The sublimation of love
"Why don't you speak?"
Shen Congjie watched her bury her head in his arms, he couldn't see her expression, and he didn't know what she was thinking in her heart!
"I don't know what to say, in fact, I'm willing, but I want to wait for our relationship to be stable, we get along with each other for a while, I want to go a little further with you, is that okay?"
Tian Tian looked at him, his voice soft and glutinous, and he looked at him seriously.
"Of course you can, I want to be with you for the rest of my life, and now I can get married immediately!" Shen Congjie thought that she was worried that there was no guarantee for the future, so she immediately expressed her determination!
Tian Tian shook her head, she knew that his family attached great importance to the so-called marriage contract, so there was a fate for the two to meet, but what she wanted was not the so-called marriage contract or the so-called agreement!
She values the reciprocal feelings between each other more, she doesn't need the other party to love more than her, or she loves more than the other party, she wants both parties to give the same equal affection!
Unbalanced feelings are not easy to last long, there will always be one party who will let go first, and the other will be let down, she doesn't need such feelings!
If there is no emotion, the marriage contract is just a piece of waste paper, leaving behind a cold siege, and leaving is just going from this siege to another island!
She has not experienced a complete home, although her grandfather gave her enough love, probably because he was worried that he would eventually go before her, so he kept instilling strength in her and teaching her to be independent, so she had to rely on herself for everything.
No matter how good other people's things are, they are not their own, no matter how hard they work, what they get is their own!
"If we can't find a way for us to live for the rest of our lives, even if we get married, we will eventually get divorced, why not take advantage of the fact that we have laid a solid foundation for our relationship now, and we can face it together no matter what happens in the future, so that the relationship can go all the way to the end, isn't it?"
Tian Tian still has the idea of loving someone for the rest of her life, she only hopes to love only one person in her life, and that person also loves her!
The heart is only the size of a fist, only one heart, it is enough to love someone, if you pretend to be too much, you will panic, if you love too many times, you can't find a reason to love in the end!
People can only fall in love three times at most in their life, the first time is the first love, fantasizing about all the good things, and the most secure will be at the end, but occasionally I wonder what other people will be like in love?
The second time is love, desperate to attract each other, crazy to shout, love to die and live, painful heartbreaking, want to go and can't let go, want to love all over the body, use all your strength to burn the fuel of love!
The third time is a broken love, loved, painful, lost, cherished, regretted, disappointed, although in love, but more like a broken love mood, not believing in eternity, not extravagant hope to grow old, at most just seeking stability, as long as it does not hurt, you can still greet each other with a smile, but you have lost the ability to love, it seems that you like it very much, it is just like it very much, more calm, less partly involved, more way out, less motivation!
Shen Congjie was moved by her words again, and when he heard her say the word divorce, he frowned, but when he heard her words later, he felt that she had seriously considered the future of the two, and he felt extremely heartwarming!
There are indeed some things between them that have not been exposed, and he knows that sooner or later they will be revealed, and some things can be covered up if they are not concealed.
Her words are indeed very right, if the two can no longer achieve emotional unity, even if he gets her and marries her, there is no guarantee that the two will always go on like this!
"You know what? I'm glad that your words prove that you have accepted our relationship from the heart, I really want to go on with you for a long time, I haven't wanted to have someone so much, I love you, I really love you, do you feel it? ”
Shen Congjie put her hand on his chest, making her feel that her heartbeat at this moment was all beating because of her!
At this moment, he had firmly engraved her in his heart, and swore that he Shen Congjie would only love her alone in this life!
The name Tian Tian will be engraved in his heart until death!
Tian Tian didn't know the oath he made in his heart, but he understood his sincerity to her, she cherished it very much, and she also gave her heart to him!
The two stood in the tent on the top of the mountain and made a vow, although they did not say it, but their hearts were closer, and their eyes lingered!
This time, Shen didn't take another step from the precept point to the end, but took her into his arms and looked at the girl he loved with cherished eyes!
"Are we going to stay here forever?" Tian Tian suddenly raised his head and said.
"What's wrong? Don't wait for the sunrise? Shen Congjie looked at her.
"But it's so late, and it's on the mountain again, what if there's a beast?"
She was a little worried, she could climb a tree, but what about him?
"Beasts?"
Shen Congjie didn't expect her to suddenly say this, is there a beast here?
"Well, isn't this the top of the mountain?" Tian Tian looked at him and nodded.
"Uh... Isn't the beast in the forest? ”
He really hadn't thought about it, he hadn't heard of a beast!
