After Zhou Mo's explanation, the driver finally stopped playing songs, didn't even say a word, and drove quietly.

I knew that I was too hypocritical just now, so I said to the driver: "Master, I was also at fault just now, I shouldn't have yelled at you directly, I should have told you the reason." ”

The driver sneered: "It's okay, it's okay, it's good to make it clear, and my wife is also from Dongshan County, so I just went to my mother-in-law's house to have a look, and I won't charge you for the toll." ”

……

After several turnovers, I finally arrived in Yunlong County at half past twelve in the middle of the night.

I know it's getting late, and Xiaoyun is probably already asleep, so it's not appropriate for me to disturb her again.

I have to find a hotel in the county seat now and contact Xiaoyun early tomorrow morning.

I have been away from Dongshan County for more than two months, and the changes in the county town are also quite large, and they will be repaired more spacious immediately, and even those uneven buildings have been renovated as a whole.

All this, I think it is the credit of Jiang Tao, he really changed Dongshan County.

The hotel where Zhou Mo and I live is also newly opened, the decoration is very good, and it is not lost to those general hotels in the city in time.

Although we were husband and wife, we still opened two rooms.

Lying on the bed in the hotel, I didn't feel sleepy, as soon as I closed my eyes, I would think of many pictures of working with Jiang Tao.

Including the day I left Dongshan County, he didn't sleep all night, just to see me off.

But I never imagined that it would be the last time I would see him!

When I think about it, I feel so uncomfortable, I can't describe the feeling in words.

It wasn't until the wee hours of the morning that I slept for a while.

The alarm clock at six o'clock in the morning woke me up, and I called Xiaoyun as soon as I got up, and she had already woken up.

I told her that I had already arrived in Dongshan County and made an appointment to meet somewhere to meet.

After a simple wash, I went to wake up Zhou Mo.

After two months, I saw Xiaoyun again, and she didn't change much from two months ago.

She looked a little depressed, and it was estimated that she was still in the grief of County Magistrate Jiang's departure.

We didn't say much and went to the hospital together.

In the hospital morgue, I saw Jiang Tao's body, and he was lying quietly in the morgue, covered by a white cloth.

I thought I would cry when I saw Jiang Tao's body, but I didn't.

I kept looking at his remains, and my heart was like ashes, and my heart was like water.

Because at that moment, I seemed to see myself, and maybe I would be lying quietly in the hospital morgue in the near future.

Maybe some of my friends will gather around my body, maybe they will cry, maybe they won't, maybe no one will come to see me.

But after a few years, no one will remember that we existed, and perhaps the only proof of our existence in this world is the great deeds that we have left behind.

Jiang Tao left behind his great achievements, but what about me?

At that moment, what I thought about the most was that I must do something before I die, which will be remembered by the world even after I die.

But is it really necessary?

……

I stayed in the hospital morgue until Jiang Tao's body was taken away, and he was about to end his life in the 10 million crematorium.

I remember very well that it was very windy outside the hospital that day, but it was not raining much.

There weren't many people to say goodbye, no farewell ceremony, no memorial service, everything was as quiet as if nothing had happened.

Yes, it's quiet, it's quiet......

We followed Jiang Tao's body to the crematorium, saw Jiang Tao for the last time, and when we saw him again, it had become that little box.

The moment I saw his urn, I finally couldn't hold back my tears.

From the hospital morgue to the crematorium, I never shed a single tear.

But at this moment, I really couldn't control it.

Because of that moment, I really believed that Jiang Tao had left this world forever......

I hid in a no-man's corner, crying heartbreakingly.

I felt that I had endured too much, and this moment of life and death was like two sharp knives stuck in my heart, so that every time I breathed, a crack would be cut in my heart.

The world is really too cold and unforgiving.

Why do good people always live long, and disasters live for thousands of years?

I hid my face with my hands, crouched in a no-man's corner, and wept......

Until, the phone in my pocket rang for a while.

After being in a trance for a long time, I took out my mobile phone from my pocket, and it was An Lan calling.

I wiped away my tears and eased my emotions before answering her call.

"I've arrived in Chengdu and just got off the plane."

An Lan's kind voice came from the other end of the phone, and my almost broken emotions were somewhat relieved.

I suppressed my grief and said to her, "Anlan, I'm in Yunnan now, I'll be back later." ”

"What's wrong with you? How I feel like your voice is wrong. ”

I didn't expect that by the sound of my voice, she would be able to see that something was wrong with me.

Then if I tell her that I don't love her anymore, and I'm really with Zhou Mo, will she also find out that something is wrong?

I was stunned for a moment before replying: "An Lan, Jiang Tao has passed away." ”

"What?!" An Lan's surprised tone followed.

She hurriedly asked, "When did it happen?" He looks so young! ”

I let out a long breath and said, "It's young, about my age, esophageal cancer." ”

I could clearly hear An Lan's soft lamentation on the phone, and then said to me: "It's a pity, County Magistrate Jiang is such a good person, it's too hard to believe." ”

"Yes! When I knew the news, I didn't believe it. But when I saw his face, I couldn't help it......"

"Don't be too sad, birth, old age, sickness and death are a cycle of people, although he is still very young, but at least he has left footprints in this world."

I stood up, sniffed, let out a long breath of depression, and said, "Anlan, you said that if I had such a day......"

Before I could finish speaking, An Lan interrupted me and said, "Don't talk nonsense, you are good, you still have a long life, and me and our daughter...... Don't you think about it, do you hear me? ”

"Hmm." I replied simply, but I felt very uncomfortable.

"Okay, you get busy with you first, I'll wait for you to come back in Chengdu."

"Hmm." I was still a monophone, and then I ended the call.

I froze until I heard footsteps behind me.

I looked back, and it was Zhou Mo who walked towards me, and she also looked very sad.

"It's a call from Anlan, right?"

I nodded to her, and she paused and asked, "Is she back in Chengdu?" ”

I nodded again, and she let out a soft breath and said, "Don't be sad, I know what you're thinking right now, don't think of yourself, believe in medicine, and believe in yourself." ”

"I'm afraid ...... in case"

"There is no such thing, did you see the Guanyin pendant around your neck? That's what I went to the temple to ask for, and I can bless you. ”

I forced a smile and didn't say anything more, and now all I can do is leave it to my fate!