After chatting like this for a while, the waiter finally served the food, and the topic also talked about cooperation.

Xiang Yang said to me: "Chen Feng, if you have any questions, you can raise them now, and I will answer them for you." ”

"I don't have any doubts." I said calmly.

"Then why did you refuse the kindness of Mr. Ren'an? You don't know how many companies are struggling to hope to cooperate with Mr. An? ”

I sent them off and said, "Then let them come, I'm really not interested anyway." ”

"You ......" Xiang Yang looked at me helplessly, I knew that he was very difficult, but I was even more difficult.

At this time, An Lan finally spoke: "Director Xiang, you don't have to be so embarrassed, if he really doesn't want to, then I ...... too."

Without waiting for An Lan to finish, Xiang Yang interrupted: "Mr. An, that ...... Wait, I'll talk to him alone. ”

With that, Xiang Yang pulled me up and took me to the side alone.

Then he said to me in a serious tone: "Chen Feng, I really don't know what you think?" Why not work with her? Is there anything bad about you? ”

I sighed, then glanced at An Lan before saying to Xiang Yang: "Director Xiang, I know you are kind, but ...... It's really hard for me. ”

"Can you tell me why? Is it not allowed by your investor, Hongsheng Capital? Xiang Yang asked with a serious face.

I shook my head and replied, "No, it's ...... I—I actually know her. ”

"What?!" Xiang Yang suddenly looked at me with a surprised expression.

I let out another long sigh and said in a deep voice, "I said, I know her, and I don't know her well. ”

"Really? Then since you know each other so well, you shouldn't refuse! ”

I smiled bitterly and said, "I might scare you when I say it, I used to be a couple with her." ”

Xiang Yang was shocked again, his pupils dilated, and he was stunned for a long time before he said, "This ...... I see! Then I understand. ”

I nodded and said, "So, Director Xiang, this relationship, how do you say I can cooperate with her?" ”

Xiang Yang really understood my difficulties, so he patted me on the shoulder and said, "It's okay, I understand, since that's the case, it's up to you!" ”

"I'm sorry Director Xiang, I'm bothering you."

Xiang Yang smiled and said, "No, I should be sorry to tell you, I didn't know you still had this relationship." ”

"Actually, I recognized her at the business dinner that day, didn't you notice that we didn't communicate much?"

"Yes! At the time, I thought you were afraid that Xiaoyi would misunderstand, and you kept explaining to Xiaoyi. ”

I also smiled bitterly and said, "Forget it, don't talk about it, but this dinner has been organized today, so don't waste it." ”

Xiang Yang nodded, and I returned to my seat with him, and at this moment Xiang Yang was not as excited as he was just now.

The next thing to talk about is some irrelevant words, and Xiang Yang didn't talk about cooperation anymore.

An Lan didn't mention it, and of course I won't mention it, eating quietly, the atmosphere has been very strange.

Soon, Xiang Yang put down the dishes and chopsticks and said to An Lan: "Mr. An, in this way, I will help you find some good companies here, I will go back to the unit first, and there will be a meeting in the afternoon...... You guys talk first. ”

"Well, walk slowly to the director." An Lan smiled and nodded.

Xiang Yang also deliberately patted me on the shoulder, motioning for me to watch and deal with it myself.

After Xiang Yang left, there were only two people, me and An Lan, we looked at each other with big eyes and small eyes, and no one spoke first.

It wasn't until I was about to make an excuse to leave that Anlan finally spoke: "Why do you refuse to cooperate with me? ”

"I already answered you yesterday, and I don't want to say any more."

Her expression changed slightly, and she said, "Do you hate me so much?" ”

"I don't hate." I'm telling the truth, I don't have to hate her at all.

"Then why do you want to?"

I didn't want to say any more, so I remained silent and just watched her quietly.

I noticed that she had cut her hair short, and although it looked cleaner, it was a little less warm than before.

In the past, I always liked to stroke her hair while holding her.

Especially the ones that hang over my shoulders, with her body temperature, will make me feel close to her.

And now, it feels like a stranger.

After a moment of silence, she suddenly said to me again: "I actually want to tell you that you pay attention to Antonsen, he has already put his hand into the domestic market. ”

"Does it have anything to do with me? I don't have anything to do with you now, does it make sense for him to target me? ”

"Whatever you think, be careful yourself."

"Oh, thank you."

After a moment of silence, she asked lightly, "How is she?" ”

"Who?"

"Your wife, last time you said you got married after Labor Day, you should have married now, right?"

I didn't face her question directly, but replied lightly: "She is very good, at least not like some people, she left for half a year, without any news, and not like some people, who quietly had children with others." ”

An Lan smiled at me and said, "Is someone you are talking about being me?" ”

"You have to sit down, I don't have anything to say."

"Yes, I'm sorry for you."

"I'm sorry I don't need you, I'm leaving, you can do it yourself!"

After a pause, I added, "It's better not to meet again, or my wife will be jealous." ”

With that, I walked out of the restaurant without looking back.

The sun was shining outside the restaurant, but I felt a little chilly.

My heart was cold, like an icy road, and those passing cars, like a knife, left deep and shallow scars on my heart.

I tilted my head and took a deep breath, trying to completely forget the fragmented memories.

But in these fragments, I saw a hedgehog-like self.

Since that day I knew that she was pregnant, I no longer imagined love to be beautiful, I think love has the attribute of cyclic harm, just like if I hurt others, I will also be hurt by another person.

After all, I know that there is no such thing as perfect love in this world.

It's long overdue!

I wish it would rain heavily, but the scorching sun above me was shining on the vast land, making people feel inexplicably upset.

Not knowing where to put my bad mood, I began to count the cars in front of me.

I thought it would clear me up, but they came and went, like pain, in and out of my heart.

I'm suffocating!

It wasn't until Huang Yong called me that I came out of that extreme state.

I answered his phone, adjusted my mood and said, "Hey, Huang Yong." ”

"Mr. Chen, I'm on my way to the company now, are you in the company?"

"Not right now, but I'll be back right away."

"Okay, I'll wait for you at the company first."

I answered and hung up the phone, and An Lan happened to come out of the restaurant.