Chapter 32: Admitting defeat

Lan Xingchen opened his eyes and saw a bill that Meng Jie had put in front of him, Meng Jie said miserably: "It's really not a legend that you will go bankrupt when you see a doctor in the United States, we almost have no money to go back to China, how many zeros do you count on the bill?" ”

"I can't see clearly." Lan Xingchen's head was still a little dizzy, but he still remembered that Wanwan was resenting him, so he hurriedly asked Meng Jie: "How did you find me, Wanwan is okay?" ”

"She is very good, and she returned home with Bai Qingzhou and his wife."

"How many days have I been in a coma?"

"5 days, hurry up and pack up and be discharged, we really have no money, and the visa is about to expire, hurry up and go back to China, we really can't afford to live in the capitalist's hospital."

"I have money in my card, you use mine first, and I will return to you when you pay in advance."

“…… No, what do you mean, of course I used you first, I know the password, I mean our cards are maxed out, you are not awake yet, are you, have you not read the bill, see how many knives there are! ”

“…… How can it be so expensive! But I still have a lot of things to do, you hurry up and hand over the other bank cards, I know you have money. Lan Xingchen looked at the bill and his jaw dropped.

"I don't, I really don't, I don't save money, let's hurry up and pack up and go home, I'll book a plane ticket right away."

"I'm going to find ......" Lan Xingchen could see that Meng Jie was actually trying to stop him from looking for Wanwan.

"Don't go!" Meng Jie was a little anxious.

"You can't stop me! I have to find her! Lan Xingchen also raised his voice.

"You! Why are you so disobedient to me that you have to say ugly things? Then let me ask you, have you identified yourself when you have been alone with her in the forest for so many days? Do you dare to say it? ”

“……”

"Wanwan can't turn back, as soon as she turns back, it's the abyss, isn't she doing very well now? You've seen it, let it go, there's a love called letting go! ”

"I will slowly tell her that we can face everything together, that she has the right to know the truth, and that her life should be her own decision!"

"Slowly? How much have you said in the past ten days? How much did she accept? How many times have you been sick? Isn't it particularly serious? What particularly distresses you? The truth? How are you going to tell her the truth? Tell her that her grandparents were killed to protect the unimportant brain-clearing information? Tell her that Uncle Jiang has been living and dying for her father's case for half his life, and he was still killed in the end? Tell her that you have endured endless lovesickness for her sake and duty, and even betrayed men and lost half your life, and living people are not like people and ghosts? And she, when you were in the middle of life and death, married someone else, and now you want her to make a choice? ”

"I didn't force her to make a choice, I just hoped that her life could be less arranged. She's lonely, isn't it nice to tell her that there were a lot of people who loved her before? At least we have to convey this love slowly, heal her slowly, and we can't blindly hide it, this is never what she wants! We can take her back to China, let her touch the scene, and accompany her through those pains, I am confident! ”

"You... You... You're really... To put it nicely, it is called infatuation, and it is called the belief in love. If you say that it is ugly, it is called the shaft, it is called not to hit the south wall and not to look back, and not to cry when you don't see the coffin. Good! I took you to see Song Qingshan, and it just so happened that he also wanted to see you, let him tell you what kind of relationship Bai Qingzhou and Huang Wanwan had over the years! And what's going on with that fourth photo! ”

Bai Qingzhou personally wrote the invitation card, and he planned to open a small PA in his family's villa tomorrow

ty, celebrate Wanwan's safe return home and prepare a surprise for her. But when he wrote the last one, he hesitated for a long time, he wasn't sure if Song Qingshan could persuade Lan Xingchen, but Wanwan had already secretly investigated the matter of the sea again, Bai Qingzhou had to gamble everything to invite him, and then make a decision and let Wanwan die. Bai Qingzhou picked up his pen and wrote the name of "the sea" on the invitation.

Lan Xingchen came to Song Qingshan's clinic and saw him reading information at his desk, Lan Xingchen hadn't seen him for more than ten years, Song Qingshan's hair was all white, and he was haunted by the sandalwood smoke lit on the table, looking fairy and a little psychedelic. He wore reading glasses, leaned on the table, and read quietly while pointing to the information with his index finger, his fingers moved at a uniform speed, very slowly, the reading voice was very small, and he couldn't hear what to say clearly, but it was very rhythmic, which made people listen very relaxed. Although his appearance does not match his 60s, he gives people a very kind and calm feeling.

