I think the answer is undoubted, if I hadn't loved her, I wouldn't have been so concerned about it.

Trustworthiness is like a knife, in addition to being able to warm me up, it can also be used to stab me.

She didn't trust me, from the beginning to the present.

Even if An Lan didn't come back, whenever any woman appeared next to me, she would be especially vigilant.

For a while, she also tried to replace my assistant Yang Man, which Yang Man told me later.

I'm not just insecure, I'm incomprehensible!

Including now, she told me in a big way that it was her ex-boyfriend who told me that she was with An Lan last night, so it proves that she and her ex-boyfriend have been in contact all along.

What's the matter?

I immediately laughed into my phone, and the smile was very ugly.

Wang Yi said to me again: "I know you will definitely think about it now, but I tell you clearly, he and I have long been inseparable, but last night he suddenly sent me this text message, I didn't even believe it." ”

"Then why are you here anyway?"

"I just found it with a half-believing attitude, I didn't expect it to be the case, how disappointed do you say I am?"

"You're still suspicious of me?"

"Can you not make me doubt? Chen Feng, think about it, if you were me, what would you think when you saw such a scene? ”

I took a long breath, subconsciously lit another cigarette, and said in a deep voice, "Okay! I can't argue with that. ”

"So, when you completely solve Anlan's problem, you can come to me again! I also look for my own reasons, I need to be more fulfilling. ”

"Then tell me, what is your ex-boyfriend coming to contact you again?"

Wang Yi suddenly smiled and said, "Have you experienced my feelings?" Do you know? When you go to Anlan, it's like I went to my ex-boyfriend, how do you feel? ”

I also smiled and replied, "Wang Yi, I'll be honest with you!" In fact, your father told me that you had a boyfriend in high school, and you went abroad to study and teach in Meigu County because of your ex-boyfriend, right? ”

My words seemed to make Wang Yi a little unexpected, so that she was stunned for a long time before saying, "He...... When did he tell you this? ”

"It won't be long before you just have to answer me or no."

Wang Yi didn't answer me directly, but just asked me, "What do you mean by this?" ”

"I just want to tell you that the reason I never told you about it is because I don't think it matters! It's because I trust you enough, but what about you? ”

"I just can't tolerate sand in my eyes."

"That's not because we don't trust each other enough."

Wang Yi smiled again: "You still haven't answered my previous question, have you really loved me since we were together?" ”

"I said yes, do you believe it? Surely you don't believe it. ”

"I don't believe it! If you really love me, it won't make me feel so insecure. ”

"Hehe, then why do we need to continue to communicate?"

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a moment before Wang Yi's voice came: "Do you mean to break up with me when you say this to me now?" ”

"I'm sorry, maybe I was wrong!"

As soon as I said that, I hung up the phone.

I took the initiative to end the call, I really don't know how to communicate with her anymore, it feels like everything is in vain.

If that's what her ex-boyfriend wants to see, then I admit it.

Maybe we didn't want to separate, but we still said the word breakup, and at that moment we forgot all the experiences we had had.

When these two words are spoken, it means that our relationship is completely over!

But if we have the strength to hurt each other, why don't we work hard to understand and trust each other?

It seems that everything is at fault with our childishness, because we may all have been hurt in our respective relationships.

She was willing to come back with me, maybe she really liked my kindness, or maybe I moved her because of my sincerity.

But judging from the past six months, we are indeed not all the way.

At this time, I think about it, this bad today is completely due to yesterday's impulse.

If your heart doesn't move at that time, it won't hurt at this time.

With a can of beer, I'm half-lying on the couch and desperate to talk to someone, but who should I talk to?

Fingers, mechanically swiping the phone screen, I accidentally saw Huang Li's avatar in the WeChat address book.

She has always liked to use her own photo as a profile picture, which hasn't changed since she went to prison.

Come to think of it, we haven't seen each other for more than half a year, and I don't know if she's doing well in prison?

I should go see her, just tomorrow!

I don't know if it's because I slept too much, or if I had too many things in my heart, I couldn't sleep again.

And this insomnia made me bored to see anything, just all kinds of discomfort, as if something was suddenly missing.

I sat on the sofa almost all the time, and I didn't feel sleepy at all.

At five o'clock in the morning, before dawn, I couldn't sit still, grabbed my car keys and set off

After nearly four hours of driving, I finally arrived at Nanshan Prison in Chongqing at 9 o'clock in the morning.

After explaining the situation to the prison staff, they arranged for me to meet Huang Li.

Sitting in the interview room in the prison, I was a little nervous, for some reason, as if we were meeting for the first time.

I kept my eyes on the door inside, and it wasn't until the door opened that I finally saw the face I hadn't seen for a long time.

She has lost a lot of weight, and she can't see the full collagen on her whole face, the years are really unforgiving!

But when she saw me, she still had a sunny smile.

I sat in front of the telephone under the command of the prison guard, and I looked at her in a daze, and I came back to my senses when she picked up the phone.

"Hey, Chen Feng, how are you?" When I picked up the phone, I heard her voice for a long time.

My nose instantly became a little sore, and I responded, "I'm fine, you've lost weight!" ”

"It's fine, but you're fat."

I looked down at my stomach and sneered, "I'm still a little thinner, I weighed 170 pounds when I was the fattest some time ago." ”

"It's not good to be fat, you look good when you're thin."

I smiled and said, "Are you having a good time in there?" ”

"It's good, it's not as bad as you think, it's still quite fulfilling every day, I'm still studying law on my own in it, and I'm thinking that I'll take a lawyer's certificate when I come out later."

"Well, it's okay, has the sentence been commuted?"

Huang Li nodded and replied: "After half a year, I have been performing well." ”

"That's good, if you subtract half a year, you're almost a year now, so you should be able to come out in a year and a half, right?"

Huang Li nodded again and said, "Well, that's pretty much it." ”

I smiled, and Huang Li hurriedly asked me again, "By the way, are you married to An Lan?" ”