After a moment of silence, I suddenly asked An Lan: "Many times I wonder if you told me about you at the beginning and let me get involved...... You say, will the ending be different now? ”

An Lan shook her head, she rarely showed a lack of confidence in front of me.

After a long silence, he said, "I didn't think about that...... I know you've always complained that I wouldn't let you in, but you know what? I live in a world that is completely different from what you see. ”

"What's different, isn't it Antonsen?"

An Lan smiled bitterly and said, "It would be nice if it was that simple." ”

"What do you mean?" I was in a trance.

After a moment of silence, An Lan said to me, "It's none of your business...... My biggest regret is that I didn't fulfill the responsibilities of a girlfriend when I was your girlfriend...... Forgive me for not knowing what love is. ”

"What is love? Hehe......"

I smiled miserably and said, "I really doubt that we really got along in the name of love?" ”

"What you think, it's up to you...... In my heart, you are the only one. ”

"The only one, what?"

An Lan didn't answer directly, she just asked me in a low voice, "If there was still a choice, would you choose to know me?" ”

Without hesitation, I replied, "No, because you're so dishonest with me, you're like a fan." ”

An Lan smiled indifferently, she stopped talking, and looked at the bonfire in front of her so distractedly.

I regret it, I regret saying that...... But he didn't change his mind.

At one point, I even wanted to say to her: Yes, you are better than me in everything, and you don't want to say anything to me, then you should bear all the pain! Anyway, it doesn't have anything to do with me, and I don't deserve to know your world anyway.

But after gradually calming down, I think I should communicate with her, I want to know all the things she has done in the past few years, and she should have told me.

But I gave up the opportunity because it didn't seem to matter anymore, and I didn't want to be involved in her things.

I just want to find Wang Yi as soon as possible and learn that she is safe, which is what I desire the most at this time.

However, I understand Anlan a little.

What's the point of telling me about the current situation?

Like her, I have a lot of things in my heart that I want to say but can't.

Perhaps, she was protecting me.

……

I don't know how long it took, but the rain finally lightened, and our firewood burned almost to the fullest.

My rain-soaked clothes had also dried, so I took off Anlan's coat and changed into my own clothes.

It was also at this time that An Lan and I both saw a red light rushing into the sky under the mountain.

Anlan and I both knew that it was sent to us by two other rescue teams, and it was estimated that we could not be contacted on the satellite phone, so we used this method.

I sighed and said, "If only we had flares at this time." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, An Lan suddenly took out a signal flare and said to me, "What do you think this is?" ”

I looked at it in surprise and asked incredulously, "You...... Where did you come from? ”

She smiled: "When you went up the mountain, did you forget one of our two teams?" The purpose is to be afraid of encountering such a situation. ”

She said as she walked to the mouth of the cave and fired the flare into the sky.

And my tense nerves were finally relaxed, and the world was completely silent after this flare!

Now all we have to do is wait for the two professional rescue team members to come and save us, no way, their equipment is more professional than ours.

Although Anlan and I have strong self-rescue capabilities, we have to admit it in the face of various professional equipment.

While we waited, we sat back down by the fire.

An Lan suddenly said at this time: "I don't know if they found someone?" ”

Thinking about this, I started to worry again.

What if they don't find it?

But since they have all gone down the mountain, the proof should be that someone has been found.

When the psychological burden disappeared, my mind gradually calmed down.

I lit the last cigarette in the cigarette case and said to Anlan, "Thank you." ”

"Thanks for what?"

"Thank you for taking two professional search and rescue team members to help me find someone tonight, including you who also took such a big risk to go into the mountain with you, thank you very much." I said sincerely.

"No thanks, yes."

There is no such thing as a should or should not in this world, only a willingness or not, and she is willing to do all this for me.

Even if she is just out of confinement, even if she risks her life.

It was only after this relaxation that I remembered one thing, something very important.

I then asked her, "There's a question I want to ask you...... Is it true that at night you said that you were not married to that Adif, that you were not married? ”

When I finished asking this sentence, An Lan chose to be silent.

I was holding my breath, I really wanted to hear her tell the truth, even though I knew that what she had said before was probably true, but I wanted to hear her firsthand.

I don't know how long she was silent before she said to me, "Yes, I've never been married, and I didn't say I was married. ”

"What about your child?"

An Lan was stunned and replied, "Before answering your question, I also have a question I want to ask you." ”

"You ask."

"Do you love Wang Yi?"

I was stunned suddenly, I couldn't figure out why she suddenly asked me this, a little inexplicable.

After being stunned for a short time, I replied: "I don't know if it's love, anyway, I promised her that I would marry her, and she was very good to me." ”

An Lan smiled lightly and said, "It's good, choose the life that you feel right...... I will silently bless you and be happy for you. ”

"I don't understand your answer, it's not the answer I want."

"And what answer do you want?"

In fact, I don't know what answer I want, probably because I want her to tell me who this child is.

So, after a moment of silence, I finally opened my mouth and asked her, "Since you are not married, then this child must have a provenance, right?" Whose children? ”

"It's not yours anyway, don't think about it." An Lan's answer was really so decisive.

I laughed, "Okay...... Let's go! Are you going to take this child alone in the future? ”

"Hmm." She replied softly, her expression becoming a little dazed, which was rare.

Actually, I don't have to get an answer from her, I really feel sorry for her.

Because her world, at a glance, is like a winter with all its leaves gone, full of desolation and frost-cracking wounds.

And I just want to be a beam of sunshine to warm her, but now this light no longer belongs to her.

The fire was getting weaker and weaker without adding new firewood, but now I was completely relaxed.

We didn't talk anymore, we all looked in different directions one after another, like two strangers.

I kept looking at the starry sky outside the cave that was obscured by the foliage, only the size of a palm......

Then, I remembered the days that awaited her.

I cried too......

Didn't cry out loud.