It was as if I had been closed by a ghost gate, and I finally came to my senses.

It was still pitch black, the rain was still washing over me, and I sat up slowly from the ground with my stiff body.

I want to live, I can't die!

I gritted my teeth and struggled to get up from the ground, my back must have hurt and I couldn't get up completely.

But at this time, I can't take care of so much, I want to live, I must go back to see An Lan alive.

I had lost the gun Anna had given me, probably when I was tumbling down the hill.

I don't have any tools to save my life now, but I think I've gotten rid of those pursuers, and the only thing I need to watch out for is the wild animals in the mountains.

So I didn't dare to make too much noise, so I could only continue to grope slowly and slowly towards the bottom of the mountain.

The soil on the ground is so muddy that if you don't pay attention, you can slip and fall, and if you slip, you may run the risk of tumbling down the hill like you did just now.

That's why I take every step with extra care, and I don't dare to take the second step until I have a firm foot.

God is like a widow of a dead man, and it rains all the more and more heavily, which causes me great trouble.

As I walked, I wiped the rain with my hands that obscured my vision, and even though I wiped the rain in front of me, I couldn't see the road under my feet.

I fell again, but luckily I didn't tumble like that.

When I got up from the ground and continued to walk down the mountain, I felt that my feet were already a little disobedient, numb from the cold, and I couldn't feel any pain from being scratched by all kinds of thorns.

After stumbling along the way, I finally dragged my wounded body to the bottom of the mountain, and came to the river that Anna had said.

She said that as long as she crossed the river, she reached the border of her homeland.

Victory was in sight, but I had no more strength, severe hypothermia, multiple wounds on my feet, and severe pain in my lower back.

I can't go, I can't go.

I collapsed by the river, and gradually became numb, numb because I didn't want to prove my misery at the moment.

I curled myself up in a ball, waiting for the impossible miracle.

Although my heart was full of pessimism and hopelessness, it still did not let me completely collapse in such adversity!

I thought, wait for me to slow down, wait for my body to warm up a little, and then find a way to cross the river.

I really don't want to die here, I'm not that scared, just a little sentimental.

Because at this time I thought about a lot of days in the city, and I was the owner of a company about to go public.

Everyone said that I was young and promising, I bought a luxury car, bought a villa, and spent a lot of money in a bar, attracting the attention of countless gold worshippers......

But who would have thought that such a me, now in such a situation, facing the threat of death!

So at this time, I don't have the luxury of all the illusory things, the only thing I hope for is to live, live!

I'm too cold, I'm too hungry, I want to eat something, I don't want hypothermia, hypothermia means death.

I've never felt so bad as I am now, I'm starting to panic, I'm starting to be extremely pessimistic, I'm starting to feel at a loss, I'm starting to feel that life is meaningless......

My life has undoubtedly been a failure.

I had a failed marriage, my wife cheated on me, and even my son was not mine.

It was psychologically tortured and my body was very hard.

My body seemed to be gnawed by something, not painful, but more uncomfortable than pain, I wanted to drive away, but I couldn't touch it.

I felt like I was going to die here, and I wanted to smoke a cigarette before I died, but there was no smoke on my body, and this feeling was the most uncomfortable.

After a long pause, I finally got up from the ground again, and I was going to swim across the river.

I know how to swim, the river is not wide, but the water is a little fast.

I don't know if my current physical strength and physical limits can support me to swim through?

If I can't swim across, then I'll probably die in this unknown river, and no one will ever know.

But if I don't take the chance, I'll be waiting for a dead word.

Horizontal and vertical are dead, why not fight?

Thinking about this, I gritted my teeth and walked towards the river.

The river was bitterly cold, and as soon as my feet touched the water, a huge chill spread through my whole body from the soles of my feet.

But I didn't care about it at all, so I threw myself into the icy water and swam to the other side.

The river was so fast that I couldn't keep my balance at all, and I was constantly being hit and pushed downstream......

With all my strength, I swam as hard as I could to the other side.

I thought that if I swam through, I would be saved.

As long as I step into the borders of my homeland, I am safe!

It was this belief that kept me going, and my exhausted body continued to swim to the other side.

But the thief was always against me, and suddenly a big wave came at me and threw me into the water.

After choking on a mouthful of water, I got out of the water again and continued to swim to the opposite shore.

The river itself was not wide, but because of the rapidity of the river, I could not exert any strength at all, and instead of swimming far, I was washed out of the river.

I didn't give up, I was slapped into the water by the waves again and again, and only the faith in my heart supported my completely numb body.

At that moment, I seemed to feel the moment when Anlan fell into the sea in Sanya.

To be precise, her experience is worse than mine, because she is the sea, and I am just a river with a strong current.

She can survive, and so can I.

Another great wave came at me, and once again swept me underwater, this time more than the previous ones.

It was as if I was completely submerged by the river, choked on several mouthfuls of water, and my head hit a rock at the bottom of the water because of the impact of the water.

A cracked pain instantly travels from the cerebral cortex to the inside of the brain, and the pain is sharp, persistent, deep, and spreads throughout the body......

I didn't have time to react, and I had already choked on several mouthfuls of water, and suddenly I felt a flower in front of my eyes, and my body instantly lost all its strength.

I lost all consciousness......

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When I regained consciousness, I didn't know what time it was, and I didn't know where.

I only felt a terrible headache, and my whole body was sore and weak, as if someone had pulled out my muscles and bones.

My head was still hurting, I didn't dare to move, and my consciousness was restored little by little.

My body began to feel a little bit as well, and I struggled to move my eyelids.

A voice exploded above my head!

"Ahh Elder brother...... Brother, come on! It was a female voice, "Wake up!" He woke up...... Brother, come and see ......."

I slowly opened my eyes, and when I opened a slit, there was a gray patch in front of me.

I still had a terrible headache, and my whole body ached and weak, as if someone had drained my muscles and bones.

Everything in front of me gradually became clearer, and I saw two people in front of me, a man and a woman, dressed in minority costumes.

"I can't die, I can't die......" The man leaned over to me.

My consciousness gradually returned, but I felt alien to everything around me, and I couldn't even remember anything.

My lips moved slightly, and I asked the two people in front of me weakly, "What ......is this?" Where is this? Who are you......"

"It doesn't matter, the important thing is that our brother and sister saved you...... How are you going to thank us? The boy said at me.

I can't remember anything that happened, I can't even remember what my name is.