Leng Aoyun opened the green porcelain bottle according to Jiang Yao's meaning, poured out the condensation inside, found a strip of cloth to gently bandage Jiang Yao's wound, and asked worriedly, "Can you survive?" ”

He knew that the stab wound was so fierce, and the wound was close to the heart, she looked at Jiang Yao's increasingly weak face, not knowing if she could hold on, and she was at a loss for her.

"None...... Obstruct. ”

Jiang Yao's breathing slowed down at this time, he stroked her soaked sideburns, wiped Jiang Yao's cold sweat with a towel, he watched Jiang Yao suffer for him, and regretted why he didn't care about her for utilitarianism.

If he had known that she would be like this, he would have withdrawn from the army as soon as possible.

He didn't know if Jiang Yao was being reckless at the moment, or if he was appeasing him, except for his mother and sister, who had taken his life to protect him in his life, now there was an unknown woman in his life.

"Are you stupid? Is it worth it for me? ”

At this time, Jiang Yao was already very tired, her expression began to be in a trance, and she vaguely heard someone asking: Is it worth it?

The voice was low and pitying......

Echoing in Jiang Yao's mind, it gradually changed its taste.

Her eyes were slowly closing weakly, and her mind was already full of Duan Jingyan's figure, frowning and frowning, and even his angry roar.

Duan Jingyan's figure looked lonely, reflected in her mind, the skirt blown by the wind swaying in the wind.

The long hair between the sideburns blew slightly, and it was obviously a young man's high-spirited age, but he was extremely depressed and sad.

Jiang Yao walked towards him, stretched out his hand to touch the figure, and he looked back, his eyes were deep and with a long meaning, he asked softly: Is it worth it......

Value ...... Get. ”

Jiang Yao used his last strength to mutter, and then fell into a deep sleep.

Jiang Yao in her sleep was standing outside a begonia forest, she looked at Duan Jingyan and chuckled, dressed in white and walking into the forest, accompanied by the fragrance of flowers in the wind, pale pink petals fell like a rain of flowers in the sky.

Jiang Yao stared at the figure quietly, and gradually disappeared, and began to feel a little sad in her heart.

I don't know why, but there is always a voice in my heart telling me that I want to live this life ordinary.

Like the fish in the river, they go down the river and rejoice freely.

It's like the weeds that grow everywhere, growing everywhere.

It's like a chick flying into the sky, where you want to go, and you can swim to your heart's content.

But the older I get, the more I ask why, why I can only stay in the Hanmei Garden, and even go down the mountain and on the street.

I also promised myself, let's live like this, and with Eniang's entrustment, I will marry Murong Chen, who is good to me.

When I eavesdropped on the conversation between Eniang and my father, I always listened to Eniang's insults to Duan Jingyan's wolf-hearted words, saying how many concubines she had married, and she often said that Yao'er should not have married him in the first place.

But am I not her Yao'er?

Later, under my questioning, E-Niang said that the emperor is my sister, and Ah Yao, Junlin and Luan Feng are all my sister's children.

But they never went to the tomb to worship my sister, and they wouldn't let me go, but I went anyway.

I saw Duan Jingyan, I don't know if it's good or bad, I know in my heart that I'm not her, but obviously I still see through his eyes, and I see that his eyes are looking at the emperor.

I was looking forward to it, but I also had a feeling of resistance, which was very awkward.

As the wedding date approaches, the more I wish I could be later, the more I want to be later......

Duan Jingyan gave me a hairpin, I know that it was once given to the emperor's sister, and the storyteller said that this is the emperor's exclusive begonia flower, and anyone who wears it will be guilty of killing his head.

But when I took the begonia flowers he gave, I was so happy, I didn't even care about the fact that he regarded me as the emperor. I don't dare to ask for it, but I still like it, and it feels like a visceral dependence.

I have to say that when she put me on the hairpin, she looked seriously expectant, as if she was looking at me, I was very happy, I pretended not to know, but my heart was flustered.

The wedding dress was postponed again and again, but in the end it was given to me, I always felt that my heart was low, I tried to smile, as before, I tried to tell myself that this is the way I lived.

I just want to spend it so ordinary, it is the best day to be undisturbed, there is one person who depends on each other and a house to live together, but I walked on the way back and thought, I am going to marry Brother Murong.

married and raised children with him, had children, and even grew old together.

Suddenly, at that time, the person I was looking forward to was not him, Duan Jingyan's figure flashed in my mind, that stunned look, I don't know why I always think of him frequently.

I remember the way he kissed me, the way he liked me, the madness of shedding my clothes, and I remember it vividly, and the indulging that rose in my heart made me feel as if I had fallen into the abyss.

That feeling, that kind of kiss and that kind of touch, is completely different from what Brother Murong gave, what Brother Murong gave me was like a snuggled embrace that night, warm and unharmed.

Even the kiss was so warm, as if it was taken for granted, and it was not alarming, but what Duan Jingyan gave me was cold and hot, which caused a storm in my heart.

I think this may be what Duan Jingyan said about liking feelings.

In the face of Liu Wu's arrival, I looked a little stunned, as if I had overturned all this peace, I felt that since Brother Murong could wait for me for three years, I could also wait for him to leave.

I can't even accept serving a husband even when I watch her pleading, I want someone who belongs to me completely, one day at a time.

The words that came out were with an unquestionable intention of persuading me to leave, but I didn't expect Liu Wu to be so strong that she committed suicide in front of me, when I watched Duan Jingyan hugging her body and listening to the last voice.

I feel that I am a little tired, and I will never be able to marry Murong Chen anymore, but I don't understand what Liu Shangyi means by cause and effect, but I know how happy Duan Jingyan was when he appeared and pulled me away.

It was like being relieved in an instant, and it felt like a fish was about to come up and take a breath after holding it for a long time.

But when I got to breathe, I realized that I was a person who could breathe, and I could live without being in the water.

When he said that he wanted to take me back to Xipan with him, I was very happy, but I remembered Eniang's warning that if I don't set foot in Beipan in this life, I can't go to Xipan.

I thought it was because E-Niang hated that Duan Jingyan hurt my sister's relationship, so I immediately rejected him, over and over again.

I think if I had been able to go with him then, I wouldn't have been kidnapped, and I wouldn't have had the pain of the sword I have now. He wasn't going to be completely disappointed in me.

But how can there be so many ifs, I don't want to be a substitute for my sister, I don't want to compete with my sister for a man, and I don't want to disobey my mother's admonition.

I was still so obedient, watching him leave angrily, I felt empty in my heart, and it made me want to cry.

I don't understand why Duan Jingyan always gives me this throbbing with pain.