Chapter 1178: I Don't Want to Be Your Sister

"Brother Dashan!" She pressed her warm face against my neck.

I gently patted her on the back and whispered, "Okay, don't think about anything, get a good night's sleep, and forget about it all!" ā€

She nodded obediently, and I let go of her and sent her back to bed.

"Go to sleep, sleep at ease, I've been watching you, and when you're asleep, I'll go back to sleep."

She pouted slightly and said, "Brother Dashan, I'm ...... I can't sleep, what should I do? ā€

I smiled, reached out and brushed a strand of hair from her face behind her ear, and said, "Close your eyes first, and I'll teach you how to count sheep, and then you'll fall asleep in a while." ā€

She obediently let out a "hmm" and closed her eyes.

I said, "Now follow me and count them...... Pleasant goat, lazy goat, beautiful goat, boiling goat......"

Cheng Lu was amused by me and burst out laughing.

"What are you laughing at? Now count yourself, from the first to the last, and then from the last to the first...... Most of them can fall asleep after a few times, and the treatment of insomnia is remarkable. ā€

"Brother Dashan, don't tease me."

"What am I kidding you for? That's what I did when I had insomnia. ā€

As soon as I finished speaking, Cheng Lu suddenly made a very surprising move.

She moved her body to the inside of the bed, then reached out and gently patted the mattress on the outside side, and whispered, "Brother Dashan, can you sleep here?" ā€

I was stunned, touched my nose, and said, "This ...... This ......"

She then turned her head away in shame, but I could still see the crimson on her face, her cheeks were red, even her small earlobes were red.

I know she had the courage to say that, and she would be even more embarrassed if I refused her request.

But I had to refuse! What's the matter with me sleeping with her?

Even if we have a marriage contract now, we are not really together!

I paused before I said to her, "Lulu, I'll sing you a song, and you can fall asleep if you're interested." ā€

"What song?"

"Listen!" With that, I started singing.

"Summer passes quietly, leaving little secrets

I can't tell you from the bottom of my heart, the evening breeze blows through and warms my heart, and I think of you again

How sweet and sweet you are, how can you forget, I can't forget you, write you in a diary

I can't forget you, I still think of you

Romantic summer and romantic you, give me a pink memory......"

After listening to me sing, Cheng Lu laughed again, and the atmosphere was finally not so embarrassing.

I let out a long sigh and said, "Can you sleep obediently now?" ā€

She nodded, but asked me again, "Brother Dashan, do you think I'm particularly messing around?" ā€

"No," I said with a smile, reaching out and stroking her hair, "even if you mess around any more, I won't blame you, because you're my sister!" ā€

Cheng Lu's eyes suddenly looked a little strange, and she suddenly said again: "Do you really only think I am your sister?" ā€

From my heart, Cheng Lu is really my sister, and I love her in the same way as Cheng Xiaohu.

Of course I knew what she meant by what she asked me, but I was suddenly at a loss for what to say.

In silence, she looked at me fixedly and said, "I don't want to be your sister." ā€

I knew what she was going to say, but I was so helpless, I really didn't think about how to tell her, I really just treated her like my sister.

When I was upset, I liked to light a cigarette and take a hard puff before I said, "Lulu, I know what you want to say, and I know that you listen to what I say first...... However, you should look at things this way, sometimes, many things are often done out of love, and there are many kinds of love, such as ......"

Before I could continue, she interrupted me, "You, you don't like it at all...... Me? ā€

My wrist holding the cigarette shook suddenly, and I pretended to lower my head and flick the ash of the cigarette, because I wanted to have a buffer period.

In order not to disappoint her, I sneered and said, "I like it, you are my sister, who else do I like if I don't like you?" ā€

Cheng Lu's eyes full of anticipation dimmed little by little......

She half-turned her head and muttered, "But...... I—I don't want to be your sister, I want to be your girlfriend......"

I was speechless, I didn't know how to answer, in fact I knew she would say that, but I just didn't know how to deal with it.

In silence, Cheng Lu suddenly pounced on me again and hugged me tightly again!

I held one hand up in the air, for fear of burning her with the cigarette butt between my fingers.

Her face arched into my arms, her arms wrapped tightly around my waist, and she seemed to enjoy the feeling of being in my arms.

"Lulu, you, don't do this, okay? How do you ...... I'm embarrassed. ā€

"Embarrassment what? Aren't we going to get married? Are we wrong to do this? ā€

As she spoke, her arms tightened.

I tried to push her away, but she seemed to use all her strength, hugged me tightly and said, "I know, you have a relationship with that beautiful sister, I can see it...... I'm not stupid, I already knew it from the time she gave me and my brother gifts. ā€

I'm dumbfounded!

She continued: "But no matter, you are mine, and I don't want you to leave me...... I like you, I ...... I don't know what to do......"

I know that her liking is not a sister's liking for her brother, but a woman's liking for a man.

Of course, I don't dislike her, but she said those three words, and it did make me feel very confused.

Because, for what reason, I can't tell for a while......

I haven't even thought about what would happen if we did get married.

"Brother Dashan," she continued to murmur in my arms, "do you understand my heart? Do you understand? …… I like you, I really like you, I don't want you to leave me ......"

Her voice was small, but there was a huge emotion in her tone.

I grabbed her blankly, not knowing how to respond to her enthusiasm.

I let out a long breath, gritted my teeth and said to her, "It's too late, Lulu, you should rest, I'm sleepy too, let's talk again tomorrow, okay?" ā€

After all my persuasion, she finally quieted down, left my embrace, and turned away from me to see her face.

I slowly got up from my double and walked out of her boudoir.

To be honest, I'm not stupid, and I don't want to pretend to be confused, I can see that Cheng Lu likes my nature has changed.

Maybe her liking for me in the past was just my sister's liking for my brother, but now her liking has gone beyond brother and sister affection or friendship, and I can clearly feel her strange and warm gaze......

Like, I'm not, and I don't want to pretend to be confused.

It's just that I don't know how to respond to her and reject her......

On the other hand, I don't know what to think of Anlan's opening up to me, and how should I respond to her?