Yu Chengzhu smiled sadly, tears slid down her cheeks again, and she said: "It turns out that I am not alone, they are still thinking about me, and I still have friends." ”

Since she was the only one in the room, she didn't have to deliberately suppress it, she could say whatever she wanted, but her voice was not loud.

Accustomed to suppression, let her let go of her voice, she was at a loss for a while, so she should let it go and let it be.

When Yu Chengzhu said this, he only felt even more lonely, and only himself was left in this room.

Ling Yunfeng also has the advantage of walking, her self-space can be larger, but as soon as Ling Yunfeng leaves, no matter how big the space is, it is full of pathos, this repeated tossing, coming and going is what Yu Chengzhu wants, but why is there so little happiness, but sadness is constantly cut, and the reason is still messy?

Yu Chengzhu's tears rippled, like pearls with broken threads, trickling down, where can they stop.

It's very exhausting to cry like this, and after a while, I was dazed, but I haven't fallen asleep yet, and I faintly hear the sound of beating the watch, but I can't really hear it after a few beats.

Consciousness has been drifting, as if waking up but not waking up, like a dream not a dream.

Yu Chengzhu said in his heart: "No, I want to cultivate my spirit, there are other things tomorrow, I can't be so consumed." ”

This kind of situation of hers is called dark consumption, which is very tiring and sad, and will make her energy and blood insufficient.

She will have a miscarriage, but she has already developed the habit of dark consumption, and over time, her qi and blood are weak and not enough to nourish the fetus.

Thinking of the unborn child, Yu Chengzhu felt a pain in his heart again, so he woke up even more shocked, where could he still sleep.

Even if you could see the baby at a glance, Ye Chenglin's wish would be fulfilled and the idea of reassuring his heart would arise.

As a result, the brain starts to run at a high speed again.

Yu Chengzhu's abdomen began to chill, which was a sign of physical weakness.

Yu Chengzhu said: "Oh no, in this way, let alone the arrival of the enemy, even if it takes a little longer, I will run out of energy, and if I don't fight, I will lose." ”

The more she was in the dark, the more she had to remind herself that she must rely on herself to deal with it.

But if you are in a hurry, you can't manage things, and if you want to hurry, you can't reach it, but you are upset, and your head is full of distractions.

Yu Chengzhu simply sat up, wanting to use the mental method in "Xuangong Tips" to meditate, but he felt that it was wrong to sit up, so luck was easy to go crazy.

It's not like this, it doesn't work like that.

It is difficult to advance and retreat.

Yu Chengzhu suddenly remembered that in a dream, she asked Yun Lei, is love also wrong, Yun Lei replied, you are putting me in a dilemma.

She suddenly smiled, yes, this is the situation, a dilemma.

Unexpectedly, it was my wife who reminded her.

Use the situation in the dream.

to remind.

In this way, the master doesn't blame her, but still treats her as a disciple and a loving disciple.

It's the same as before again!

Thinking of going back to the past, Yu Chengzhu smiled.

It couldn't be better.

So I couldn't help it, naturally, Yu Chengzhu said: "Or in Sumeru Peak, pushed down by people,

Reciting the power of Guanyin, like the sun and living in the void.

or driven by the wicked, and fallen to Mount Kong,

Reciting the power of Guanyin, you can't lose a hair.

or worthy of resentment and thieves, each with a knife to inflict harm,

Reciting the power of Guanyin, salty is compassionate. ”

This is the scripture that she heard the fifth mother-in-law reading when she lived in a fishing village, and she naturally remembered it after listening to it a lot.

Now I read it unconsciously, as if the fifth mother-in-law is still there, and she still lives in the fishing village.

Life there is simple and peaceful.

The fifth mother-in-law is pious and kind, and she usually doesn't talk much, but she just smiles, and she smiles kindly all the time.

Now that she thinks about it, she seems to know that maybe this is how she accompanies and cares for Yu Chengzhu.

After her father's death, she was faced with a choice in life, and at this time she relied on her master Zhang Danfeng.

But after Chuxian Island was broken, the calm and serene face of the fifth mother-in-law has always accompanied her.

She was just an ordinary woman, ordinary and inconspicuous.

But unconsciously, it has become the current Yu Chengzhu's reliance.

Yu Chengzhu breathed a sigh of relief, and at this time she understood that being ordinary is also a blessing.

She wanted to tell Yun Lei, but Yun Lei's figure just didn't appear, and Yu Chengzhu didn't force it, and gradually fell into silence.

When the drowsiness became stronger, she slept peacefully, and faintly heard the sound of a rooster crowing outside, Yu Chengzhu didn't care, maybe it was early crowing. She rolled over and went back to sleep.

I didn't have a dream until the third pole of the sun.

Strange to say, after waking up, I was in good spirits.

Not only did I get enough sleep, but I got everything I wanted, and my mind was complete, so my body and mind were comfortable.

Yu Chengzhu usually has a very regular schedule and rest, breakfast is generally used in the hour, and after the hour, it is better not to use it, but not to force it, so as not to hurt the body.

This is not only the habit of his father Yu Qian, but also the habit of Zhang Danfeng and his wife, so Yu Chengzhu will rely on Zhang Danfeng very much.

Now Yu Chengzhu suddenly thought: "Should I rely on him?" Or a father? ”

This thought is together, and I am not endless.

After a long time, she came back to her senses and said in her heart: "Before something happened, it can naturally be said that I am spiritually dependent and love him like a father." Of course, this makes sense, but once something happens, it can only be the love of men and women. ”

She couldn't help but laugh, at the beginning, it was indescribable, to make it clear, it was to see the later development.

Since it's all man-made, why bother thinking about it!

Yu Chengzhu felt strange, and when he woke up, his mind was much clearer, and he was no longer sleepy in a cocoon.

She cleaned up her mood and simply continued to meditate, and then went out to eat at noon.

This time it is much more convenient to meditate, there is no emotional interference, and after a little concentration, you will be settled.

It's quiet, and I forget about things.

However, she was still aware of the movement in the outside world.

As soon as noon came, she opened her eyes.

Not only to maintain self-tranquility, but also to blend in with the surroundings, this is the realm recorded in the "Xuangong Tips".

At this level, you can deal with external affairs in a real, flexible and flexible manner.

This is also something that Yu Chengzhu has practiced hard for many years, and he can't reach it.

Unexpectedly, she inadvertently opened up this joint point, and she herself was still ignorant.

It's just that when she got out of bed, Yu Chengzhu still felt a slight chill in her lower abdomen, knowing that the old injury had not healed, and the miscarriage had hurt the meridians.

Although the Xuan Vein has been opened up this time, the development is uneven, and there are still deficiencies that need to be supplemented.

Yu Chengzhu smiled slightly, and inadvertently touched the Xuangong Advancement, which was already a blessing, and the others didn't have to care too much, just let it be.

At this time, she suddenly felt that if Zhang Danfeng was by her side, she would definitely stare with a smile, and she would look happy and proud.

He has always cherished his disciples, and if he knew that his disciples had this attainment, he would definitely praise them.

Yu Chengzhu smiled: "I relied on your praise in the past, but in the future I will go my own way." ”

After speaking, she shook her hair, left Zhang Danfeng's shadow and her past behind, greeted the sun, and opened the door.