I didn't expect An Lan to think about this, I just wanted to block Chen Min's mouth at that time, so I deliberately said that.

When An Lan asks this question now, I can't answer it.

After a pause, he replied, "You're so smart, can't you see what I mean?" ”

"Do you think it's a little annoying for Min'er to keep saying this, and then deliberately saying this to gag her mouth?"

I nodded, "Hmm".

An Lan also let out a faint "oh", and then we didn't speak.

I was silent until she sent me back to my accommodation, and after getting out of the car, I said to her: "Go home slowly, and send me a WeChat message when you get home." ”

"Hmm." She still responded lightly, and then left.

I watched as the taillights disappeared before heading to my accommodation.

I'm not stupid, so I can naturally see that Anlan is in a bad mood all the way.

I don't know if it's because I said that I was a couple with her to block Chen Min's mouth, that she was a little unhappy.

It should be, because I didn't go through her permission.

When I got home and took a shower, I picked up my phone to apologize to her.

As soon as I turned on my phone, I saw that she had sent me two messages three minutes earlier.

The first message reads: I'm home.

The second message shows a 59-second long voice message.

I clicked on it and listened, and it turned out to be a song she sang.

It was "Summer Wind" sung by Wen Lan.

This song is very good, and she also sings very well, although some of the notes are inaccurate, but because of the good voice, I was immediately intoxicated.

Although she only sang half of it, she also attached a sentence from her: "This is my favorite song, if you don't sing it well, don't laugh at me." ”

After listening to the whole voice, I laughed, I didn't expect her to actually sing to me.

Even though it wasn't sung in front of me, I was happy.

After lighting a cigarette, I replied, "It's a nice song, I still want to hear it." ”

"Next time!" She quickly replied, with a 'naughty' expression attached to it.

I asked her again, "Are you in a bad mood on the way back for me?" ”

"Nope." She replied simply.

"There must be, let me guess, is it because I said that you are my girlfriend to prevaricate Chen Min and make you unhappy?"

"It's not."

"Definitely, I apologize to you, it really wasn't intentional, and...... I hope it's true, too. ”

"What hope is true?"

I suddenly felt a little weak, and after a while, I shook my hand and replied: "I said that I want to have a relationship with you, it's true, maybe I'm just whimsical!" Don't be angry, that's what I'll say. ”

An Lan also replied after a while: "Oh, go to bed early, it's not early." ”

I didn't reply, and when I put down my phone, my mind was full of thoughts.

I can't fall asleep, I've smoked three cigarettes in a row, and I've noticed that lately I've been losing my sleep.

I don't know how long it took, but my phone rang suddenly.

It's strange who called me at this time, and when I saw the mobile phone, it turned out to be An Lan calling.

I wondered why she called me again?

After connecting decisively, before I could speak, An Lan said to me directly: "Let's fall in love!" ”

This sentence made my whole body stunned, and my brain went blank.

An Lan didn't speak again, but the sound of her rhythmic breathing kept coming from the other end of the phone.

It seemed like a century before I realized and said, "You...... What did you say? ”

"I said, don't you hope it's true, then let's fall in love!"

It was as if my brain had been short-circuited, and my reaction became slower for a while.

It was a long time before I replied, "No, it's not good...... It's not good for you. ”

"What's wrong with me? You said. ”

"I've been divorced, I'm still ......"

Before I could finish speaking, An Lan interrupted me: "So what? I feel like I kind of like you, and I don't know why. ”

"You're just impulsive, you don't even know what you like about me."

"Do you need a reason to like someone? I've never felt this way about any man anyway, and I just want to see you every day. ”

An Lan's directness caught me off guard again, she has always been a more reserved and dignified woman in my impression.

I really didn't expect her to be so direct with me what she thought about me, which was far beyond my impression of her.

Still in my silence, An Lan continued: "You know what? I'm leaving in a month, do you want me to stay? ”

"Where are you going?"

"London."

"Why?"

"Work arrangement, had to go."

"Can I not go?"

"Yes, I need a reason, and you're the reason for me to stay."

"But ......"

"Don't be, I know your concerns, you are married, your family conditions are not good, and you have a stain on yourself...... So you don't want to influence me, am I right? ”

I was silent for a moment and replied, "Yes, don't you really mind that?" ”

"Why should I mind? It's normal that you've been married, and it's not your fault that you're divorced, does it have anything to do with our poor family conditions? And you have a stain on you, which is not caused by you, and it can be erased completely...... So your worries are unnecessary. ”

I suddenly felt that I was really a little worried, Anlan was such a calm person who opened his heart to me, if I still cowered like this, it would be really ungentlemanly.

So after lighting another cigarette, I finally gritted my teeth and replied, "Okay, let's be together!" ”

I could clearly feel An Lan breathe a sigh of relief, and then said in a somewhat relaxed tone: "Then you are not allowed to leave me in the future, I am a very insecure person." ”

"I definitely won't, it's just ......" I wanted to tell her that I never had the courage to love someone with my heart anymore.

During my pause, Anlan asked me again, "What's wrong?" ”

I took a hard puff of cigarette and said truthfully: "I want to tell you that when I was with Xiao Wei, I used up all my feelings, and I am afraid that I will never be able to love you hard in the future." ”

After finishing speaking, An Lan was silent.

I then said to her, "I'm sorry, I know it's not a good time to mention Xiao Wei, but I just want to tell you the truth." ”

"It's okay, this proves that you are a single-minded person, in fact, I am also quite afraid, you and Xiao Wei have only been divorced for less than three months, and I will be with you, I am afraid that you really haven't completely come out yet."

"Yes, I'm not quite out of it yet, but sooner or later I'll come out of this shadow."

"Well, I'll help you, I'll be your girlfriend from now on."

I don't know why, but I can't laugh, I'm really scared.

But Anlan is not afraid, what am I afraid of?

Just like when I pursued Xiao Wei, there were so many suitors around her at that time, and I still pursued her without hesitation.

Now I'm a lot more mature, but I'm a little timid.

Finally, I smiled and said to An Lan, "Actually, I really want to know what you like about me?" What is it about me that appeals to you? ”

I have always believed that there is no love without a reason in this world, and there is no hate without a reason.

Whether you love someone or hate someone, you need a reason.

So, what is Anlan's reason?