When I heard Sun Xiaoxiao say that she was serious, I just took a puff of cigarette and immediately choked and coughed.

"You're not going to, are you? Is there such a big reaction? Sun Xiaoxiao looked at me with disdain.

I was still coughing violently, tears coming out of my eyes.

Seeing this, Sun Xiaoxiao hurriedly ran to bring me a glass of water and said, "Come on, come on, drink some water, drink some water." ”

After drinking the water, I felt a little relieved, and then I looked at Sun Xiaoxiao in a daze, and said, "What you just said is true?" ”

"Really."

"No kidding?"

"No kidding."

Again, I fell silent, and it was a difficult question for me to decide.

I haven't figured out whether to have another relationship now, I also want to let myself forget about Anlan as soon as possible, and I also know that I need to start a new relationship.

But for Sun Xiaoxiao, I really don't mean anything about it, which will not only harm her, but also harm myself.

Fortunately, I was more rational and said to her: "Don't play this kind of international joke with me, it's too scary!" ”

"Chen Feng, you look into my eyes, do you really have no feelings for me at all?"

I stared into her eyes and nodded heavily, but before I could speak, Sun Xiaoxiao's mouth came up to me.

Unprepared, I was kissed by her, and my body immediately froze, and my breathing stopped at that moment.

I was just about to react and push her away, but she hugged me tighter.

The softness of the tip of my tongue made me feel soft all over......

At that moment, I was really confused, and my brain went blank.

I resisted at first, but gradually I stopped resisting, and I began to respond enthusiastically, and began to vent the primitive desires that had been suppressed in my heart for a long time.

A kiss is something that has no concept of time, because once the kiss is on, time stands still and everything becomes uncontrollable.

I don't know how long it took before Sun Xiaoxiao let go of his little mouth, raised his chin against my face, looked into my eyes, and gasped with excitement.

"Don't turn me down, okay?"

I gradually regained consciousness, looked at her very embarrassed and said, "Why are you ......?"

Before I could say more, she kissed again.

This time I didn't push her away anymore, I really felt it, and I couldn't help but hug her waist.

It's been a long time since I've kissed, and since Anlan left, my life has become a mess and depressed.

Speaking of which, it was Sun Xiaoxiao who helped me get out of this depression, and she has been patiently guiding me.

It can be said that if it weren't for her, I don't know what would happen now, and maybe I couldn't figure out what would have happened to me.

So in this moment, I stopped struggling and I started to enjoy the process and enjoy the wonderfulness that she brought me.

So we took kiss after kiss, and I hugged her tighter, even a little violent.

But Sun Xiaoxiao didn't say anything, and responded to me very enthusiastically.

The door of my desire was also fully opened at this moment, and I pressed her to the bed and slid my hand down her lower abdomen into the hem of her robe.

Then I indulged in that slippery, flawless feeling and couldn't extricate myself......

At the moment when I was about to take off her underwear, Sun Xiaoxiao suddenly spoke: "Chen Feng, you ...... Love me? ”

My hands froze again, and I asked myself, do I love her?

Sun Xiaoxiao smiled at me and said, "It's okay, I don't mind, you go on!" ”

I stopped, quickly withdrew my hand from the hem of her shirt, and then quickly walked away from her.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, I lit a cigarette with trembling hands, and I didn't dare look at her.

I don't know what kind of eyes she is looking at me at the moment, anyway, I don't have the face to face her.

She's my friend and even more so my boss, how can I be with her......

At the moment, I really want to give myself a big mouthful, as if to wake myself up.

I kept smoking and gradually calmed myself down.

Finally, Sun Xiaoxiao spoke: "It's okay, don't mind, I don't mind." ”

I still didn't dare to look at her, and after exhaling the cigarette in my mouth, I muttered, "I'm sorry! I ......"

"Don't say it, I don't blame you, I'm going to sleep, good night......"

With that, she got out of my bed and ran out of my room at a fast pace.

When I heard the sound of the door closing, I let out a long breath and gave myself a big mouthful.

What have I done here! Why didn't you control yourself?

I think I really need to vent, so I didn't control myself just now.

Fortunately, I didn't get too involved, otherwise it would have been out of control.

Actually, I know that Sun Xiaoxiao means that to me, and she told me in person a long time ago.

But I just can't do it, to put it bluntly, I just can't forget An Lan.

After lying back in bed, I picked up my phone and sent Sun Xiaoxiao a message to say sorry to her.

But after editing the text message, I didn't have the courage to send it.

My mind was in a mess at the moment, and I wanted to start a new relationship, but I didn't know why, I couldn't.

Maybe I don't want to hurt Sun Xiaoxiao, she is sincere to me, but I don't love her.

If you don't love someone, don't hurt her, and if you don't start, you won't be miserable.

After thinking about it, I felt much more comfortable, at least not to the point of being out of control.

Today, we're still good friends, and she's still my boss.

I'm still me.

After the sound of firecrackers outside gradually quieted down, I finally slept peacefully.

Early the next morning, I was woken up by the sound of firecrackers, which is a custom in our hometown to set off firecrackers at breakfast on the first morning of the first day of the Lunar New Year.

I was woken up by the deafening sound of firecrackers, and I habitually got up and smoked a cigarette to refresh myself before putting on my clothes and going downstairs.

My mother was cooking rice balls in the stove house, and eating rice balls on the morning of the first day of the Lunar New Year has become a custom in our hometown.

I also went to the stove house to help my mother make a fire, and she pinched the rice balls, and the thick smell of fireworks instantly evoked my memories.

My mother said to me, "Ah Feng, don't mind what my mother said to you last night, I don't mean anything else. ”

"I know Mom, how could I mind! I know you want me to start a family as soon as possible, and I see you running for sixty, but I haven't been able to let you hold your grandson. ”

My mother pinched the rice balls and said, "It's okay, I used to be very anxious, but now I know that it's not easy for you, I'm not in a hurry." ”

I smiled, paused, and then asked my mother, "Mom, what do you think of Sun Xiaoxiao?" ”

My mom looked at me and said, "You're not really going to be together, are you?" ”

I shook my head and laughed, "No, I just want to hear what you think." ”

If it had been before, my mother would definitely support me and Sun Xiaoxiao together, and she raised her hands in favor.

But now, she hesitates again, which has to make me feel that there is something wrong with my mother!

After a while, my mother finally said to me, "I feel that you are too different in age, and that girl is not suitable for you." ”

I didn't speak anymore, but when I unconsciously turned around, I found Sun Xiaoxiao standing at the door of the stove house.