The things that Yang Man told me, although they seem inconspicuous, play a key role.

After the video was recorded, I saved the video, and then said to Yang Man: "Don't worry about your affairs, I will find time to talk to your stepfather." ”

"I hope you can succeed in convincing him that I don't have the face to stay in the company now, and I'll go to the company to report my resignation now...... I'm sorry, Mr. Chen, I failed you to cultivate. ”

I looked at her with a smile and said, "Did I allow you to resign?" ”

Yang Man looked at me blankly.

I continued to smile and said to her: "Yang Man, you listen to me, my assistant can only be you, and I will not allow you to resign." After this incident, you are not only my assistant, but also my friend. ”

Yang Man didn't speak anymore, she bit her lower lip, and her eyes turned red again.

"Don't cry, be strong, we should all be strong...... Alive, right...... It's good to be alive. "My voice is getting quieter.

When I said the word "alive", my heart suddenly sank unconsciously.

For a moment, I remembered what the doctor had just told me about "stomach cancer", which was tantamount to a death sentence.

Even though the doctor said that a full examination was needed, I knew my own body.

Yang Man didn't know the weight of the two words I said, she only nodded to me and said, "Okay, Mr. Chen, I listen to you, I will work hard in the future, and I can't be sorry for your kindness to me." ”

I smiled bitterly and said, "You are wrong, you don't want to be sorry for anyone, you have to be worthy of yourself." ”

……

After Yang Man left the ward, Fu Zhiqiang walked in again, and he asked me, "Brother, how is it?" Did she say that? ”

I nodded and said to him, "Go and ask the doctor, can I leave after I run out of this potion?" ”

"It's okay, isn't it?"

"Nope."

Fu Zhiqiang nodded and left the ward.

After he came back after asking the doctor, he continued to wait for me to hang up the bottle of potion before driving me back to Chengdu.

I didn't go to the hospital for a check-up at the first time, thinking that tomorrow would be Chinese New Year's Eve, and I didn't want to be depressed on a festive day like the Spring Festival.

No matter how you say it, you have to finish this Spring Festival and go to the hospital for a recheck.

After returning to Chengdu, I sent the video I had just recorded to Anlan, and then went back to my and Zhou Mo's residence.

Zhou Mo wasn't at home, and I didn't send her a WeChat message to ask where she was.

Our lives are supposed to be free, and I don't care what she does, even if she brings a man back, all I can do is vacate the house.

Sitting on the couch, I poured myself a glass of water and didn't smoke anymore, I even dumped all the cigarette butts in the ashtray.

When I feel like smoking, I take a sip of water to quench my desire to smoke.

I also want to live, I'm only 31 years old, and I really don't want to leave this beautiful world like this.

What's more, I haven't lived happily with An Lan and our daughter as I did in my dreams.

Even if I survive, I will stay up until that day, although quitting smoking now is useless, maybe it is a psychological effect.

I began to think back to my state during this time, and I finally understood why I vomited after drinking two bottles of wine a while ago, and my stomach was very uncomfortable when I drank it.

At that time, how could I have thought that there was something wrong with my body, and I only thought that my body was delicious, who knew that?

Maybe, maybe that's my life.

When I was about to fall asleep, I heard the sound of the elevator door opening, and I immediately opened my eyes and looked towards the door.

It was Zhou Mo who came back, and she was still carrying a large bag of some things in her hand.

As soon as she entered the door, she probably saw my shoes, but she didn't see me and shouted to me: "Chen Feng, are you back?" ”

"Hmm." I answered, got up from the couch, and walked to the door to pick up the large bags of items in her hand.

"Oh, I'm tired." Zhou Mo sighed and asked me again, "Why did you get off work so early today?" ”

"It's a holiday, and the company is gone."

As I spoke, I asked her again, "Why are you carrying so many things?" ”

"New Year's goods bought!"

"Didn't we go buy it the night before yesterday?"

Zhou Mo said while lifting those bags inside: "How is it enough, I bought some food, and some materials for tomorrow's Chinese New Year's Eve dinner." ”

As she spoke, she seemed to have encountered something happy, and suddenly said to me excitedly: "By the way, I also won the lottery, the second prize." ”

"What?"

She pretended to take out a card from her bag, and said with a dubbing voice of "dangdangdang", "Look, what is this?" ”

I looked at it from her hand, and took the card, which said Maoye Department Store 2,000 yuan pick-up card.

"This ...... How did it come about? Looking at the pick-up card, I asked her with a smile.

She said to me seriously: "Didn't I go to Maoye Department Store today to buy New Year's goods, and then the consumption amount is only 500 yuan to draw a lottery, so I will draw it casually...... Who knows, you will win the lottery. ”

"Is that lucky?"

Zhou Mo said a little sneeringly: "Yes, yes, I didn't expect it, two thousand yuan!" The New Year's goods I bought today are basically free. ”

Although two thousand yuan is really not a lot, but hearing Zhou Mo say this, I am also happy.

I guess that's some of the contentment in life.

I can also see from this incident that Zhou Mo said that a woman who is easy to satisfy, although she has had superior living conditions since she was a child, she will also be happy for a long time because she planted a pick-up card of 2,000 yuan.

She also said to me: "It's a pity that I didn't win the first prize, and I heard that the first prize is a pick-up card worth 5,000 yuan." ”

"It's all good, it seems that your luck this year is good, and you will win money by playing mahjong during the Chinese New Year this year."

"It's a pity, I don't know how to play mahjong."

"I'll teach you, if you don't play mahjong during the New Year, it's not a New Year."

Zhou Mo nodded happily and said, "Okay, then let's say okay, you teach me to play mahjong, and we'll go and win all my uncle and my mother's money." ”

"Your uncle and your mother can play mahjong, right?"

"Yes, it's just me who won't, I have to learn this year and win their money."

Looking at Zhou Mo's happy appearance, I was also infected by her emotions.

Before she returned, the room was so deserted that I could even hear the lamentation in my heart.

But as soon as she returned, she was filled with laughter, and it was all from the heart.

I won't let anything affect the joyful atmosphere, I won't tell her that I was actually diagnosed with stomach cancer today.

This year, I want to have a good time with her, even if it's the last thing I can do for her.

I hope she will always be as happy as she is now, and I hope she can meet someone who can keep her happy......