Chapter 19 The meaning of existence must be discerned
Yu Chengzhu said: "You are drunk, if my skills are weaker and my hands and feet are slower, what will be the consequences?" ”
Xu Zhong said, "Aren't you okay now?" As soon as this statement came out, I knew that I had said the wrong thing.
Yu Chengzhu sneered: "Do you want me to leave you a mark and have a long memory?" I'm sorry to go back and say to you? ”
"You ......" Xu Zhong clenched his fists, suddenly put it down again, and said: "If people are unlucky, they will stuff their teeth when they drink cold water!" Well, the skills are not as good as people, and I have nothing to say, you can dispose of it! ”
As soon as he said that his eyes were closed, he looked heroic and righteous, Yu Chengzhu couldn't help but laugh, although he had no malice, but Yu Chengzhu thought about the destroyed foundation, and there was always some estrangement in his heart, but he saw that his yin yin was childish, and he wanted to be a hero, and he didn't feel a little more vigilant, and said: "Why do you want to do this?" ”
Xu Zhong was impatient and said: "If you want to kill or cut whatever you want, frown, you are not a hero." ”
Yu Chengzhu said with a smile: "Heroes and heroes just go to fight when they are full, and if they can't fight, they will stand out?" ”
Xu Zhong's face was flushed with squeezing, and Yu Chengzhu said: "I'm afraid that I have encountered something troublesome, and I am borrowing wine to drown my sorrows!" ”
Xu Zhong said "Huh", and suddenly his face turned red, Yu Chengzhu saw that he was embarrassed, and said, "Say, let's see what you encountered?" ”
Xu Zhong was hesitating, Yu Chengzhu said with a smile: "Anyone will encounter troubles, there is nothing unseemly, your master taught you martial arts, your boss assigned tasks, many life truths, it's not that you are afraid to grope for stumbles, and you really don't even have someone to talk to." ”
Saying that, she sighed, thinking of her own troubled scenes when her father left her and encountered major events in her life at that time, but it was really "cut and tied".
Although I now know that that is the beginning of growth, and I need to use my accumulated knowledge and wisdom to deal with the changes in life, but the stumbling and fearful experience at the beginning is really fresh in my memory, that is, Xu Zhong in front of him doesn't know how to say it, I'm afraid I can't say it, but I really can't let it go.
When Yu Chengzhu saw Xu Zhong, she couldn't help but think of the past, she said: "There's nothing to be embarrassed about, it's a lot easier to say it, and if you press it, you will accumulate troubles, if you are willing to say it, then I will listen, what if you don't want to?" ”
She couldn't help but smile, what did it matter to her, so she put away the Qingying Sword and said, "Then I'll leave, as if I haven't seen you." ”
Xu Zhong shouted: "Yu Nuxia, please stay!" ”
Before the words fell, he suddenly cried, and Yu Chengzhu didn't expect that a big man would cry like a child.
She stopped on the side of the road and watched him cry quietly.
The night is as cool as water, there is wind from time to time, Yu Chengzhu's clothes flutter, but he does not make a sound.
Xu Zhong cried for a long time, then wiped his tears, and said embarrassedly: "I made you laugh." ”
Yu Chengzhu's eyes were filled with compassion and said, "Sometimes crying is much more comfortable." No one lives an easy life. ”
This time, Xu Zhong's wine woke up, his face turned red, and he said, "Please also ask the woman to keep it secret." ”
Yu Chengzhu said: "I haven't seen you, if there's nothing to do, I'm leaving." ”
Xu Zhong said: "My business may not be nothing, but I am in a panic, I really don't know why others always don't treat me." ”
As soon as he said this, Yu Chengzhu stopped, he couldn't go, and said, "What happened to you?" ”
Xu Zhong said: "I've always been like this, I try my best to work every day, but no one seems to respect me, the former governor was like this, and now there is no change, even the wife who relies on me seems to look down on me, I really don't know what to learn a good skill for!" ”
Yu Chengzhu is pale, no wonder his strength is unbalanced, that is his heart is unbalanced, martial arts is martial arts, life is life, water is water, oil is oil, it doesn't seem to matter.
Yu Chengzhu said: "Your martial arts are better than the guidance of Zhang Fengfu, the number one master in the capital before, do you think he will look at the wrong person?" ”
Xu Zhong said: "How could Lord Zhang look at the wrong person? Just ......"
He suddenly hesitated and didn't say anything, and Yu Chengzhu asked, "Just what?" ”
Xu Zhong hesitated for a moment and said: "It's just that a person like Lord Yu Qian and Lord Zhang Fengfu is standing up to the sky, in the end, it is not rare to have a good death, although he has been rehabilitated now, but sometimes powerful things can't protect himself, I really don't know what the use is!" ”
mentioned his father Yu Qian, Yu Chengzhu's body was shocked, and he quickly gathered his mind and said secretly: "He is nostalgic for the situation, and he complains, don't take it too seriously." ”
Yu Chengzhu said: "My father has always lived in my heart, and he has his own mission. ”
Xu Zhong said: "If you are honest all your life, and you are unjustly killed, what is this life for?" ”
Yu Chengzhu said: "There are clouds in "Zhuangzi Autumn Water": there are birds in the south, and their names are Ori, what do you know? The Fu Hu Bao is born in the South China Sea and flies in the North Sea, not more than the sycamore, not to practice and not to eat, not to drink the spring. ”
Xu Zhong said in a daze: "What do you mean?" ”
He is a rough man and has not read too many books, Yu Chengzhu said: "It means that there is a bird called the phoenix in the south, and the phoenix bird will only stop to rest when it encounters the plane tree, and only drink spring water and eat the flowers of bamboo all its life." ”
Xu Zhong was faintly pale, but he still didn't seem to understand, and said: "It can only live happily if it does things that are in line with its own nature." ”
Yu Chengzhu nodded with a smile and said: "Do you know that when the owl caught a mouse, it saw the phoenix flying over its head and let out a strange cry - scared!" ”
Xu Zhong said: "The owl just wants to eat mice, let it drink any spring water, eat what bamboo flowers, it will get sick if it doesn't die." Besides, owls call like this! ”
Yu Chengzhu said: "Yes, each has its own way of living, just ask for benevolence and have a clear conscience." ”
Xu Zhong muttered to himself: "Seek benevolence and get benevolence, and have a clear conscience." These eight words are like dozens of catties of olives, and they should be put in the mouth and chewed carefully.
Yu Chengzhu said: "You will encounter problems, which are caused by the emptiness of your heart and the failure to find yourself." ”
Xu Zhong shouted, "Isn't my problem caused by someone else? You're a heroine, why don't you help me fight the bad guys? ”
Yu Chengzhu glanced at him and said, "The heroine should be your tool?" Help you not ask for a reason? What is the difference between departing from the facts and using martial arts indiscriminately and doing evil and disregarding people's lives? Will you respect me, or will you look down on me? ”
Xu Zhong was stunned for a long time, these few words were nothing less than an empowerment, like the cool dew just now, pouring down from the Baihui acupoint on the top of his head, he only then woke up, could it be that he only used martial arts, but he didn't understand world affairs, so he couldn't be respected?