"Teacher Song!" Lan Xingchen called him lightly.

"O stars, come and let me see!" Song Qingshan slowly took off his glasses, stood up, and beckoned Lan Xingchen to come closer.

"Teacher Song, you are very tired! Be mindful of rest! Lan Xingchen said distressedly.

"As long as you can let go of your obsession, it doesn't matter if I work hard." Song Qingshan touched Lan Xingchen's head and said slowly.

"Okay, I'll put it down."

"Let go of everything in America and go home."

"Okay, go home."

"Including Huang Wanwan, you have to put it down."

"Huang Wanwan?"

"Yes, you have to let go, that's what is good for her!"

"Nope! Wrong! Can't put it down! I can't let her go! Lan Xingchen suddenly woke up from the hypnotic bed.

"Blue Xingchen, wake up!" Meng Jie also happened to break in at this time, ran to Lan Xingchen's side, and woke him up.

Lan Xingchen woke up from a trance, as if he had a long, long dream, but it was very real, the dream seemed to have gone through a lifetime, the feeling of being lost, sad and desolate was like sleeping from dark to dusk, and when he opened his eyes and saw that it was dusk, the sense of vulnerability would immediately surge.

"Lan Xingchen, cheer up, you just got hypnotized." Meng Jie said anxiously, then extinguished the incense, opened the curtains, and opened the window.

"Meng Jie, don't be nervous, this sandalwood is just added with some sedative ingredients, there is no harm to the body, I just tried Lan Xingchen's physique, it turns out that he is the same as Huang Wanwan and Bai Qingzhou, they are all very easy to be hypnotized, hehe." Song Qingshan said proudly while taking off his wig.

"Song Qingshan! You don't deserve the profession of a doctor, you don't deserve the status of a teacher, you are a madman! Meng Jie was furious.

"Hehe, I'm crazy, it's true, the human race in the world is either crazy or stupid, so I must save everyone, unify everyone's thinking, and eliminate all human intrigue, greed, desire, and cruelty, so that the world can be united! At that time, I will be the God who saves mankind! The more Song Qingshan spoke, the more crazy he became.

"I... I'll just ask one question, what's going on with this photo? Lan Xingchen took out the fourth photo and asked Song Qingshan weakly.

"She killed her own child!" Song Qingshan smiled weirdly, and then took out the information on the table and threw it to Lan Xingchen.

Lan Xingchen's hand holding one of the photos was already shaking like chaff, and he was already stunned when he looked at this picture that was even more terrifying than the fourth photo. Meng Jie hurriedly took it and looked at it, he couldn't help screaming, Wanwan was still holding the bloody sweater needle in the photo, Bai Qingzhou was holding her as if crying, there was a crib next to her, a very small baby on the bed was lying there covered in blood, he couldn't distinguish his nose and eyes, and his face was full of bright red blood......

"This is the child of Bai Qingzhou and Huang Wanwan you are talking about? But didn't you say you lost it yesterday? Why did you say it again today...... And he said that he was dead...... He's dead? Meng Jie asked suspiciously.

"This is the child's birth certificate, the birthday is a year and a half when Wanwan came to the United States, this is the death certificate, and the time is a few days after this photo. Their husband and wife experienced illness, received the crystallization of love, and suffered the death of their children at a young age, but they accidentally killed their children because of Wanwan's illness. But their relationship is still the same, so Lan Xingchen, let Wanwan go, I also plan to let her go, originally I kidnapped her this time just to make the final confirmation of the thesis, but Bai Qingzhou repaid her grievances with virtue and did not sue me, and I also planned to make a final report on Wanwan's medical record. There are too many research objects here in the United States, some people think that the earth is flat, some people think that science is all fake, and some people think that there are other gods besides me, and these people should be cured well. Song Qingshan gushed endlessly.

"Lan Xingchen, let's go back, let's go back to China." Meng Jie picked up Lan Xingchen and asked earnestly.

"Okay, just confirm one more thing, and we'll go back." Lan Xingchen was completely dead, he understood that letting Wanwan forget the past was the only way to be good to her, why those pasts were so desperate, Lan Xingchen really admitted defeat and admitted defeat to fate.

Lan Xingchen looked at the invitation sent by Bai Qingzhou, and looked at the small note sent by Huang Wanwan, his heart was like water, he only needed to confirm one last thing, and he would automatically disappear into Wanwan's world.