But I can also see that he really wants to be good to this child and wants to make this child's life better.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have talked to me so much at all, and he wouldn't have hesitated for so long.

The reason why he hesitated was nothing more than that he couldn't let go of the child.

This child has lived with him for ten years, and the family relationship in these ten years will not be changed by a few words from me.

After another long silence, he finally said to me: "I don't have much left in my life, and my children will only suffer if they follow me, in fact, I have also thought about telling my children the truth...... I also know that there will be a day when my child will only affect him for the rest of his life. ”

"So, have you figured it out?"

He nodded heavily, and then said, "I can not see the child, but I can see his picture, right?" Can you send me a picture of my child every other month...... When I begged you. ”

Fu Zhiqiang and I glanced at each other, I think Yang Man should agree to this request.

This is a father's last prayer, but I really don't sympathize with him, because he did it all on his own.

People like him deserve to go to hell when they die.

I agreed, and we signed an agreement that he would never see the child from now on, and he would not be able to recognize the child.

At the moment of signing his name, he hesitated for a long time, but finally wrote his name.

I will give him some time to spend time with the child at the end, and let him tell the child in person that Yang Man is his biological mother and he has nothing to do with the child.

After he signed, Fu Zhiqiang and I left.

I called Yang Man as soon as possible and told her the news.

On the phone, Yang Man was not very excited, she just replied simply, "Okay, I know".

Whether she was excited or not, I did what she asked me to do.

As for how she will get along with her children after that, it has nothing to do with me.

……

Back at the residence, Zhou Mo was watching TV in the living room.

When she saw me coming back, she stood up and asked me, "What do you want to eat at night?" I'll do it. ”

I changed my slippers and said to her, "You've been cooking for the past few days, so I'll come today." ”

"It's just cooking, it's not a big deal, you're tired from going out for a day, sit on the sofa and rest for a while."

She went to the kitchen as she spoke, but I stopped her and said, "I'll come, you go out and buy some wine, and we'll have some in the evening." ”

"Why do you suddenly want to drink? Your stomach ......"

"It's okay, it's okay to drink a little."

"Then I'll buy red wine, red wine doesn't hurt my stomach so much."

"Everything."

After Zhou Mo went out to buy wine, I went to the kitchen to prepare for cooking, and looked at the refrigerator There was still a piece of sausage, and I took out some of the dishes that I didn't finish during the Chinese New Year.

After a while, Zhou Mo bought the wine and came back.

As soon as she got home, she happily said to me, "Chen Feng, who do you think I met downstairs just now?" ”

I was stunned, turned my head to look at her, and said, "Are there any people we know in this community?" ”

"Not people."

"It's not a human, it's a ghost?" I looked at her in amazement.

She chuckled and said, "It's a little fox!" ”

"Raccoon? Don't scare me, isn't the little fox dead? ”

Then she said, "No, it's a little cat that looks like a raccoon." ”

It seemed that she was still thinking about the little fox, so I sighed softly and said to her, "I'll go to the pet market with you another day and buy another cat like the little fox." ”

Zhou Mo shook his head, pouted and said, "No, even if you buy it, it's not a fox." ”

"But the raccoon is gone, don't think about it anymore, okay? I'm so worried you're depressed. ”

Zhou Mo suddenly laughed and said to me: "No, don't you see that I haven't mentioned the little fox in the past few days?" I just saw a cat that looked like it, but I knew it wasn't a raccoon. ”

……

After the meal was cooked, Zhou Mo and I sat opposite each other, and she poured wine for me, and I took a sip without much thought.

Zhou Mo looked at me and said, "Why did you suddenly think of drinking today?" Is something unhappy going on? ”

"No, I just haven't drunk it for too long, and I suddenly remember."

"There's something wrong with you."

I don't know when it started, I can't hide my thoughts in front of Zhou Mo, she can always guess what is happening behind me from my words and deeds.

I can't tell if that's a good thing or a bad thing, but she's obviously worried about it.

I poured another glass and drank it in one gulp before I said to her: "One of my assistants, named Yang Man, has something happened to her, which makes me feel very powerless, and I don't know how she should face her life in the future. ”

"You care so much about an assistant's business?"

"Of course it's not to care about her, I just suddenly remembered that if I stand in her shoes, maybe I'm not as good as her."

"Tell me about it, what's the matter?"

These things are Yang Man's privacy, and I promised her that I wouldn't tell anyone, including Zhou Mo.

So I could only say to her, "I can't tell you these things, because I promised her." ”

"Okay, then you drink slowly, don't drink so quickly." She didn't get to the bottom of it.

I took a bite of food, and Zhou Mo suddenly said to me again: "By the way, you can go to Beijing with me tomorrow." ”

"What are you doing in Beijing?" I didn't think about it that much, so I asked casually.

"Did you forget? I've got you booked a neurological doctor to take you to check your memory system. ”

She did say it, and I just remembered it, and said, "But tomorrow the company is going to work, and I have to have a meeting to start work after this year, and there are still many things to do." ”

"It's okay to postpone these things for a day or two, and your body is the most important."

I suddenly let out a wry smile, wanting to say that my body is already like this, even if my memory is restored, what can I do?

However, I had already promised her before, so I couldn't refuse again, so I had to promise to go to Beijing with her tomorrow.

After eating, Zhou Mo went to wash the dishes, and I habitually sat on the balcony in a daze.

Chengdu's night view isn't the best, but it's still brightly lit up when night comes.

I could also see the light coming from the TV tower in the distance, turning from yellow to green and back to red......

I love the feeling of exuberance, as if every ray of light that hits me illuminates a separate world.

Just as I was gradually coming into my mind, the voice of the weekend suddenly came from behind me: "Chen Feng, do you think I am unfair to you like this?" ”

I glanced back at her, and she came to stand beside me and said to me, "I thought about it, I don't think I should have stopped you from contacting Anlan, I know you miss her." ”

"No, I don't think about it right now."

"You've been out of shape these days, I know you miss her, I'm a woman, I can see it."

"No, don't think about it, since I promised you, I won't contact her again."

"Don't be like this, it's my mistake, I shouldn't trap you like this, it will make you feel a hate for me, thinking that I, Zhou Mo, am a cold-blooded and ruthless person."

I burst out laughing and said to her, "I really didn't think so...... I haven't had any more contact with her, and I don't believe you look at my WeChat chat history. ”

As I spoke, I took out my phone and handed it to her.

She shook her head at me and said, "No, I trust you." ”

If only she had believed in me all the time, there wouldn't have been so many misunderstandings between us, and it wouldn't have made me think that she was a vexatious person.

But I have such a hunch that the day of our divorce may not end so easily.