Chapter 182: Sing Together
In the commercial street, walking with An Lan feels like walking with a star.
There were all kinds of eyes all around, and I was embarrassed to stare at me.
But An Lan was used to it, and her mood still looked a little bad.
I smiled and said to her, "I know now that you have to have a strong heart to be your boyfriend." β
An Lan knew what I meant by this, and she finally smiled and replied, "Then why don't I go buy a mask and put it on?" β
"No, although I have to have a strong heart, but then I also have a face on my face! Look at the eyes that envy me......"
An Lan smiled again and took the initiative to take my arm.
She seems to be telling others that the famous flower has a master.
At this time, we passed by a wandering singer who was playing and singing, and there were not many people around.
In fact, he sang quite well, but he chose the wrong place.
This is a commercial street, everyone comes here to shop, where is the mood to stop and listen to her singing?
But An Lan brought me over, so she and I stood in front of the wandering singer and listened quietly.
At that time, I was a little inflated, and bragged to Anlan: "Let me tell you, I also played guitar when I was in college. β
"Really?" An Lan looked at me in disbelief and said, "Then why haven't I heard you say it?" β
"It's all in the past, there's not much to say."
"I can't see it! You're an engineering student, and you're a liberal arts student. β
"That is," I said with great pride, "when I went to school, I was the only one in our department. β
An Lan laughed again, and finally became interested and said, "Then you go and discuss with him, can I lend you the guitar to use, and then you sing a song to me." β
"This ......" I was stunned at the time, I was supposed to brag, but An Lan came to real.
An Lan tilted his head and looked at me with a smile and said, "Isn't it good?" Or are you embarrassed? β
"I can't sing, I'm almost the same as playing you and singing."
"Me?" An Lan suddenly frowned, looked around, and said, "Are you sure?" Wouldn't it be embarrassing to sing badly in such a place? β
"No, and you're singing well."
An Lan was silent for a while, as if thinking, before he said, "Then what do you want to listen to?" β
"What are you going to sing?"
An Lan was silent for a while, and said, "Why don't we sing together!" That way it won't be too embarrassing. β
"But I can't sing well!"
"It's okay, don't be afraid." After saying that, Anlan gave me an encouraging smile.
After a moment's hesitation, I asked, "So what are we going to sing?" β
"I recently listened to a song that was sung by Zhang Jie and Zhang Bichen, called "As Long as Ordinary", have you heard it?"
I nodded and said yes, I thought it was pretty good.
At this time, the wandering singer finished singing a song, and An Lan stepped forward generously and talked to the wandering singer.
After a few moments, An Lan beckoned to me, as if he had finished talking.
As soon as I walked over, the wandering singer took off his guitar and handed it to me, saying, "Dude, my guitar is not very good, and the treble is a little inaccurate." β
"It's fine." I smiled and said thank you.
Then I looked at Anlan and she was ready, and she asked me, "Is it okay?" β
I took a deep breath and felt like there were suddenly more people around me.
I don't know if it was because of An Lan's beauty that attracted me, but before we started singing, there were more onlookers.
I'm starting to get nervous too, after all, it's singing! That's not my forte.
But now that it's all like this, there's no way back.
I tentatively plucked the guitar and tried to get back to what I had felt before.
It was almost after that I said to An Lan: "It's okay, come on!" β
An Lan nodded at me, and I began to play and singβ
"Maybe it's far away or yesterday, here or on the other side, the long road is full of joys and sorrows, people gather and people disperse, let go of right and wrong to know the answer, live bravely, without the aura of God, you and I are born ordinary"
After singing a paragraph, An Lan took the next paragraph:
"Recognize regret in heartbreak, life is long and short, beating heart grows vines, fighting for danger, falling into the gray and falling into the abyss, the face stained with mud, without the halo of God, clenching the ordinariness in his hand, this heart has no regrets in this life, the fire of life has been ignited......"
Because of the timing, we only sang the first half of the song
After the singing, many audience members applauded.
And then I realized that there were more onlookers around.
I still remember that feeling, it felt like a concert.
After I returned the guitar to the wandering singer, I scanned the QR code in his guitar case for two hundred dollars.
Then An Lan and I continued to walk forward, and her mood seemed to be much better, and a smile appeared on her face.
I said to her, "You know what? It's the first time I've grown this big. β
An Lan also said to me: "It's my first time! I can't even think about it. β
"Then why are you so bold?"
"Because I want to sing a song with you, so that I will miss it when I think about it later."
It is no exaggeration to say that I have been married to Xiao Wei for so many years, and there is nothing worth remembering now.
This can only prove that there is nothing between Xiao Wei and me that can be commemorated together.
Even on the day we got married, it was a temporary idea, and we didn't choose a wedding date like others, and then buy wedding supplies, prepare red envelopes, souvenirs, etc......
At that time, I was very busy, and Xiao Wei was lazy.
She asked me for money and I gave it to her, and she got someone to do it.
We got married in such a daze, and I really didn't feel any surprises, so much so that I don't even have memories now.
Isn't that sad?
Of course, it wasn't anyone's fault, I was so focused on work that I neglected my family.
But now I know that family is more important than anything else.
I continued to walk around with Anlan for a while, she bought me a pair of socks and I bought her a bottle of hand cream.
Then we went home satisfied, and her knot was opened, and I was happy to see her, and I was in a better mood.
At night, we lay on the bed after washing, and Anlan hugged me tightly, and her body was close to my arms, like a kitten.
She said it felt comfortable and made her feel safe.
Girls are insecure animals, no matter how chic they are during the day, they are insecure at night.
"Thank you." An Lan suddenly spoke.
I was a little puzzled: "Why do you suddenly say thank you?" β
"You've made me feel better! I'll always remember tonight. β
"Me too, but I'll remember every day with you."
"Don't come to numb me, I really can't stand it."
I smiled lightly, and said with a hint of sentimentality: "Actually, I still have low self-esteem, because I have been divorced and have had an unhappy marriage, and you are a white and flawless woman, I ......"
Before I could finish speaking, An Lan interrupted me and said, "Don't say this, if you really like me, I can face anything with you, I don't care if you are divorced, and I don't care if you have failed...... Together we can start all over again, as long as you don't betray me. β
I kissed An Lan lightly on the forehead, hugged her tighter, and said gently: "No, I won't betray you if I kill you." β
After hearing this, An Lan laughed happily again, raised his head and kissed me lightly on the lips, and said, "Good night!" β