Chapter 1039: What Wait?

Inside the white curtains, Hai Jin's body was lying quietly on the bed, her body was covered with silver needles, making her unable to move, she bit her lower lip and endured the pain, forcing Su Lie's words.

Su Lie stood outside the curtain sadly, his hand caressing the curtain that was close at hand but like a door, his expression fluttering and tingling sadness.

At this time, Jiang Yao walked in from the outside, listening to their words, her heart was also very heavy, she sighed deeply, sat on the chaise longue on the outside of the dormitory, and listened to their words quietly.

I was also very touched in my heart, Hai Jin's words seemed to be able to break through Jiang Yao's thoughts in one word, which made her eyes gradually redden.

After a long time, Su Lie choked up and said: "Jin'er, after so many years, don't you understand my heart for you, whether I am with you or not, I will always have you in my heart, whether I marry a wife or not, you are still indispensable in my heart......"

The corners of Hai Jin's mouth on the bed chuckled, she looked up at the dazzling eyes outside the window in the hall, there was no summer scorching, but it was still reminiscent of the scorching, she wanted to take out her long-dusty heart to bask in the sun.

"Su Lang, I am a prostitute, a prostitute for one day and a prostitute for life."

Hai Jin's voice had a depressed feeling, her voice trembled, as if she was a little helpless, her eyes were red like a red-eyed rabbit with white skin, engraved on her bewitching face.

In the past, she was a charming dust, but now she is a face that sees through the world.

"Even if I only sell my art, my body has only been given to you. But that doesn't change the fact that I'm a prostitute, so that those who are on your side will use it to slander you. Fortunately, you have finally made a choice, and I have delayed you all these years. ”

Her voice came faintly from inside, causing Su Lie, who was standing outside the curtain, to stumble and be quickly supported by Wen Ruoshu on the side.

He calmed down and waved his hand, standing up straight, Hai Jin's words just now seemed like a slap in the face and was stunned. He had never heard Hai Jin say this, and even he had always felt that Hai Jin was a traitor.

That's why back then, when she sang to other officials, when she listened to Hai Jin's flattering laughter, and listened to the words of adults in her mouth, she resolutely chose to enter Beijing without saying goodbye.

At that time, he wanted to go to a high position, wanted to sit above ten thousand people under one person, and wanted to fill the vanity in his heart.

At this time, his face was sad, beating his chest, he hated why he was still a scholar, he couldn't ask Hai Jin, are you only flattering me?

I believe that if he asked at that time, Hai Jin would tell him, but he had low self-esteem and he didn't ask, delaying his elegance for so many years.

"Now that you have the county lord, you should cherish it even more, the open future that the county lord can give you is something I can't give you, and I've been tired all these years, I'm really tired...... I've been with you on my trek, and the only thing I can do for you so far has been done for you. ”

Hai Jin's cheeks were tilted, biting her lower lip, she slowly closed her eyes, as if she had accepted her fate, a line of tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, and she took a deep breath.

"Go back, live your life, since we have already separated, our fate is over. Is there any more to ask for? ”

She may still be thinking about tossing and turning for the past three years, dissatisfied and resentful, but what is the significance of these three years?

What did you get besides fame?

The forbearance of the dragon clan, the disgust of the Ouyang clan, the major clans dare not speak out, and her constant tossing in exchange for the same result is not the same. He can't let go of his son, he can't let go of his power, he doesn't want to let go and he can't let go of it.

"Jin'er ......"

Su Lie's voice was full of crying, and his body was full of fragments and haggard, like a pile of debris in the human form, as long as he touched it lightly, he could go away with the wind, Jiang Yao looked at it, and his heart was also tightened.

"It was my fault before, it was all my fault, I missed you, and I was blinded by the lust for profit. I am cowardly and dare not disobey...... But I really love you. ”

Su Lie's words roared out loudly, the howl that tore through his lungs seemed to shake out the sourness in everyone's hearts together, and his body shook with a bitter smile.

"Why do you have to be like this, go back to Sufu with me, Biyue said that she can be a flat wife with you, she is also an extremely knowledgeable person, she will not be difficult for you, and from now on we will live the same life as before."

His words were full of pleading, and Hai Jin remained silent.

"Come back with me, I will depend on you for whatever you want to do in the future, if you don't want to live in Su Mansion, I can open another mansion for you, I will accompany you from morning to night, as long as you are willing to be by my side, safe and ......"

"Go back, we have no chance, go back to your original life, and I will start living for myself."

Su Lie's eyes became more and more scarlet, red and terrifying, and his hand clenched the curtain in front of him tightly, as if he wanted to tear it open, to see why Hai Jin had changed from arrogance and arrogance to such indifference.

"Nope! Hai Jin, how can you let me live without you......"

"That's your business, what do I have to do?"

"Can you really let go of all your past?"

"I couldn't let it go before, but now that I've put it down, Lord Su, please go back, this is the palace of the lady concubine, how can you stay too much as a minister, you don't have to come back when you leave." I don't want to see you again. ”

Hai Jin said more and more resolutely, and the irrefutable expulsion in his voice made Su Lie's body outside the curtain more and more shaky, as if his heart was also falling and swaying together.

"Really?"

He asked in a low voice, Hai Jin's eyes were wrinkled, and he replied calmly: "It's really true." ”

When she heard this, Jiang Yao stood up from the chaise longue and drummed in her heart, she naturally hoped that all lovers in the world could eventually become married, but why did she look at Hai Jin and Su Lie so heartbreaking.

She was smiling dryly and wanted to say, you can say whatever you want about her Mirror Circle Palace, and you don't have to think about anything.

But just as Jiang Yao was about to speak, Su Lie took a step back and said with a wry smile: "I am responsible for you, I am not worthy of you." ”

His voice was accompanied by mourning, but also with the emptiness that was shattered by the last hope.

"May the lady leave each other, comb her braids again, sweep her eyebrows beautifully, and choose the master of high-ranking officials. Settle grievances and release knots, and don't hate each other. One parting and two wide, each life rejoices. ”

It seemed that he should have said this a long time ago, but now that he said it, Hai Jin's eyes were closed tightly when he listened, and his eyebrows were furrowed.

She remembered that when she and Su Lie reunited, Su Lie said, I only need a woman like you in my life, no matter what you are, whether you are a charming bustard or a beautiful and graceful lover.

I, Su Lie only wants you, and that is you, Hai Jin.

She thought that after waiting for so many years, she finally couldn't stand it anymore and ran to the capital, thinking that she could be by his side for the rest of her life. thought that this time she would not lose again.

But the years are like a shuttle, the situation is unpredictable, and the change of power, they have too many last resorts.