Wanwan began to be hospitalized to protect the fetus, and just took this opportunity to stop Song Qingshan's hypnotherapy on her. Her state gets better as the fetus grows, and although she is still very confused, she basically doesn't let herself think about anything else, except for learning the lessons that have fallen, just looking at the child in her belly gently, not knowing what she is thinking.

I thought she would get better and better, but I didn't expect that after giving birth to a child, her state immediately took a sharp turn for the worse, Wanwan didn't dare to look at the child, especially his eyes, I took her to try various methods, and saw countless doctors, but her heart knot never opened, and it became more and more serious, she had nightmares at night, crazy during the day, finally, one day, Wanwan stabbed the child's eyes with a sweater needle, fortunately the child's little hand blocked the eye, although the hand was injured, but the eye was spared.

I knew that all this was related to Song Qingshan, although I couldn't think of a way to restrain him, and I might even fall into his trap again, but I really had no choice but to call him and question him. Song Qingshan unabashedly admitted that these were the seeds he had hypnotized before, and when Wanwan was at her most vulnerable, he told her that this child would be born more and more like the demon who hurt you, his eyes would always be painful, he didn't want to exist in this dirty world, he wanted to be free! This seed, which was planted when Wanwan was at her most vulnerable, took deep root and sprouted! If you want to clear it, you must beg Song Qingshan and listen to him!

I knew that if I followed his trap, I would be doomed, and in the end I made a decision that I was most sorry for: send the child away! Instead of mother and son hurting each other, it is better to separate, and it can completely break Song Qingshan's plan.

I contacted the surrogacy agency, thinking that maybe we could carry a new child, and if Wanwan could accept this child, then maybe she could slowly accept that child in the future. The formalities have been completed, but, seeing so many loveless commodity babies, many of them are very tragic fates, and many of the children who failed to deliver smoothly have been sold to the black market, and the lucky ones have been sold to ordinary families, and the unlucky ones have been trained into drug dealers, death squads, ** and other marginal people. So I gave up on the surrogacy program. Coincidentally, at this time, I learned that the surrogacy agency had died a child and a surrogate mother had died. I came up with the trick of "tanuki for prince", and in exchange, I helped them cover up the fault of the death of the pregnant mother, and they helped me complete the exchange of children. In order to prevent me from regretting it in the future, they did not tell me the specific details of the child's exchange, and I could only give the child more money in the hope that his adoptive parents would treat him well.

I knew that Song Qingshan would not let Wanwan go easily, so I made a play with the child who died young, I called Song Qingshan to come to the house to treat Wanwan, put the child who died in the crib, sprinkled with plasma, so that Song Qingshan couldn't see his appearance, and when Song Qingshan pushed the door in, the baby's cry was played, and Wanwan became irritable, so I quickly hugged her, and then let Song Qingshan see this scene.

Sure enough, he believed it, and then, I buried the child, and Song Qingshan was even more convinced. Without children, he has lost his most important weapon, and he can no longer threaten us with impunity. However, Wanwan was still in that chaotic state, and suddenly one day, she became very conscious, and she asked me if I had killed my own child. Why can't she remember clearly? Is there a disease in your own brain? Then I poked that sweater needle into my brain with pain and guilt!

Nine deaths, she came back to life, but she lost her memory. The doctor said that the previous amnesia due to the effect of the drug should only be temporary, but this time the brain damage will be permanent amnesia, and depending on the degree of damage, she will slowly lose more memories until the damaged part of the brain returns to stability. Luckily, she had forgotten all those painful memories, including the good ones, of course! She is getting better and better, except for the headache, and the medicine she is taking now is something she has modified herself, which can both relieve the headache and stabilize the damaged part of the brain. That is, it indirectly stabilized his memory.

After Wanwan was completely well, I started looking for the child, and finally found a clue, but it was actually a girl, and then her cancer returned, and there was no more time to continue looking. I left the cornea donation letter in order to leave some clues, and as for the outcome, I can only follow fate. The insinuation in the will that I was looking for my own children was just a cover up to protect Wanwan.

Today, on the occasion of your newlywed Yan'er, to tell you this, I think you must have broken through many obstacles to be together, and you must have enough confidence to face everything! So, I said my biggest guilt, in fact, I wasn't sure if the child was yours, and even at first I really believed everything that Song Qingshan made up.

As for the fact that you came to the United States to find Wanwan that year, I also thought about not letting Wanwan know about the existence of that child, and I didn't want her to fall into pain anymore, which became the only thing that Song Qingshan could coerce me. But then I saw that Wanwan's love for the little bamboo rat was so strong and selfless, she was not even willing to let me be the nominal father of the little bamboo rat, even if it was only for a year, even if it was just to let the child have a complete identity. At that time, I knew I was wrong, but I didn't regret it!

If you find that child one day, please take me to say sorry to him, and hope that he can get rid of the ups and downs and live happily ever after. At the same time, I hope you, Blue Star! It doesn't matter if that kid is yours or not, you can be good to him! Bai Qingzhou is a masterpiece.

Lan Xingchen was already in tears, he thought of the injury on Hong Hu's hand, thought of everything Hong Gang and his wife said, and thought of Meng Jie's recollection of Hong Hu's shocked look when he saw the appraisal results, he understood everything!

He and Wanwan's first child did not die, but Hong Hu who was lying in the emergency room at the moment. He could imagine Hong Hu's shock and joy when he learned about his life, but he was very aggrieved and puzzled. He can better understand why Hong Hu's last sentence didn't let his family know about his condition, especially Huang Wanwan, he must be afraid that if he dies, his family will suffer the pain that he just got and immediately lost, and he is even more afraid that Huang Wanwan will blame herself for the rest of her life, afraid that her body can't bear it! Hong Hu wouldn't even call himself Dad, even though it might be the last chance! "Hong Hu! You get better quickly, don't wronged yourself anymore, don't be so sensible anymore! Dad is so distressed! Lan Xingchen ran to the door of the rescue room and shouted loudly.

At this time, Huang Wanwan called, Lan Xingchen didn't have the courage to answer, and then, Wanwan sent another message, asking where Lan Xingchen was and wanted to meet immediately. Lan Xingchen can't describe the pain in his heart, what should he do now!? How to face Wanwan!? He could only hold back his tears and resist the pain. Wanwan called again: "Lan Xingchen, where are you?" I want to see you right away! Bai Qingzhou sent me a letter and said... Saying that I had a child before me, I... I'm going to go to him right away, I'm... Why don't you remember it at all? You know... What's going on? Isn't it... Previous experience of rape...... With him? Wanwan said and cried, "I always have a dream, in the dream I seem to have killed a child, it can't be... It won't be ......" Wanwan is on the verge of collapse.

"Wanwan, listen to me, you haven't been raped, that was made up by Song Qingshan when he hypnotized you." Lan Xingchen restrained himself and tried not to let himself collapse. But at this time, the doctor handed over the second notice of Honghu's critical illness, Lan Xingchen finally couldn't restrain himself from choking, he covered it with his hands and bit it with his teeth, he couldn't control his emotions, he quickly hung up the phone, signed it tremblingly, and after crying for a while, he quickly held back his emotions and called Wanwan back: "Wanwan, it was just broken, I just knew, you ...... We do have another child, and he is our child! However, it may be because I was strong and serious back then, and you were too worried, so the child was congenitally deficient and had ...... Died! Lan Xingchen weighed the damage and announced the child's death to Wanwan.