"Isn't the forest outside?" Tian Tian pointed to the dark area outside, and when it was quiet, he did hear the sound of the wind whistling and the leaves blowing, and a large area looked a little scary at night!
Shen Congjie unconsciously hugged her tighter, he really didn't think about the word beast in the modern city at all, he had heard a lot of beasts!
"What then? We're going to see the sunrise! After thinking about it, he said, "If you don't sleep first, I will guard you and call you before the sun comes out!" ”
"And what if a big beast is there?" Tian Tian said again, she is on a par with the beast, and she keeps mentioning this!
Shen Congjie also didn't pay attention for a while, he really didn't think about what else in this era is not endangered except for human beings!
"But... It's dawn in a few hours, and it's a shame to go down now! "Shen Congjie still wants to insist!
Tian Tian saw that he really wanted to watch the sunrise with him, so he hesitated and nodded, indicating that he would continue to wait!
"Let's go to the car!"
Shen Congjie thought of a way, the car was still much safer than the tent, and there was a sunroof in the car to see the stars, but lying on the car may not be as comfortable as on the ground.
Tian Tian followed him to the car, not to mention, the wind on the top of the mountain at night was really cold, cold and cold on the skin, goosebumps came out!
Shen Congjie sent Tian Tian to the car and turned on the lights, finally turned on the heating, closed the doors and windows, and adjusted her seat to lie flat!
"Ahh Ah" Tian Tian was startled, and suddenly lay back in the car, this narrow space is smaller than the tent!
Shen Congjie looked at her flustered little eyes, he actually didn't have any other bad thoughts, knowing that after she considered the future of the two, he was not in a hurry to get her, and felt that the two of them would naturally do everything they needed to do when they were in a relationship!
But as soon as he looked at her little eyes that had nowhere to put them, and her white and tender legs that were tightly closed, the desire that had been calmed down rose into the air again, and he couldn't help but get closer to her.
Tian Tian looked at him and was really about to start again, she was so frightened that she held her breath, looking at his handsome face that was getting closer, she really ate his appearance, she was afraid and didn't dare to breathe, and on the other hand, she couldn't help but look forward to it, and finally had nowhere to hide but close her eyes and pouted to welcome his arrival.
I hope he can do it lightly for her sake, it's the first time for her!
"Pss
When Shen Congjie touched the tip of her nose, he saw her closing her eyes and silently pouting to greet him, and even her breathing was so frightened that she stopped!
The appearance was so cute, he didn't hold back for a while, and couldn't help laughing!
Tian Tian heard his laughter, her face turned red, she couldn't help but open one eye and observe secretly, seeing that he was laughing louder, saliva sprayed on her face, and immediately frowned, and her eyes were also gathering firepower ready to attack!
Just about to blurt out, "If you want to do it, do it, don't do it!" "What are you doing here?
Who to scare! Still laughing? What are you laughing at?
But before he had time to say this, he was blocked back into his mouth by Shen Congjie!
This time he was very gentle, slowly kissing her little by little, leading her very gently, considerately and meticulously, Tian Tian gradually relaxed, his hands began to cling to his neck, and the two leaned in the car lingering!
In the end, Shen Congjie still left and leaned over, the two of them lay on the co-pilot, and switched positions to change him below, until he almost couldn't control himself, and the two almost ran out of oxygen before letting go of each other!
Tian Tian lay on Shen Congjie's body, the car was charming, both of them were panting for breath, and kept opening their mouths to breathe fresh air, like two fish lacking water, inhaling in big gulps!
Tian Tian couldn't help laughing, and continued to lie in his arms to eat and laugh.
"What are you laughing at?" Shen Congjie touched her delicate and smooth arm, like a fine satin, which made him love it!
Tian Tian couldn't speak, but continued to lie in his arms, as his chest rose and fell, there was a feeling of sleeping in a cradle.
Before I knew it, my eyelids began to heavily, listening to each other's breathing, feeling his heaving chest, and hearing his powerful heartbeat, which gradually became more and more blurred, until my eyes closed and I fell asleep!
Shen Congjie slowly digested her emotions and calmed down her breathing and desires, only to find that she didn't know when she had fallen asleep on her chest!
He reached out and touched her head, but he was reluctant to get up and put him down, but instead took his coat and put it on her, looked at his watch, and it was still three hours before dawn!
He couldn't help yawning, holding his sleeping lover in his arms, the corners of his mouth hooked up a happy smile, compared to the warm fragrance of the heart ape in his arms, he felt more calm, satisfaction is the taste of happiness!
Just like waiting for the rising sun now, my heart is full of wireless hope!