It's time to write the closing speech again, and to be honest, the mood is very complicated, and I don't know how to summarize.

Let's go back to 2020, when making the setting of the book "The Use of Monsters in the Book of Mountains and Seas", Zitong actually thought a lot, hoping that the final effect would be that a monster corresponds to a story scene, and in every story that happened, there was a dish with the monster as the protagonist. In my original setting, it should also be a very interesting story.

Some readers may have noticed the day I uploaded the article, which was originally uploaded on November 9th, and then stopped updating for more than a month. I didn't do anything else for more than a month, but under the guidance of the editor, I revised the manuscript again and again, revising four versions before and after, and at the most, more than 10,000 words were deleted at once.

This should be the book with the most revisions in Zitong's writing process, and it is also the book that Zitong invested the most in the early stage of writing, and hundreds of pages were printed just for various materials.

Unfortunately, this story collapsed, because Zitong's life suffered a major change in 2020, and her personal emotions were seriously affected.

In 2020, Zitong changed from a full-time mother who writes part-time to a single mother living alone with two children.

The man who met Zitong at the age of sixteen, held hands at the age of nineteen, and walked into marriage hand in hand at the age of twenty-five cheated halfway, and soon after Zitong gave birth to Erbao, he derailed a female colleague in their company at the key node of a better life for a family of four with longing, and in the middle of a night, the third party sent a photo of the two to Zitong's mobile phone.

The original peaceful life was broken all of a sudden, Zitong experienced those classic scenes that will appear in all marriage and love novels, from the beginning of swallowing his anger for the sake of the two children, forcing himself to accept, to redeem, to forgive, to his reversal, he had to drive hundreds of kilometers to catch the scene with his young son in the middle of the night, to a complete emotional breakdown, wanting to use death to end his life and his two children, and then redeem himself and save himself, After repeated suffering, I finally mustered up the courage to say goodbye to the person I had been married for ten years.

The love from the campus to the wedding dress is a romance that many people yearn for but cannot reach, but Zitong failed to continue this romance, but ended it in this particularly unbearable way.

During the most painful and painful period of my life, I didn't dare to talk to my parents, for fear that they would worry, and I was embarrassed to pester my friends to chatter, because everyone's life is very difficult and not easy, and I have no qualifications or reason to pass on my negative emotions to them. I can only put all the emotions into my novels through words.

In fact, many readers and friends have found that Zitong is wrong, saying that it was very good at the beginning, why is it a little incomprehensible when it is written, a little messy, and incoherent? Some friends also said that I could see that the author was desperately trying to pull the plot back, but the previous one had already collapsed and couldn't be pulled back.

That's right, that's it.

Because of his poor personal state and repeated emotions, many of the set plots were written by Zitong.

In fact, when she wrote more than 400,000 words, Zitong wanted to give up, because she knew that she was not in a good state, and she felt sorry for those readers and friends who liked Zitong. Zitong also discussed with the editor, saying that 600,000 or 800,000 words were over, and the editor has been encouraging Zitong, saying that no matter how good or bad the writing is, he must give an explanation to himself and the characters he writes.

From November 2020 to August 2021, more than nine months, it was not Zitong who shaped it, but it accompanied Zitong through a very difficult time in her life.

Although in the later stage of writing, not a single reader was clicking or reading from the background, Zitong still insisted on finishing the writing, at least writing an ending for herself.

Thanks to the messages of friends such as "Orange Dancing", "Sexy Little Ball", "Picker", "Tao Didiu", "zhu1986730", "Whose Heartache", "Baby Health Every Day" and so on, it is also your encouragement that Zitong insisted on completing this book.

If you don't write well enough, you can't write well enough, no matter what reason Zitong has, you can't hide and deny this. At least in Zitong's heart, this book is not well written enough, there are too many flaws, and it is worthy of everyone's support and love. I hope that in the next book, Zitong can write better!

As for Zitong's personal life, what Zitong wants to say is: I am very good, and I will work hard to make myself and my children better! Marriage is not the whole of life, even if there is no person who works together, Zitong will work hard to move forward.

As for the new book, how about writing a marriage novel? In the end, I have experienced it, and it should be quite bloody to write it, I don't know if anyone has read it?

Finally, thank you for subscribing to this book, thank you for your comments for encouraging and supporting Zitong, thank you!