However, Chu Yahan didn't let herself fall into negative emotions, shook her head, took a shower, and got up to sleep.

One night passed in a hurry, and the next day, she still went to work as usual.

Running customers, statistics, and making reports is her day's work, and after being busy, the day is very fulfilling.

When she got off work, Su Xiaoxiao came over, and she was collecting things: "Where's your boyfriend?" She asked.

Chu Yahan couldn't help but feel embarrassed: "I said it all, I didn't." ”

"Hahaha......" Su Xiaoxiao stared at her for a smirk, and added: "Okay! I know, no, no, no, no. ”

It's December, the snow is falling, and the weather is getting colder.

After separating from Su Xiaoxiao, she walked to the gate, a tall and handsome figure shuttled in front of her, and she immediately recognized her as Shen Ziyin.

I haven't seen him for more than a month, and he seems to have evaporated from the world.

Seeing her again now, Chu Yahan quickly approached him and hurriedly asked, "Where have you been during this time?" ”

Shen Ziyin raised his eyes and stared at her, his deep eyes flashed with a strange light: "Do you still care where I go?" ”

Although his tone of voice was quite calm, he could feel the resentment in it.

A sudden apology suddenly appeared in her heart, and Chu Yahan felt that she had done something wrong: "I'm sorry, I ......"

Shen Ziyinjun's face twitched slightly, hidden in the dark light, he would not be angry with her, but the feeling of being ignored was really uncomfortable.

He paused again, stared at her deeply for a long time, and then distanced himself from her slightly: "I should go." ”

He just came, why did he leave?

Chu Yahan's only feeling was that he was angry, she couldn't help but raise her hand to hold his arm, the temperature of her fingertips slowly seeped in, Shen Ziyin also stopped, and her eyes fell on her.

It is undeniable that even if he forcibly suppresses his feelings, as long as she looks at her and says a word, she can resurrect herself.

Grabbing his wrist and grabbing it for a while, Chu Yahan twisted his eyebrows again, and the strength of his fingertips dissipated.

Feeling her unfirmness, Shen Ziyin's eyes quickly shrouded in a layer of loss: "I'm leaving." ”

"Where are you going?"

Shen Ziyin smiled bitterly: "This shouldn't have anything to do with Miss Chu!" ”

always felt that the two of them were a lot more indifferent in life, Chu Yahan's heart ached, she really wanted to ask what happened? But the self-esteem in her bones made her refuse to lower her head and ask.

When he left, she didn't stay, just watched him leave quietly.

Chu Yahan is a typical death to save face, and he is gone...... She was obviously sad, but she still looked like she was fine.

After returning home, the three treasures had already laid down, and the surroundings were quiet, as before, only Aunt Liu was waiting for her without sleeping.

She held a bowl of stewed chicken soup as usual, steaming hot, and at a glance, she knew that it must have been kept warm many times, Chu Yahan had no appetite, but she didn't want to live up to her kindness, so she drank the chicken soup.

There is a lot of chicken in the chicken soup, stewed so that even the bones are melted, and the food really has the power to heal people's hearts, and Chu Yahan's mood is much better.

Aunt Liu knew her too well, and as soon as she saw her expression, she knew that she must be in a bad mood.

"Miss, what's going on? If you don't mind, then you can let me know. ”

Chu Yahan lowered her head, her vision didn't know what was blurred: "Aunt Liu, what do you think of Ziyin?" ”

Hearing this, Aunt Liu turned to her: "Miss, are you ...... Do you really want to be with him? ”

Sensing that Aunt Liu had misunderstood her, Chu Yahan hurriedly denied it: "No, I didn't mean that I wanted to be with Ziyin, I just felt that I seemed to be very sorry for him." ”

Why do you think that? What's going on tonight? ”

Chu Yahan's heart was mixed: "He is so good to me, he can't wait to give me everything in the world, but I, I seem to be hurting him all the time, in fact, sometimes, I always think, or just be with him!" But I just can't really make up my mind, Aunt Liu, what do you think I'm going to do? ”

Aunt Liu is from the past, why don't you understand this truth? She slowly corrected her thoughts: "Miss, in fact, feelings really can't be forced, sometimes, it's clear that that person is very good, and everything with her is a good match, but maybe it's fate, or maybe it's a burning feeling, so love can't be forced." ”

"I know." Chu Yahan raised his hand to hold his face, and unconsciously, his fingertips were full of tears.

At the beginning, she once believed in love passionately, she loved Liu Yang, for her, she could be humble to the point of humble flowering, but so hard to dig out her heart and lungs, in exchange for a heart-wrenching betrayal.

I once remembered the year of falling out of love, she had a messy life, life was worse than death, trying to bury herself in her work, trying her best to forget her past with her.

But for some reason, in the dead of night, his mind is full of memories of the two of them, as well as his good ......

She was really miserable.

is obviously in love with a scumbag, but she can't convince herself to forget him and not love her.

It wasn't until a few years later that she came out of the haze.

But every time she saw Liu Yang, the scarred wound in her heart cracked open again, which seemed to remind her of her unbearable past.

She was affected...... Being loved is not a skill, being able to be firmly liked is a skill, so if there is no firm love, she doesn't want anyone to be close to her.

Aunt Liu's shoulders leaned over and lent it to her: "Miss, you can't indulge in the past, you should always go out and let yourself go!" ”

Her voice was very quiet at night, slowly touching her heart, and Chu Yahan suddenly felt that it was time for her to give up.

……

On Sundays, you don't have to go to work.

On this day, Chu Yahan didn't want to go anywhere, so she wanted to stay at home and stay quietly by Sanbao's side. It's been a long time since I have taken a good look at my eldest son Shen Ziyang, and he feels that he has grown a lot taller.

Chu Yahan opened the drawer, took out the ruler, and measured her height, which was ten centimeters more than before.

"Wow! Son, you've grown taller. ”

Chu Ziyang's little face turned crimson: "Mommy, I'm a man, and I will continue to grow taller in the future." ”

"By the way, didn't you say you wanted to buy a laptop last time?"

"Yes, Mommy, are you giving me a birthday present?" Chu Ziyang's eyes were shining, and her little hand was still holding her arm, looking forward to it.

Last time she saw a domestic computer in the AP center, it was so cool that he wanted to buy it for a long time.

"Okay, wait for Mommy to take you to buy it."

Chu Ziyue and Chu Zichen also leaned over, they heard the conversation, and they were jealous: "Mommy, you only care about the eldest brother." ”

"No, I'm going to buy you a gift today?"

"That's great, Mommy, I want Barbie."

"Mommy, I want a set of lab equipment."

Chu Zichen and Chu Yaziyue did not hesitate to put forward their requests, and Chu Yahan also agreed.

"Okay, okay, whatever you want, Mommy will buy it for you, don't worry!"