Yun Lei didn't say much to her daughter Zhang Xi, but kept a straight face.

Zhang Xi was pointed at the acupuncture points by her, and it was useless to complain to her father afterwards, so she didn't dare to make another time, so she only knelt down according to her words.

Yun Lei was obedient when she saw that she was scared, but she didn't feel funny, but she couldn't let her see that she was laughing, so she pursed her lower lip and held back her laughter.

Zhang Xi was still a little reluctant to kneel, but she just bent her knees, Zhang Danfeng had already flicked her sleeves, and a force came slowly, not only holding Yu Chengzhu up, but also Lu Ze and Pan Fang together.

Zhang Xi was stunned, but immediately turned around and said secretly: "Then I don't have to kneel with me." Then she straightened her knees and stood up again.

In the end, she was childlike, she immediately smiled, and subconsciously turned her head to look at Yun Lei.

But seeing Yun Lei with a straight face and glaring at her, Zhang Xi hurriedly turned his head, not looking at Yun Lei, and couldn't help but secretly stick out his tongue.

Zhang Danfeng said: "Chengzhu, don't worry too much. ”

Yu Chengzhu's heart had already fallen to the ground, but he couldn't help but quietly wipe away his tears, and this emotional fluctuation finally brought tears to his eyes.

Zhang Danfeng said: "The absurdity of Emperor Chenghua has attracted the attention of many people, and according to the teacher's opinion, he is at most the king of Chengcheng, and he can't achieve much." ”

Yu Chengzhu has great respect for the master, but there is something she doesn't understand about the master's words, this reunion, she feels more and more the gap between herself and the master, she feels that the master seems to have been growing, and when we meet again after a while, the master can also make amazing words that are different, every time it is a maverick, and it is still right.

Yu Chengzhu admires Master's growth ability very much, he doesn't seem to be limited by age, as long as he wants to grow, he can get carried away and grow up freely, he is still autonomous, not limited by external conditions.

To be so free and do whatever you want is probably a lot of dreams.

But Zhang Danfeng did it.

It's fascinating to be like that.

Yu Chengzhu couldn't help but be stunned, but Zhang Danfeng ignored it completely, and continued: "Emperor Chenghua's favored concubine is older than his biological mother, of course, this is a personal preference, and there is nothing wrong with it, but he is always inseparable from his mother, and he is not a promising style. ”

Yu Chengzhu said in his heart: "He seems to know the questions in other people's hearts, and he has come up with the answers." ”

Ye Chenglin is also a person from the past, as soon as he heard it, he knew that Zhang Danfeng was right, when he was a child, he needed to be nurtured by his mother, and he needed to be cared for by his heart, but when he grew up, he would have a desire to expand, to go outside and explore, if he did not satisfy this desire, then he might always be a child.

A child, even if he sits on the throne, his vision and pattern also restrict his development, how much more can he achieve.

Yu Chengzhu was like an initiation, and said secretly: "Master, is this for me?" ”

Yes, she has the heart to keep Lu Ze and Pan Fang, when they are her own children, but if she comes to raise them, wouldn't it be a mother's heart, and it is inevitable to take care of them carefully and carefully, and in this way, will it be helpful for their future development?

Yu Chengzhu couldn't help but think about it, if Lu Ze and Pan Fang stayed by her side, she would definitely hope that they would grow up safely and healthily, then marry a wife and have children, and then live a stable life.

And then what? Year after year, year after year, year after year, year after year, year after

Yu Chengzhu couldn't help but sweat coldly on her back, yes, this is her idea, the years are quiet, and there is no dust, but in this way, hasn't she been detained since she was born? Everything is scripted, everything is predestined, so how much fun is there? Is this kind of life suitable for people?

Isn't her doting on Lu Ze and Pan Fang, and the life she designed the same as Emperor Chenghua and Concubine Wan? Maybe it's not as good as others.

What's more, if Zhang Danfeng hadn't woken her up like this, she would still be in the clouds, in her sleep, and unconsciously, she would plan and arrange along the misty and looming inner blueprint.

Is this fate?

Indeed, it is impossible and unpredictable.

But character is fate.

If you walk according to this hazy, real and illusory dream, and you can't figure out the upside-down dream, isn't this being bound by fate?

If something really doesn't go well, if something is wrong, you really won't blame yourself, and you will only blame fate.

Isn't that just resentment?

Can there be any gains? Some are just scapegoats, and they have never even touched the truth, is this kind of life right?

Yu Chengzhu couldn't help but shake her head, she still shook her head very hard.

She clearly knows that if the love she gives will bring a comfortable feeling, but if she accepts or indulges, the child will not grow up, and her love will ruin the child's future.

Emperor Chenghua relied on Wan Guifei again, it was also his own choice, maybe this is the independent choice he can make in this life, so he will ignore the opposition of the government and the opposition, and wholeheartedly want to make his beloved and the people he relies on noble, and want people to be beautiful.

This may be the only and feasible pursuit of Emperor Chenghua.

It is part of his self-actualization.

It is also a manifestation of his youthful rebellion, which he wants to do and should do as a person.

What about Yu Chengzhu?

What is the real purpose of leaving her two children?

Selfish.

These are the two words that Yu Chengzhu can think of, she feels that she left them out of selfishness.

She is consolidating layer by layer, peeling back the cocoon, facing her heart, and gradually understanding the truth.

However, this kind of thinking and exploration was very exhausting, and she couldn't help but turn pale and her body was shaky.

Ye Chenglin listened to Zhang Danfeng's reasonableness, which hit his heart, and if he wanted him to speak, he might not have Zhang Danfeng's tongue, and he couldn't help but share it with his beloved wife, so he turned his head, but saw that Yu Chengzhu's face was pale and his body was fluttering, like a falling flower in the wind, smart and thin.

He was distressed and worried, and reached over at the moment and grabbed Yu Chengzhu's hand, but found that the tentacles were cold, Ye Chenglin said: "Chengzhu, are you okay?" ”

Yu Chengzhu's lips turned white, and before he could speak, Zhang Danfeng had already noticed it, came over and grabbed Yu Chengzhu's other hand, and said with a smile: "Your senior sister is different, she has always been in charge of affairs independently, you all have to take her as an example." ”

While talking, he silently used Xuangong, and slowly injected the internal force into Chengzhu's body.