After eating, we sent Yun'er back to the apartment, and I was going to go back to the rental office, but Sun Xiaoxiao followed me all the way.

No matter what I said, it was useless, and I even locked her at the door, and she was still reluctant to leave.

I thought I'd go back when she had enough trouble, but I underestimated her insistence.

An hour later, she was still standing guard at my door.

I didn't dare to open the door, so I had to say to her through the door in a very angry tone: "I said you are not annoying! Can you give me a little bit of personal space? ”

"You go back with me, I'll give you whatever space you want."

"Aren't you just afraid that I won't be able to commit suicide, I can responsibly tell you that it's impossible, I haven't lived enough."

"I don't care, I don't believe what you say now, unless you come with me."

I sighed heavily, "What do you like!" I went to sleep. ”

As soon as I turned around, I heard a cry outside the door, and I looked out through the cat's eye, and she really cried, looking very aggrieved.

I still didn't bother with her, because I knew it was a little trick she was up to.

But not long after, a woman's voice came from the door: "Girl, what's wrong with you?" Don't you have a key? ”

"My boyfriend locked me out and he wouldn't open the door for me."

As soon as I heard Sun Xiaoxiao's answer, I was stupid, I forgot that this girl was a natural actor.

Then the woman's voice came from outside the door: "What's the matter? Did the little couple quarrel? ”

"Woo woo woo ......" Sun Xiaoxiao was still crying.

In a moment there was a knock at the door, and the woman's voice: "Open the door, young man!" Quarrels are quarrels, don't shut people and girls out alone! What are you talking like! ”

I was really about to collapse, I opened the door, looked at Sun Xiaoxiao angrily, and said, "Have you made enough trouble?" ”

Seeing me come out, Sun Xiaoxiao still pouted and looked very aggrieved.

The woman next to me, who was about fifty years old, saw me open the door and said to me, "Young man, it's normal for two people to quarrel, and my old man and I often quarrel, but I won't lock people and girls out like you!" How dangerous it is on this big night! ”

Sun Xiaoxiao echoed: "That's it, how dangerous! ”

I was speechless and said, "Sister, first of all, I want to state that she is not my girlfriend, and I am not her boyfriend. ”

The eldest sister was stunned for a moment and looked at Sun Xiaoxiao.

Sun Xiaoxiao cried and said, "My dear, don't be like this, can't I be wrong?" You let me in, it's cold outside. ”

The eldest sister sighed again and said, "Young man, what is there to say, how ugly it is to make such a fuss!" ”

I was really fed up, so I had to pull Sun Xiaoxiao in.

When she was about to close the door, the eldest sister reminded again: "Young man, you have to say it well, don't do it, domestic violence is against the law." ”

After speaking, she said to Sun Xiaoxiao again: "Girl, I live next door here, you can call me if there is anything, ah......"

"Okay, thank you, big sister." She's pretty polite.

After I closed the door, Sun Xiaoxiao stopped crying and smirked at me.

I raised my hand as if to slap her, but I put it down helplessly, and said weakly: "Sun Xiaoxiao, I beg you not to do it, if you do it again, believe it or not, I will die for you now." ”

"Don't be like this, isn't it good to live?"

"You're breaking me, you know?"

"I just want you to go back with me, is that hard?"

"I also made it clear to you, I need private space, why are you pushing me like this?"

Sun Xiaoxiao suddenly stopped talking, and his expression slowly became calmer when he looked at me.

After a while, she said again: "While you think that others are forcing you, you are actually forcing others." ”

I didn't say anything more, I lit a cigarette and smoked hard.

In silence, Sun Xiaoxiao said again: "If one day, you really find a woman to live in peace, I will naturally not come to pester you, because at that time it proves that you have completely come out of the shadows......"

I smiled speechlessly and said, "What does it have to do with you if I don't come out?" Are you my mother, so in charge of me. ”

"If you think I'm your mother, I'm not impossible."

"You ......"

"Otherwise, you will beat me up and make me hate you, so that I will not persuade you."

"Don't think I don't dare to hit a woman."

"I know you dare, then you fight, I promise not to fight back."

I waited for her with red eyes, gritted my teeth and said, "Sun Xiaoxiao, let me warn you again, don't bother me again, otherwise I will really do anything." ”

"Then why do you want to refuse to welcome back?"

"When did I want to refuse or welcome?"

"A lot of the time."

I sneered, "I don't think you're a person who speaks through your brain, when the did I refuse you?" ”

"I know, you're so serious about me that you can't be serious anymore, and you didn't even react to me standing in front of you in your underwear...... And I know very well the purpose of your coming to Chengdu, you are just for money. ”

"That's right, I'm just for the money, don't talk to me about any dreams, I just want to make money now."

Sun Xiaoxiao suddenly fell silent, stood in place for a while, and then asked me again, "Are you sure you won't go with me?" ”

"Sure and sure." I said without hesitation.

"Okay, then I won't persuade you, I don't mean anything else, I just hope you can live a better life."

"I'm fine, don't worry."

"Well, then I'm leaving."

"Walk slowly, don't send."

I just stood there and watched Sun Xiaoxiao's departing back, not to mention any special emotions, I just felt that she was quite annoying, and this annoyance was no less annoying than Liang Jing.

I'm also really drunk, I've walked a Liang Jing, and now there's another Sun Xiaoxiao.

The difference is that Liang Jing is so good that many times I will jump into the pit she dug for me.

And Sun Xiaoxiao is a little silly and sweet, she doesn't have any routines for me, just the three tricks commonly used by women: one crying, two troubles, and three hangings.

But these tricks didn't work for me, I knew she wanted to be nice to me, and I didn't want to get too close to her.

I believe in a sentence: under the same roof, even if there is no emotion, after a long time, there will be emotion.

After washing, I lay down in bed, but I couldn't find a state to sleep for a long time.

I obviously didn't think about anything, but I felt irritable inexplicably, and then inexplicably sad, and felt that there was no joy in living.

It was depression that was persecuting me again, so I had to sit up from the bed and try to smoke two cigarettes to relieve myself, but no matter how many cigarettes I smoked or how many sheep I counted, it didn't help......

I don't know what's going on, I just moved out of Sun Xiaoxiao's place, and it will become like this.

On the contrary, when I lived with her, I was not so miserable.

And at this moment, it seems that I am the only one left to face my own demons......

After thinking about it, I seem to figure out why Sun Xiaoxiao insisted on letting me live with her, she seems to know more about depression than anyone else.