But when sewing Yun Lei's shoes, Yu Chengzhu was a little absent-minded, and he couldn't wait to finish it soon, although he was also embroidered with flowers, the flowers on Yun Lei's shoes were more delicate, but the mood was completely different.

It's not because she is Zhang Danfeng's favorite woman, Yu Chengzhu doesn't want to face it at all, so just from the shoes, I'm afraid it's hard to see which is better or worse, but the mood is only known to herself, it's completely different.

Now a pair of sewn finely, a pair of messy mood, two pairs of shoes are placed in front of Yu Chengzhu, to be honest, she herself doesn't want to believe it, it's all from her own hands.

It's just that these two pairs of shoes have to be given away, to the people she wants to see but don't want to face.

Yu Chengzhu gently covered the cloth and wrapped the two pairs of shoes, as if she had cleaned up her heart.

The moonlit night was silent, and a drip could be faintly heard in the deep courtyard of Wutong.

Yu Chengzhu's clothes are windy, his feet are on the grass, and he still feels cold and dewy socks.

She shrunk her head and neck slightly, and said secretly: "This kind of qi is colder in the morning and evening, if the master is wearing it now, I'm afraid I need to add a pair of socks." ”

Yu Chengzhu smiled unconsciously, and gently brushed her hair, she transferred her heart of pity for Lu Xue and them to her master, I don't know if she was touched because of this? It's been suppressed for a long time, and I need an outlet, so I took this opportunity.

When she thought about it, she only felt a cold colic in her abdomen, and Yu Chengzhu said in her heart: "It's okay, let my body remind me, don't think nonsense, just vent the emotions that shouldn't be." ”

Yu Chengzhu leaned on the plane tree, and began to look at the nose, the nose and the heart, and exercise pranayama.

In fact, the recent war has been quite exhausting, and she has been concentrating on escaping from the outside world for several days, so she doesn't care about anything, so she doesn't recuperate well.

Yu Chengzhu silently used Xuangong, and after a while, his breath flowed freely, and his abdomen began to warm up.

Yu Chengzhu said in his heart: "I should rest and recuperate, even if I love a great person, I need to take good care of myself." ”

Suddenly, her face turned red, and she said secretly: "What's wrong with me?" ”

She knew that this was what her heart told her, that she could escape from all external affairs, but not from her own heart.

This moment may have been her heart waiting for a long time to tell her in such a leaky way.

Perhaps, she is unwilling to face it and wants to escape, just because she can't accept the true thoughts in her heart, so she has to cover it up with chaos.

Her true thoughts, don't want others to know, even she doesn't want to face herself.

It's just that she knows it exists, and sometimes it's very happy to think about. 、

Contradictory and confusing.

I can't shake it off, I can't take it off, I follow it like a shadow, and I am awakened all the time.

At first, I didn't fit in, but then I not only accepted it, but also enjoyed it, and let it go.

It's just that there is more time for chaos, and my heart is tossed to be more sensitive and fragile.

In this way, she wants to ignore more things.

But when she calmed down, especially at this moment of pranayama, her ears and eyes were very sensitive.

I heard Zhang Xi's coquettishness in the room, and the room was three feet away from her, but she actually heard it clearly.

Yu Chengzhu also feels that when she comes into contact with the chaos in her heart, her heart will be easy to focus, maybe the focus is to escape the chaos, so her world is an alternation of chaos and concentration, and she herself knows that this state is not balanced and unstable.

Yu Chengzhu clearly heard Zhang Yi say: "Mother, why do you want me to kneel down with Senior Sister!" ”

Yun Lei's laughing voice also came, and said: "This is the rule of the master, your father and I are brothers and sisters, we are in the same door, now your father is the head of the family, naturally you have to pay attention to the rules, Chengzhu is your senior sister, she kneels, how can you not kneel?" ”

Zhang Xi said: "I don't like her! ”

Zhang Xi blurted out this sentence, but Yu Chengzhu's heart was "thumping" and beating, and then there was a burst of discomfort, I don't know if my heart is painful or cold, Yu Chengzhu only feels both annoyance and disgust.

Zhang Danfeng said: "Xi'er, what are you talking about!" ”

Hearing Zhang Danfeng's voice, somehow, Yu Chengzhu's heart began to warm, and his heart became steady.

Zhang Yi said: "Dad is mine, I am a rao." ”

Yun Lei scolded with a smile: "Child, your father is also the head of the sect, and he wants to lead the entire sect." ”

Zhang Danfeng said: "Sister Lei, I'll come." ”

Hearing this, Yu Chengzhu's eyes appeared in front of Zhang Danfeng waving his hand, and she knew that her master would do that.

Zhang Danfeng said: "Xi'er, how can my father not hurt you?" ”

Zhang Xi said: "But you also hurt Senior Sister!" ”

Yun Lei said: "When I didn't have you, I already had your senior sister, and since she was my father's apprentice, how could she not hurt her?" ”

Zhang Xi said: "Don't, don't, don't." ”

Yu Chengzhu's heart jumped suddenly, and she said secretly: "Why doesn't my senior sister not only dislike me, but she also can't tolerate me?" ”

Yun Lei said: "You really have no conscience, you just gave birth not long ago, your senior sister likes you, I want to hold you, when I don't have time at hand, she is the one who protects and takes care of you." ”

Yu Chengzhu thought of Zhang Xi when she was born, she really liked it very much, and she also felt that she had an extra junior sister.

Yu Chengzhu couldn't help but put his head against the plane tree, raised his eyes slightly, and saw that the moon was bright and clear in the sky, and the color was dark blue in the ink, not completely dark, but in the end it was dark or dark, no matter how beautiful the night was, it was not white, just like some things, what it was was was what it was, and it changed to talk, it just changed.

Yu Chengzhu knew that the Zhang Yi in front of her was no longer the immature baby she was at the beginning, and she knew how to fight for her own interests.

The strange thing is that Yu Chengzhu is more indifferent to this, she doesn't seem to be shocked, and she is not much surprised.

Yu Chengzhu said softly to herself: "Actually, I would rather not have a senior sister. ”

Although she was like this to herself, she still felt that she was almost ethereal, but the height was unbearable, and she might not be able to adapt to it, so she subconsciously crossed her hands, hugged herself, and stroked her arms.

Qinghui jade arm cold.

Last night's stars, last night's wind.

This situation can be recalled, but it was already clear at the time.

Yu Chengzhu smiled bitterly, yes, the past is the past. What is in front of you is not at that time, but the appearance is similar.

She was cold all of a sudden, and even her legs had a slight twitching sensation, and Yu Chengzhu couldn't help curling up behind a tree.

At this time, I heard Zhang Danfeng say: "Xi'er, why do you play well with Ze'er and Fang'er, but reject Chengzhu?" ”

When he mentioned this, Yun Lei also felt strange, it stands to reason that Lu Xue is the same age as Pan Fang and Zhang Xi, if you want to be jealous, it should be for them.