things written out feel vague, very luàn feeling, collections and subscriptions have plummeted, and recommended clicks have begun to decrease, less and less, and they are falling faster and faster......

Everyone said that this is the low cháo period of writing, and it is good that tǐng has passed, and Xiao Nuan has been gritting her teeth and writing hard, wanting to write works that satisfy everyone, as well as herself and the editor. However, I don't know if it's because Xiao Nuan is still young or because of her lack of writing experience, she always can't think about these things, and her heart is always very blocked. I can't write, I can't eat, I can't sleep, and what I write is getting worse and worse.

Some friends already know that Xiao Nuan is still sick, fever, the day before yesterday it burned to more than 39 degrees, but Xiao Nuan didn't dare to rest, continue to write, yesterday's condition did not improve at all, but worse, Xiao Nuan still did not dare to rest, this can really be regarded as worse for Xiao Nuan, Xiao Nuan feels that she has never been so sad in her life, she has never been so bitter.

I just feel that the hardships and hardships of this life have been concentrated in these few days.

But Xiao Nuan didn't dare to relax or give up, because Xiao Nuan knew that if Xiao Nuan gave up, she might never have such a chance again, and she would never be able to show herself on this stage again.

Some things, some opportunities, only this once, if you miss it, you can't grasp it anymore, so no matter how difficult it is, Xiao Nuan doesn't want to miss it, and he doesn't dare to let go, everyone can rest assured, Xiao Nuan will definitely finish this book no matter what, unless Xiao Nuan dies, unless it is a natural disaster**.

And Xiao Nuan said so much, I don't want to win everyone's sympathy with these, I just want to say something about the real situation, let everyone know that Xiao Nuan is not unable to hold on, Xiao Nuan is still working hard to resist, not in the paste, I am still working hard to write I hope you can understand the difficulties of Xiao Nuan during this time, and don't give up Xiao Nuan because of the bad state during this period of time.

But no matter what, what the reason, all kinds of reasons, it's all Xiao Nuan's reason, it has nothing to do with everyone, Xiao Nuan won't shirk it, and I'm embarrassed to ask everyone for a monthly pass or something, the requirements are not high, there is a recommendation to give a recommendation, and the recommendation does not want to continue to subscribe, which is enough.

Thank you, please believe in Xiao Nuan, and will stick to it just like Xiao Nuan said when she first started writing the ceremony: I will not give up, because the dream is still there

Thank you for your support for so long, you haven't given up on Xiao Nuan, and you are still supporting Xiao Nuan, thank you