These two completely different ideas, each of which has equal strength, lies in Chengzhu's heart, constantly seeking, tearing, and wrestling.

Yu Chengzhu was tortured so much that he couldn't even breathe.

This kind of battle is more severe and cruel than any fighting and duel in the world.

At best, you can't fight other battles, but you don't have so many worries when you fight, even if you can use all your skills.

In this competition, none of them are outsiders, and they are all like their own flesh and blood.

If Lu Ze and Pan Fang's ancestors could stay out, then they could guarantee peace, that was their idea when they were children.

And knowing that their ancestors chose the wrong one because there was no better choice, and in the circumstances at that time, it was a compromise of last resort, which is what they have grown up and think now.

Each one is present in Chengzhu's body, and it is her own.

But there are still edges and corners between ideas, and there is still competition.

Yu Chengzhu doesn't know which one to help, if he doesn't want anything, he will come to his mind again.

It seems that even the idea itself is not willing to be subordinate, and it has to compete for the high.

From the small Chengzhu received a calm and quiet education, pinning his affection on the landscape, traveling in the rivers and lakes, placing himself in self-growth, and listening to the inner voice.

That's why she was able to choose independently who was the right husband. (For details, see Liang Yusheng's book "The Scattered Flower Woman")

But the more tranquil it is, the more violent the idea of the self now comes, and it is a kind of subversion, in the form of a fierce conflict.

This made Yu Chengzhu, who thought he was quiet, very panicked, as if what he had accepted since he was a child was wrong.

So she wants to escape, she wants to avoid silence, she wants to be alone, she wants to stay away from the world.

However, what should be faced is always to be faced.

Yu Chengzhu's internal fire rushed up again and again, and this nameless fire was very peculiar, the top was fire, the bottom was void, her qi was weak, the two thoughts pulled her separately, every time it was a sense of skin cut, and the qi and blood were consumed very quickly, so it was weak.

And the weaker the bottom, the more intense the fire above becomes.

Yu Chengzhu didn't want to speak anymore, and he really couldn't say the green robe vicissitudes.

The ability of the green robe to view the hearts of people is very superb.

A few words, but Yu Chengzhu's mentality is very transparent.

The reason why Yu Chengzhu didn't want to continue to say it was because even she had to admit that the green-robed Canglang was right.

And what he said was exactly what she was circling in her heart and couldn't do.

How can she not be annoyed?

So I can't let him talk anymore, and with a "bang", the Qingying Sword was unsheathed. Yu Chengzhu's face sank like water, and as soon as he drew his sword, the jumping chess pieces suddenly fell like the autumn wind sweeping the leaves.

Yu Chengzhu used the technique of the golden flower hidden weapon to send out the scattered chess pieces as hidden weapons.

The green-robed Canglang said with a smile: "It's not bad, it's not bad!" Your martial arts have grown again. ”

Yu Chengzhu ignored him, turned his eyes to look at Zhang Danfeng, and saw Zhang Danfeng's expression as usual, but strangely, his smile was very similar to that of the green robe.

looks like it's all a compliment to her.

Yu Chengzhu was in a trance, rubbed his eyes, and looked intently, only to see Zhang Danfeng's face blurred.

Yu Chengzhu was shocked, she didn't want Zhang Danfeng to be like the waves in a green robe, she saw through her thoughts at a glance, so she had nothing to hide, as if she could only force her feelings to the cliff.

And she doesn't want to, since this relationship belongs to her, she has to give it the best arrangement.

If this is also her child, it is undoubtedly her most cherished and proud child!

Now Yu Chengzhu knows why her own child has a miscarriage, there are too many "children" belonging to her, and she needs to worry too much.

Don't look at this relationship, it is not easy to maintain, and it takes a lot of heart.

Yu Chengzhu's blood is in this relationship, and she can't raise a real child.

And her child, because she needs to worry about it, is squeezed and suppressed by other "children", and even Yu Chengzhu herself is suppressing it intentionally or unintentionally.

If there is a choice, will Yu Chengzhu let her child come out?

This is a strange question, how can there be any reason not to let real children come out?

But Yu Chengzhu herself knows that it is difficult to answer, maybe she will really choose to give up the child because of other things.

Yu Chengzhu smiled sadly, yes, she was the murderer, she killed her own child, that was the child she and Ye Chenglin had been married for many years and couldn't ask for it. She gave up easily.

She couldn't accept it, let alone forgive herself.

In the battle with the green-robed waves, she saw herself clearly, the secrets of her heart were clear, and the thoughts that she usually ignored and did not perceive were also shown one by one.

Yu Chengzhu said secretly: "Child, don't blame your mother, your mother can't help it." ”

Thinking of this, her tears dripped down.

At this time, the green-robed Canglang smiled and said, "Can you restore the chess pieces again?" ”

Yu Chengzhu was stunned, and said in a green robe: "This is a review of Go, and everyone who has learned it knows it." ”

That's exactly what he said.

Yu Chengzhu's mind was precipitated, his heart was as clear as water, and he used the technique of stealing from an Arab merchant at the beginning, replacing his hand with the Qingying sword, trying to restore the chess game of the right talent in the air.

If it is restored, then nothing happens.

Somehow, such a thought came to Yu Chengzhu's mind.

But her movements are light and her mind is clear, and when she is progressing towards a new martial art, she doesn't have so many distractions, she is single-minded, and she has no distractions.

What a precious purity, this is what she has been searching for a long time.

That's what she wants.

She was extremely greedy, thinking that this moment could be a little more, a little more.

However, good times are always short-lived, her mind is a little calm, and she can't help but look at Zhang Danfeng to see if he approves of it.

At a glance, she saw Zhang Danfeng's shadow becoming more and more vague, Yu Chengzhu was taken aback, and heard the laughter of the green-robed Canglang becoming clearer and clearer, she turned her head in shock, only to see that the green-robed Canglang and Zhang Danfeng were constantly overlapping, and gradually merged into one person.

Yu Chengzhu shouted: "No! ”

They can't be alone, Zhang Danfeng is only one!

saw that the faces of the two were becoming more and more blurred, and their smiles were becoming more and more similar, and gradually, they couldn't tell who was who.

Yu Chengzhu shouted, "Master! ”

But Zhang Danfeng ignored her, she suddenly used all the strength of her body, mustered up all her courage, and shouted: "Danfeng! ”

This sound stopped at once, and she quickly covered her mouth and did not allow any more screaming.

This is the secret of her heart, and she is willing to keep it a secret forever and not be allowed to see the light of day.

Even if you come out occasionally to get some air, it's short-lived, and you can't make a big move.

Even when I was about to see Zhang Danfeng, it was the same.