"Don't say any more!"

I suddenly let out a roar of rage, like a bolt of lightning that pierced the night sky, breaking the silence of the night.

She finally stopped talking and lowered her head, and I saw a tear fall from her eye.

At this time, she is so distressing, but I really can't get along with her now.

"I'm sorry!"

After saying these three words, I turned and left, leaving her alone in the lonely cold wind.

I didn't go back to the farmhouse again, and ran straight back to the log cabin at the entrance of the village.

I lay on my little bed, smoking non-stop, and felt as if I had knocked over a five-flavor bottle.

In fact, I can feel that there must be a lot of stories between me and An Lan, and I also believe that what she just said to me is true.

But I can't remember anything now, and to me, she's just a friend I've only known for a short time.

How could I possibly be with her until now? Isn't that ridiculous?

Even if I get to know her again, it will take a process!

This night, I was shrouded in gloom and mist all the time, and I barely fell asleep, just lying on this little bed, looking out at the vineyard in a daze.

It wasn't until it was almost early in the morning that I slept dimly for a while.

……

In the morning, the sky was still overcast, and there was even a slight rain, which played up my low mood.

I don't even know how to face An Lan anymore, I said such heartless words to her last night, I don't know how uncomfortable she is.

However, when I met Fu Zhiqiang and He Jing, they told me that An Lan had already left, and he left in a hurry before dawn, saying that he was going to the city to talk to the relevant person in charge about building the road.

I think she probably didn't know how to face me like me, so she chose to leave so early.

It's fine, so that I don't have to worry about what to do when I face her again.

Today, I cooperated with Xiao Qi's team to complete the shooting tasks in various villages.

Every one of their shots, even if it's just an empty shot, is scripted, and if a shot is not satisfied, it will be restarted.

So much so that a shot is sometimes shot more than ten times, judging from their rigorous attitude, it is really no accident that they can be so popular now.

And He Jing is not idle, she actually wrote a song for us here, and has only completed the creation of the lyrics so far.

She said that when she goes back this time, she will find someone to complete the composition of the song together, and strive to create the song as soon as possible.

None of them knew what had happened between me and Anlan last night, and no one had asked, but I was still a little absent-minded throughout the day.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, they had completed all the filming tasks, and because of the tight schedule, they had to go back now.

After we parted ways, we left each other's contact information and said that we would call each other when the time came.

Cheng Xiaohu is also going to go to Chengdu with them to play, I didn't stop him, he has never been out of the county, let him go out to play for two days.

Before leaving, I called Fu Zhiqiang over and told him: "After Cheng Xiaohu goes to Chengdu with you, you help me watch him, don't let him mess around, and don't teach him badly." ”

"Don't worry, brother, I'm measured."

I nodded, and said to him, "If he has something, you can call me." ”

"I know, but brother, are you sure you won't go back with us?"

"Where can I walk now, there are so many jobs over here."

"Isn't it okay to go to Chengdu for two days?"

I shook my head, sighed softly and said, "I can't go, come back when I'm free." ”

"Okay brother, then we'll go, call back and call."

I nodded, turned my head to look at Cheng Lu who came with me to see them off, and said, "Lulu, why don't you go to Chengdu with your brother for two days?" ”

I could see that Cheng Lu wanted to go, but she asked me, "Brother Dashan, are you going too?" ”

"I can't go, I won't go, you can go with your brother for two days."

He Jing on the side said: "Sister, let me tell you, there are a lot of good and fun things in Chengdu, and you can also watch giant pandas." ”

Cheng Lu's face was longing, I could really see that she wanted to go, so I said to her again: "Go, go for two days, and I will come to the county seat to pick you up then." ”

But she still shook her head and said, "No, if I go, what will you do, Brother Dashan?" ”

I smiled and said, "I'm such a big man, am I starving to death?" ”

Her little head still shook her head from side to side, and said, "No, no, let's go later." ”

Cheng Xiaohu poked his head out of the car and said, "Okay, okay, if she doesn't go, she won't go, let's go quickly, it's going to be dark after playing for a while." ”

I immediately said to Fu Zhiqiang and Xiao Qi: "Yes, you guys should go quickly, it's hard to walk when it's dark, pay attention to safety on the road." ”

After saying goodbye, Cheng Lu and I stood in place and watched them leave.

The world suddenly became quiet, looking at the direction they left, Cheng Lu looked envious.

I put my hand on her shoulder and said, "You still want to go, right?" ”

She shook her head again and said, "I don't want to go, Brother Dashan, where you are, I will be there." ”

My heart suddenly tightened, and I was stunned before I said to her: "Lulu, in fact, you are a very smart person, you should go to the big city to see, what a long experience." ”

Cheng Lu said with a pout: "Brother Dashan, you are wrong, right? ”

"Where did I say it wrong?"

"I'm so stupid, I don't understand anything, where am I smart?"

I smiled and said, "You're not stupid, you're simple, in fact, you know everything in your heart." ”

Cheng Lu didn't reply to me again, and I said to her again: "Let's go, let's go back." ”

On the way back, Cheng Lu suddenly asked me, "Brother Dashan, will one day, you also leave us?" ”

I don't know why she suddenly remembered to ask this question, but I'm afraid she already had a hunch in her heart.

I paused before replying, "What do you want to do so far, let's do what is in front of us now." And you can't stay here for the rest of your life, can you? ”

"I don't know, our family has lived here for generations, and although my brother and I both look forward to life in the city, we don't know anything, we have no culture, and we don't know what to do when we go to the city."

"Didn't you tell me last time that you still want to go back to school?"

"I'm so old, and I've forgotten all the things I've learned before."

"Then re-study, you are only eighteen years old, and everyone else is still in college at the age of forty or fifty."

Cheng Lu was silent for a while, and suddenly said to me again: "Actually, I envy the beautiful sister yesterday, it would be nice to be like her." ”

"Which beautiful sister?" I asked curiously.

"That's the one who gave me the necklace!"

I fell silent for a moment, smiled and said, "Why envy her?" ”

"She has an indescribable feeling, as if she is particularly cultured and connotative, and it gives me a particularly good feeling anyway...... I just want to be like her. ”

It seems that An Lan is really a woman who even women envy, but Cheng Lu is really right, An Lan is really good, and even makes me feel that she is a little unrealistic.

After a moment of silence, I finally said to Cheng Lu: "Lulu, you can make her your idol, but you have to remember that you are unique, you can't be someone else, you have to be unique you." ”

Cheng Lu suddenly stopped, looked at me in a daze, and suddenly asked me, "Brother Dashan, do you like her like that?" ”