After reading this long letter, I felt very uncomfortable, as if a stone was blocked in my chest, and I couldn't even breathe.

I can't figure it out, why did Liang Jing do this, knowing that it was Min Wenbin fishing, why did she go to see her?

Isn't it like making a break with yourself?

But there's really no need! Min Wenbin is already wanted by the police, he will not end well, but Liang Jing is so stupid.

I really hope that time can be reclocked and go back to before Liang Jing went to find Min Wenbin, and I will stop her no matter what.

Maybe she's smarter than I thought, and she's already thinking that she might not be able to come back, so she left this letter.

I once said that I wanted to kill Min Wenbin, a brute, with my own hands, and she really did it, but she paid such a heavy price.

I really feel sorry for her, I feel worthless for her, such a fresh person, if you say no, it's gone.

I wasn't in the mood at all during dinner in the evening, and I barely had any communication with my mom and the summer.

After eating quietly, I went to the bedroom where Liang Jing lived.

There were still some items left by Liang Jing in the room, and there seemed to be a hint of vagueness wafting in the room.

There was a book on my desk, and I picked it up and looked at it, and the name of the book was "One Hundred Years of Solitude".

I still remember this book being given to her at the graduation party.

I still remember that I had always misunderstood her for being a scumbag, so I wanted her to be clean and gave her this book.

I didn't expect her to keep it, and it still looks so new.

When I read this book, my heart was even more uncomfortable, and the emotions that had been suppressed for several days suddenly exploded when faced with these objects.

I locked myself in this room and opened the book "One Hundred Years of Solitude" and read it.

This book is not about "loneliness", but about the fate of all the characters in the story, whose fates seem to be different, but they keep repeating themselves, and they can never get rid of the fatalistic loneliness.

"Chen Feng, I read this book twice and finally understood it." Liang Jing's voice suddenly came from behind him.

I suddenly turned my head to look back, and Liang Jing was sitting on the edge of the bed in the back, tilting her head and smiling at me.

I was so surprised that I couldn't speak for a long time with my mouth half-open.

"Why are you looking at me like that? Haven't you ever seen a beautiful woman? ”

"You...... Are you real or fake? I finally spoke, but my voice was shaking.

"Of course it's true, fool!"

I didn't believe it, and reached out to her......

That's right, I'm hallucinating, and she's what I'm fantasizing.

Sitting back in my chair, I smiled bitterly.

Even so, I don't think it's scary, even if it's really her soul standing in front of me, I won't be afraid, just because she's my best friend.

She had disappeared from my hallucinations, and I continued to flip through the book and watch.

On the last page of the book, I saw a passage left by Liang Jing:

"Each of us is actually born alone, in this world for decades, not a long time passed in a blink of an eye, and then we died alone. Life is destined to be a tragedy, because we never fit into the world, and the world is always something outside of the body.

If you are lucky, you can find a person who is very compatible with you in body and soul in the vast sea of people, and there is a connection with him that can be called love...... And then bear together the loneliness of the inescapable and indelible fate of life.

But such luck is so difficult and rare, some have lost the ability to love, some love deeply but there is nowhere to put it, and some die in this love......

And in all love, loneliness continues unabated, and life is just a dream. ”

……

This text is probably Liang Jing's feeling after reading this book, and she confirmed that she really read it, and it is not something that can be understood by scribbling to write such a philosophical paragraph.

I closed the book, closed my eyes, and leaned my head back in my chair.

Zhang Xinzhe's song "Faith" suddenly came to mind, and one of the lyrics: If I kissed you at that time and hugged you at that time, maybe the ending would be difficult to tell.

I really admire these people who write lyrics, what kind of changes have they gone through to write such meaningful lyrics.

This night, I have been sleeping in this room, sleeping on the bed that Liang Jing slept on, covered with her covered bedding.

Even the pillow still has a strand of hair left by her, and everything is so real, as if she is lying next to me at the moment.

We finally slept together!

In my dreams, I undoubtedly dreamed of her, wearing a JK uniform and dancing on the famous cherry blossom avenue from our college days.

A gust of wind blew, and the pink and white cherry blossoms fell down her hair, on her shoulders, and at her feet......

I wanted to chase her, but I couldn't catch up with her until I woke up.

The sky was also bright, and the rooster crowed outside the window, and after living in the city for a long time, I forgot what the morning was like in the countryside.

I went to open the window, and suddenly the smell of earth hit my face, which was refreshing.

Those who leave are already gone, and those who are alive still have to live hard.

After breakfast, I was ready to leave for Chengdu, where there was still a lot of work waiting for me.

I also want to make more money as soon as possible and take my mom to live with me, which is what I want most now.

Summer also slept at my house last night, but when it was time to leave, she decided to leave it at my house.

I asked her why, and she smiled at me, then typed on her phone and told me, "I'm content to know he's still alive, and I've got another Schnauzer now, so let him stay in your house, I think he likes your family." ”

I said to her again, "But you have been looking for him for so long and have paid such a great price, are you really willing to keep him?" ”

She continued to type on her mobile phone and replied to me: "I figured it out last night, staying here is the best place for him, let's go." ”

It's okay this way, my mother has to be with me, so I won't be so lonely.

After saying goodbye to my mom, I drove Xia Xia to Chongqing Airport, and I was going to talk to Li Feng and Huang Yong about getting them to join our company.

I first called Li Feng, and we made an appointment to meet at a restaurant that I used to go to when I used to deliver food, and I asked him to call Huang Yong as well.

I arrived first, and the owner of this restaurant had not yet changed, and he recognized me at a glance.

"Chen Feng, right? It's been a long time since I've seen you, where have you made a fortune lately? ”

I smiled and replied, "What kind of fortune do you have, or do you work the same, how are you doing?" ”

"It's okay, that's it anyway, are you alone?"

"And Li Feng and Huang Yong, they're coming soon."

"Well, find a place to sit, I'll pour you a cup of tea."

The boss is still so warm and simple, after finding a place to sit down, I ordered a few dishes, and it didn't take long for Li Feng and Huang Yong to come.