Chapter 35: The North Star in My Heart

As soon as Lan Xingchen returned to China, he was immediately admitted to the hospital, and in the first few days, every night in his dreams, there was always a voice telling him to give up, give up everything, give up Wanwan. Every time he woke up, this concept would deepen a little, Lan Xingchen realized that this must be the influence after being hypnotized by Song Qingshan, it seems that his hypnosis is really very effective, and just one time can have a significant impact.

The police station has also visited Lan Xingchen many times, and when they see his physical and mental condition, they will let her recuperate with peace of mind and go to work when she recovers. Lan Xingchen felt that his physical problems could recover in a year and a half, but his mental problems were a bit serious. He has always become very contradictory, for example, he can't let go of Wanwan, but he is always hinting that he wants to let go, this tearing thought makes him very painful, or every time he thinks of the cases he has handled before, he thinks that he is jealous and hateful, and his eyes can't tolerate a little sand style, so he begins to slowly wonder if his approach is too much, whether there is a better way. But when he woke up, Lan Xingchen firmly knew that these must be hypnotic sequelae, which were deliberately to disturb him, he wanted to change, but the harder he tried, the more it backfired. He thought that maybe he should try a different environment, and if he continued like this, he was afraid that he would no longer be able to perform the position of a police officer.

After the banquet, Huang Wanwan worked harder and communicated with Bai Qingzhou more sincerely about the divorce. It wasn't until a few days later that she fainted again, and when she woke up, she felt that Bai Qingzhou's demeanor was very wrong, but she said to her very gently: "Can we not divorce, even if it lasts for a few more years." ”

"Didn't we discuss this matter, it's just a divorce, nothing else remains the same, we are still the people who trust each other the most." Huang Wanwan is very determined.

"One year, one more year!" Bai Qingzhou continued to persuade.

"Brother Qingzhou, my mind will not change." Huang Wanwan didn't understand why Bai Qingzhou suddenly changed his hexagram.

"But, you're pregnant." Bai Qingzhou said bitterly.

"......" Huang Wanwan was stunned, she could think of how difficult it would be in the future, but she couldn't hide her joy, this may be the instinctive reaction of most expectant mothers, especially her lack of relatives and longing for relatives, Huang Wanwan still remembers that after losing her grandparents, she once begged sincerely in the cemetery to have relatives, even if it was one, the wish was inexplicably realized, Huang Wanwan changed from confusion to joy and bitterness, and then smiled and left tears.

"You fainted because you were pregnant, and now you need someone to take care of you." Bai Qingzhou continued to inquire discussively.

"I will take care of myself and my children." Huang Wanwan seems to have gained a lot of courage, and she feels a little bit as a mother.

"But children need fathers." Bai Qingzhou raised his voice.

"But his father is not you." Huang Wanwan said blandly?

"For his sake, don't divorce yet, think about it." Bai Qingzhou said earnestly.

"For him, for you, and for me, I can't be so selfish, divorce tomorrow as originally planned, you can be his closest uncle." Huang Wanwan said resolutely.

Lan Xingchen was lying in the ward watching TV, firstly to distract himself, and secondly, because the TV was playing news related to his own company, Xinghai Education. The news content is that Xinghai Education's latest rescue education plan will be implemented nationwide, starting from the city's Nuanyang Orphanage.

In the past two years, under the leadership of Lin Xiaotong, Xinghai Education has continued to innovate, in addition to the previous brand project, the new field of rescue education has also been highly praised, and has also been supported by the State Education Commission.

"Handsome guy, what are you looking at? What about looking at beautiful women? Lin Xiaotong deliberately enlivened the atmosphere.

"Yes, look at the beauty! I'm in love with her. Lan Xingchen also responded mischievously.

"Let me see, what does it look like?" Lin Xiaotong hurriedly came over to take a look, but saw that it was the TV station interviewing him.

