I know that feeling, and I know Huang Li's current state of mind.

She was so well protected from a young age that she became lawless when she grew up, but when she knew that her parents were not omnipotent, she really realized that she was too naïve before.

If it weren't for what she had done outside, maybe they shouldn't have been so difficult, but because of these things, her father was implicated.

I think that after going through this hurdle, Huang Li should also grow up.

It's just that the price of this growth is too heavy.

……

We left the hospital first, and when we separated, Huang Li was still a little reluctant, but she also had to be separated temporarily.

On the way to the train station, Huang Li cried and told me that she said that she used to hate her parents and even ran away from home, saying that she was a serious problem girl.

But now, she didn't want to be separated at all, she was afraid that this would be forever.

I reassured her that no, that it wasn't a big deal, and that even if all the blame was true, it wouldn't be a death sentence.

She also said that if she could change her father's safety, she would also admit it, and she said that she would rather go to jail herself.

At that moment, I really realized that Huang Li had matured.

If it had been before, I might have begged Min Wenbin's subordinates to show mercy, but this time I said that I would never bow my head!

But sometimes I feel like I'm a disaster, as if all the people I have a relationship with don't end well.

Xiao Wei is like this, Liang Jing is like this, and An Lan is even more so......

Now even Huang Li has not escaped, but there is only one source of all this, and that is Min Wenbin.

Based on this thought, I hated myself very much, why did I implicate so many people?

Why let these innocent people suffer along with them?

Damn Min Wenbin, this is the first time in my life that I have a great hatred for him!

I can't describe the hatred I have for Min Wenbin at this moment, if he stands in front of me now, I will kill him with all my might, even if it dies with him.

I don't want the people around me to be hurt by him anymore, all evil capitalism.

Sitting on the train to Chengdu, Huang Li and I were full of our own thoughts, we didn't have any communication, she kept looking at the fleeting scenery outside the window, and I kept staring at the back of the front seat.

I don't know how long this state lasted, until Huang Li spoke first: "Chen Feng, have you noticed that time will really change everything that has been." ”

"How?"

"I don't know how to say it, but I feel like my life has changed all of a sudden, I used to sleep during the day and go to the bar at night...... At that time, someone asked me what my dream was, and I always laughed and said that my dream is to make everyone respect me, and I want to be the best female boss...... But I was really happy at that time! Now I'm not happy. ”

"It's not surprising that you feel that way because you've jumped from one familiar circle to another."

"What about you? Do you feel this way? ”

I suddenly fell silent, thought about it seriously and said, "Don't say I really feel this way, the happiest time in my life was probably when I graduated from college and started a business with my classmates." ”

"Well, and then what?" Huang Li seemed interested.

I smiled faintly, but I didn't dare to recall, but I still said to her: "Although there was no money at that time, it was very boring and hard, but it was the best time in my life...... At least, I live for myself every day, I have my dreams, and I'm trying to pursue my dreams. I can treat myself to a restaurant with my classmates on the weekends, or go to the surrounding area to relax...... In short, at that time, I could really feel life. ”

"And what about later? How did this change? ”

I smiled bitterly: "Qianbei, the further back I go, the more I find that money can really dominate everything in a person...... Now I am more miserable than ever. ”

Huang Li sighed: "I think you are right, although I have not worried about money, there will still be a lot of inexplicable pain accompanying it...... Perhaps, if you are really poor, you won't be so miserable. ”

I exhaled heavily and said, "You haven't experienced what it's like to be poor, and you wouldn't think that way then." ”

"Then I'll experience it this time, maybe this is a chance for God to give me a new life. After I go to Chengdu with you, I hope you don't arrange everything for me, I want to survive in Chengdu on my own, is that okay? ”

I looked at her, was silent for a few seconds, and nodded.

Huang Li stopped talking, she turned her head to look out of the car window again, her gaze and expression were very distressing.

She used to be a princess, and Sister Li, who everyone was afraid of, but now she is a refugee, and no one cares about her.

But I care, I remember her well, every time when I was most in danger, she always stood up to help me.

At this time, even if no one cares about her, I will protect her.

I took two chocolates out of my bag, touched her arm with my hand, and said, "Eat a piece of candy, you'll feel better." ”

She turned her head to look at the chocolate in my hand, and was stunned for a moment and said, "How can you have such a thing as chocolate?" ”

"I bought cigarettes outside the station just now."

"You like chocolate?"

"How so? When I was a kid, I loved to eat it, and I forgot whose relatives came back from the city to bring some candy, and it was the first time I had chocolate in my life, and I fell in love with it...... But at that time, our family couldn't afford it, and chocolate was too expensive, so one piece was enough to buy two catties of rice. ”

"Is it that serious?"

"Really, at that time, rice in the countryside was only a few dimes a pound, so I really couldn't afford it."

Huang Li sighed, took the chocolate from my hand, and said while eating the package: "At that time, if you want to know me, I have a lot of money at home, so you can eat enough." ”

I sneered, "Actually, it's okay, after I went to junior high school, I started to make my own money." ”

"What do you make money with?"

"My academic performance has been good since I was a child, and at that time, I could earn a dollar by helping others with homework, and I would go to the street to pick up bottles to exchange for money...... Every time I use it to buy chocolate, I say don't feel disgusting, other people eat chocolate with bites, but I use licking...... Because I was reluctant to eat it, I wrapped it in toilet paper and kept it for later. ”

"That's really...... You're too sad, aren't you? ”

"I don't feel sad, I think it's nice to think about it now, at least I've always had a goal, chocolate when I was a kid, and to start a business after graduation...... But now, I'm confused. ”

"It's going to get better, it's going to get better." Huang Li patted me on the shoulder and comforted me in turn.

I smiled and said, "Do you remember how we met?" ”

"Remember, I'll ask you to design a marketing program for me."

"I was already very rich when I designed the program for you, and I could have refused to accept your order at that time."

"Then why?"