In the face of An Lan's strength, I had to tell her which hospital she was.

After about half an hour, An Lan hurried to the hospital.

As soon as she saw me, she asked me with an anxious face, "Why did you catch a cold all of a sudden?" ”

I looked at her delicate makeup, and I was very unenergetic, but suddenly I came to my senses.

I smiled and said to her, "I didn't cover it at night, and it was bad in the morning, but now it's much better, and my head is not dizzy, especially when I see you, I have strength all over my body." ”

An Lan gave me a blank look and said, "You are still poor with me, you have to take care of yourself!" The weather is getting colder, so pay more attention to keeping warm. ”

"I know, this is an accident, don't worry."

An Lan sat down on the chair next to him, and then said to me: "You go to my side tonight, no one will take care of you when you go back alone, at least your mother is here on my side." ”

I smiled and said, "If you want me to go, just say it, you have to involve my mother." ”

An Lan was very embarrassed, every time she was embarrassed, she would have a small action, that is, she pulled her hair, and it looked very unnatural.

I knew she was embarrassed, so instead of making fun of her, I said to her, "You can help me create an account on Douyin." ”

"Now?"

"yes, right now, I'm going to see how many fans I have."

"Give me your phone."

I took out my phone and handed it to Anlan, and after a few clicks on the screen, she asked me, "What should I change my name?" ”

"Just don't use my real name."

"Nonsense, there are a few of them with real names."

So I thought about the name of Douyin with An Lan, thought about it for a long time, and finally we unanimously decided to call it 'Outdoor Afeng'.

It's a simple and easy name to remember, and it's easier to remember than those that don't have realistic bells and whistles.

After creating an account, An Lan said to me: "If you really want to take this path, then I will help you drain the traffic in the future, including your personal profile, and I will help you change it." ”

"Then I'll just sit back and wait to become a big Internet celebrity." I said half-jokingly.

An Lan asked me with doubts, "Didn't you reject this profession at first?" Why did you suddenly figure it out? ”

I smiled lightly and said seriously: "Life needs to be constantly positioned, to challenge, I think I am still young, I should do something I like." ”

"Isn't writing programs your thing?"

I smiled wryly and said, "To be honest, it's not really, it's just for life, what I really want to do is to be an adventurer." ”

An Lan looked at me and smiled, and said, "It's good that I can pursue what I want to do, and I am still bound to the fate of my family." ”

I know that Anlan also has something he likes to do, which is photography.

But now she has many missions, and she has to give up her hobbies and devote herself to the ups and downs of the mall.

I stretched out my hand and gently grabbed her little hand, smiled and said to her: "One day we will all do what we want to do, at that time I will drive you in a car, you will carry a camera, and we will travel all over the great rivers and mountains of the motherland." ”

"It's beautiful."

"That's what I want most about life." I said it very seriously.

An Lan smiled again and said, "But your mother doesn't think so, she chatted with me, saying that she wanted to see her grandson before she died, and said that she hoped you could settle down as soon as possible." ”

I was shocked and said, "What did she talk to you about?" ”

"Well, let's talk about these things while chatting......" After a slight pause, An Lan said again, "Actually, your mother really loves you so much, she would rather be wronged herself than let you live a good life." ”

My nose suddenly became a little sour, and after being silent for a while, I said: "My mother is such a person, she has never had a good life in her life, even when I was very rich, she has been bullied by Xiao Wei...... Time flies, and in a blink of an eye she will be fifty-five. ”

An Lan also looked a little sad, and said with emotion: "Yes! Time is a merciless thing, and in the blink of an eye I'm almost thirty. ”

"You're 90 years old, aren't you?"

An Lan nodded, and I nodded and replied, "That's fast, you will be 30 years old in two years." ”

An Lan paused, and suddenly asked me again, "Have you ever heard a song by Zhao Lei?" ”

"I've heard most of his songs, which one are you talking about?"

"'A Thirty-Year-Old Woman.'"

I burst out laughing and said, "Of course you did, do you still like this tune?" ”

"I didn't like it until I overheard the song once, and I suddenly fell in love with it."

"You can sing, do you want to listen?"

An Lan turned his head to look around, and asked in surprise, "Is it here?" ”

"I sing quietly, it won't affect others."

An Lan hesitated for a moment and said, "Forget it, it's not good to sing here." ”

I respected her, smiled again, and asked, "Other women think age is a very secret thing, but I don't think you want to hide yourself." ”

"What is there to hide? A person's age is like red wine, the older the better, the more experienced the more intellectual, age is not just a number, for me is every stage of development. ”

I listened intently, just looked at her, and I felt like I could go on without talking, forever.

I didn't say a word, and quietly thought about An Lan's words in my heart.

Life is like this, and you don't have to worry about age, because we have different stories to tell at each age, whether it's a good story or a bad story, it's a great experience.

"Yangyang, you go outside to help your mother buy a roll of tissues, and the rest of the money will buy snacks for you to eat."

A family member of a patient in the clinic is telling his child.

Hearing this, I turned my head and stared intently at the back of the child going out, with confusion in my eyes.

That kid is probably not much older than Panpan, but he is so obedient and sensible.

Although Panpan is not my own son, I have lived with him for so long after all.

As the saying goes: even if you have a pet, you have feelings, let alone a person.

It was at that moment that I suddenly wanted to hope that the child was innocent, and he was just born when he shouldn't have been born.

An Lan saw that I was staring at the child who went out just now, and then she asked me, "Do you feel uncomfortable when you see other people's children being so sensible?" ”

"Sort of," I came back to my senses and said with a wry smile, "I want to go out of society to work at the age of 23, and this is the year of standing in a blink of an eye, I have been married and have children, but everything is like a dream......"

"Do you regret it?"

"What?"

"Do you regret knowing Xiao Wei?"

"I regret it, but you just said it, this is an experience, and I only blame myself for being unladylike."

An Lan was silent for a while, and then said to me: "Have time to see Panpan, after all, you have raised him for so many years." ”

"I don't know what happened to him."

I nodded and didn't speak again.

I don't want to think about it so much anymore because there are always so many things in life that we don't expect.

Life will never be able to give us the same pain, because it hurts you repeatedly, and the wound will slowly get used to it, and the feeling will gradually become numb.

Just like Xiao Wei's thing, I didn't suffer as much as before.

I even thanked her for giving me such an experience and making me feel old and have some memories to remember.