"May I ask what happened to Mr. Lin, what was the opportunity that gave you the idea of rescue education?"

"A year ago, we wanted to select a few children with the best qualifications in all Xinghai piano classes in the city, and set up a promotion class, and then in the selection process, we found that a little girl was not yet four years old, but she showed amazing talent, I wanted to make an exception for her to enter the promotion class, but found that she was for a girl who did not want to learn piano to take lessons, and actually found that her eyes could not see at all, she was blind, and her family conditions were very bad. But she can listen to music and read music, can remember the position of the keys, can memorize several scores, compared to the girl who is superior to the family and does not want to learn the piano, this girl touched us a lot, I wonder, what is education for? What can education change? What do we need to do as practitioners? Socrates said that the essence of education is to awaken, to develop your heart. Educators, then, must keep their original intentions, remember their initial awakenings, and then pass them on. We should not only engage in education like icing on the cake, but also insist on education like charcoal in the snow, and light a lamp for those children whose lives are full of darkness! Lin Xiaotong said earnestly, touching everyone present.

"What Mr. Lin said is very touching, ask a digression, what happened to that girl?" The reporter listened with great emotion.

"I only said a little bit about her experience, and it is inconvenient to disclose more, but our rescue education will definitely continue to help her." Lin Xiaotong didn't want to continue to reveal about the little girl.

"I heard that this rescue education project also has a warm name called the North Star in My Heart." The journalist changed the subject.

"Yes, I hope all children can have a bright heart and a direction." Lin Xiaotong continued to answer seriously.

"This project started last year, starting with the Nuanyang Orphanage, and then cooperated with a number of orphanages to strengthen the education of children, so what about the children in those places in the future?" The question is coming to an end.

"Starting this year, we plan to send more complaints to remote mountain villages, focusing on left-behind children and children who have dropped out of school. This is also supported by the state. Lin Xiaotong said proudly.

At the end of the show, Lan Xingchen's curiosity was also aroused: "Mom, how is that blind girl now?" ”

"Her name is Hong Xiang, a very beautiful little girl, but unfortunately she can't see with her eyes, and her adoptive father abuses her, it's really distressing!"

"Abused? Are you just sitting idly by? What about biological parents? ”

"The biological parents are unknown, and after being adopted, I accidentally injured my eyes. Of course I took care of it, I entangled with her adoptive father for a long time before sending her to the Nuanyang Orphanage, where at least she would not be abused. Her adoptive father worked as a driver for a wealthy family, and her adoptive mother was also there, taking care of the family's children. ”

"But Hong Makeup can't see it, how did he learn the piano?" Lan Xingchen immediately discovered the problem.

"She seemed to say that someone helped her learn, but I didn't ask much, and the little girl didn't want to talk more about the past." Lin Xiaotong was a little embarrassed by his negligence.

"Okay, then may I ask if Hong is more beautiful or my great mother is more beautiful?" Lan Xingchen joked again.

"Of course, it's really Hong makeup, how can I compare an old lady with the flowers of the motherland, by the way, I'll take a photo again, you see!" As he spoke, Lin Xiaotong took out his mobile phone and found a photo of himself holding her.

"Just leave it in the orphanage?" Lan Xingchen looked at the photo and liked it very much.

"How about I adopt her as a granddaughter? I see that you will not be able to complete the task of human reproduction. Lin Xiaotong began to squeeze Lan Xingchen.

"Don't, you're really not suitable for raising children, I suffered a lot when I was a child!" Lan Xingchen said aggrievedly.

"Then now that you have grown up, you must know how to take good care of yourself." Lin Xiaotong suddenly felt a little distressed about Lan Xingchen.

"By the way, Mom, don't you want to carry out the project in a mountain village? Can I help you, it's not suitable for me to go back to the police force right now, how about getting a job at my home company first? Lan Xingchen asked.

"Really? That's great, I'll arrange it! Lin Xiaotong was pleasantly surprised.