After two more bottles of wine, her spirit seemed to be in a trance, and her voice began to be a little slurred.

"Actually, I already knew, but I couldn't believe it, I really didn't believe it......"

I didn't quite understand what she meant, so I looked at her with a puzzled expression.

She grabbed her glass and touched it with me, and asked me in a trance, "You say...... Are there really shortcuts in life? ”

"Yes! ......" I replied uncertainly.

"Is there any?" It was as if she wanted to know the answer.

I thought about it for a moment and replied, "There must be a shortcut." ”

"Huh? …… You think so too? She tilted her head to look at me, her eyes showing deep disappointment.

I didn't know what she meant by asking me, and I was a little nervous.

After a pause, I continued: "There must be shortcuts in life, but there are shortcuts to gain something, but it is definitely at the cost of losing more. In other words, in the end, the gains outweigh the losses. ”

She smiled, nodded in satisfaction, grabbed her glass and touched it with me.

After drinking this glass of wine, Zhou Mo seemed to have drunk it in place, she supported her heavy head with her left hand, closed her eyes slightly, and her voice began to choke.

"I was a high school classmate with him, we were still at the same table, and he was very good at math at that time, and I would ask him every day after school, and we got to know each other over time...... We agreed to go to the same university together, and every winter at that time, she would help me get hot water, and she would put my hand in his arms, and the food was always hot when he was there...... When I was menstruating, he would help me make brown sugar water, and he would give me different surprises on every festival......"

As she spoke, Zhou Mo suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly, and she said with tears in her laughter: "Isn't such a man very good?" And is it particularly happy to be the girlfriend of such an excellent man? ”

"Hmm." I nodded and asked her, "So, you've been together in high school?" ”

"Yes, if he didn't care, I don't believe it myself. But he didn't have any sincerity at all, and I was too pitiful. ”

As she spoke, she took another sip of wine, tears overflowing her eyes again.

"Don't drink any more!"

She pushed my hand away and continued: "Later, after the college entrance examination, the results came out, and we are not the same university...... And just like that, we parted. I don't know if it's because time and distance don't stand the test, or if it's just the way things are. Gradually, I found myself suddenly living with lies and deception. ”

She sighed and continued:

"It made me miserable, angry, and confused. I'm even starting to wonder...... All the doubts and clues in those pasts, not only doubting him at the beginning, but also doubting himself, becoming no longer confident, and making himself exhausted and painful. ”

Looking at Zhou Mo, who was so sad at this time, I seemed to see another her, it turned out that she was really not as free and strong as she looked on the outside.

But hearing this, I didn't hear why they were separated?

I couldn't help but ask her curiously, "When did you break up?" ”

"Strictly today, an hour ago, in the bar." Her eyes were already a little erratic.

"Then why did you just say that we were separated in college?"

She smiled bitterly: "At that time, there was no real separation, we still contacted again, but gradually I found out that something was wrong with him, and some friends even saw him going out shopping and watching movies with other women." ”

"That's it, you haven't broken up with him at that time?"

"Because I didn't see it, and every time I asked about these things, he would find a topic to convince me of him...... A woman in love is really stupid. ”

As she spoke, she laughed to herself again.

"It's because you're too persistent and too humble, that's why you've been hurt again and again."

"You don't know, you really don't know...... It's all an illusion, including in high school, and he tutored me in math for a purpose. His goal, not me...... And I, or more accurately, my family lineage. ”

Speaking of this, Zhou Mo's tears began to gush out.

It seemed to exert a lot of effort before he continued: "Or to put it another way, he has someone he likes." And our so-called love is just an unscrupulous means for him to achieve his goals and develop his career. ”

She seemed to want to laugh at herself, but the smile she squeezed out was more ugly than crying.

Without a word, I picked up the bottle and ran into her again.

"Drink." Zhou Mo said heroically.

"Maybe everyone's life has many unsatisfactory aspects...... Don't think so much, there is wine today and drunk today! I sighed.

Zhou Mo stretched out his hand and patted the table, and said loudly: "From now on, I want to live well!" No more grief for those stupid loves...... To hell with the negative guys all over the world! ”

As she spoke, she craned her neck very heroically and drank it all.

I looked at her, pulled out a cigarette, lit one, and inhaled it hard, inhaling the toxic gas into the bifurcated trachea, into the alveoli large and small.

"Give me a cigarette." Zhou Mo stretched out his hand to me and said.

I looked at her, didn't say anything, just took out a cigarette and handed it to her, and lit it for her.

She choked on the thick smoke on her first puff and coughed up tears.

After she took the cigarette out of her mouth, she looked at it with disgust and complained, "Why is it so hard to smoke? Why are you smokers so happy? ”

"Hahaha......" I laughed vigorously.

"Laughing fart, is it so funny?" She said with a blank look.

"It's funny, if you don't know how to smoke, don't learn to smoke as an adult." I quipped.

After she extinguished the cigarette, she stared at me defiantly and said, "Men really don't have a good thing, and they don't have a word of truth in their mouths." ”

"Hey, hey, you can't generalize, can you?"

She snorted softly, looked at me with misty eyes, and smiled, "You're a good thing?" ”

"Of course I am." After saying that, I suddenly realized that something seemed to be wrong.

Zhou Mo laughed and said, "Are you a thing?" So what are you? ”

I hurriedly waved my hand in defense: "I'm not a thing, I'm a human!" ”

"That's right, you're not a thing!"

She looked at me and smiled brightly, revealing her red lips and teeth, as if she had forgotten what had happened tonight.

I let out a long sigh and said, "I mean, I'm not a lifeless thing, I'm a flesh-and-blood, mind-feeling!" ”

Zhou Mo let out a thoughtful "oh", and said with a smile: "Thank you for reminding me, don't you say, I don't know you are human." ”

"Hey, you did it on purpose!?" I stared at her with round eyes.

She stuck her tongue out at me and said a little mischievously, "Okay, okay, I'm sorry!" Drink bar ......"

After she finished speaking, she reached out and grabbed the bottle again, because she looked heroic and cute.