I never thought it would be An Lan, at this moment she was standing next to the wandering singer, who was playing the guitar for her, and she was holding the microphone and singing the song "Ah Diao".

"Diao, who lives somewhere in Tibet, is like a vulture, perched on the top of a mountain

Ah Diao, the sun is spreading in front of the Jokhang Temple, making a pot of sweet tea, and we are chatting about the past

Ah Diao, you always dress yourself up like a boy, but you are more tenacious than Gesang

Ah Diao, cunning people have a thousand kinds of laughter, when you go down the mountain, remember to bring a Zhuoma knife

Under the brim of a gray hat, sunken cheeks, you rarely speak, simple answers

Where tomorrow is, who will care about you, even if you die on the road

Ah Diao, whether you can eat a full meal tomorrow, you are accustomed to hunger is a kind of faith

Ah Diao will not be smoothed out by reality

If you are not from this world, you don't need to care about the truth

Ill-fated, obsessed and indifferent

Farewell to youth, countless stations

Willing to be ordinary but unwilling to be ordinary rot

You are Diao, you are a bird of freedom......"

……

I didn't leave, listening to this song quietly, it gave me a very mixed emotion.

An Lan's voice is very ethereal, but he sings this song very calmly.

But in this kind of blandness, it makes me want to cry a little, think of reality, think of the future, and think of unwillingness!

It wasn't until the whole song was sung, and by the time I came back to my senses, An Lan had already walked towards me.

I hurriedly got up from the bamboo chair, instinctively wanting to escape.

But as soon as I stepped out, An Lan stopped me: "Chen Feng, do you still want to avoid me?" ”

I stopped, turned to look at her and said, "No, what am I hiding from you for?" ”

"And what are you going to do?"

At this moment, there are countless pairs of eyes staring at us, and I don't know how to answer her.

I'm even more curious about how she found me?

In silence, she took two more steps in front of me.

I instinctively took two more steps back, and finally said to her, "I don't have the face to see you now, how did you find here?" ”

"As long as you have the heart to find someone, even if he is at the ends of the earth, you can find it."

An Lan's tone was particularly sincere, and the eyes that looked at me were also very hard, as if there was a penetrating power.

I don't know what to say again, because I don't quite understand what she means when she comes to me.

In my silence, she said to me again: "If you think there are a lot of people here, we can find a quiet place and have a good conversation." ”

"This ...... There's nothing to talk about, you already know everything, and I don't have anything to explain. ”

"Do you think you can fool me?"

When she said this, I suddenly "chuckled" in my heart, thinking if she knew that I had lied to her?

If that's the case, then where did she see that I lied to her?

I was still silent, and she said to me again, "Let's go, find a quiet place to talk." ”

I was sent by the devil, so I followed her.

In a café outside the wide and narrow alley, it was much quieter than the open-air teahouse just now.

I sat opposite An Lan, and she spoke to me first, "Say, why lie to me? ”

"What did I lie to you?"

I continued to feign ignorance because I felt that she didn't know what was going on with me right now, and was just testing me.

"Do you know how I found you?"

Of course I wanted to know, so I nodded and looked at her puzzled.

Only then did she say to me, "I went to find Zhou Mo, and she told me you were here." ”

I just remembered that about half an hour ago, Zhou Mo called me, she asked me where I was, and I told her.

I then looked at An Lan even more suspiciously, and said, "You can call me directly if you look for me, why do you have to go to Zhou Mo?" ”

An Lan sighed softly, turned his head to look out the window, and lost his mind for a moment before saying, "There are some things you don't want to tell me, even if I call you, what can I do?" ”

"Zhou Mo didn't tell you anything else, did he?"

An Lan turned his head again, looked at me, with a sadness in his eyes, and said, "You have stomach cancer, why don't you tell me?" ”

When I heard her say this, I was speechless, it seems that Zhou Mo told her.

I suddenly got a little angry and complained: "This Zhou Mo, didn't you say that no one would say anything, why did you betray me at this time!" ”

An Lan then said: "Don't blame her, she didn't tell me anything at first, but I told her a lot of things between me and you before, and she told me about you after listening to it." ”

In that case, I didn't have much to say, so I shrugged my shoulders and said, "Okay, now that you already know, then I have nothing to hide." That's right, I did have stomach cancer. ”

An Lan's face gradually darkened, and she didn't speak anymore, but her eyes began to turn red.

I could even see her body trembling slightly, and finally her tears flowed down her cheeks and into her coffee cup.

I was a little overwhelmed for a moment, and then said, "Anlan, you...... Don't be like this, I really didn't mean to hide it from you, I was indeed with Zhou Mo, she broke my baby, and you also saw the pregnancy test report. ”

She still stared at me and choked up: "Don't think I don't know anything, I took the pregnancy test report and tested it, it's fake!" Including Zhou Mo also told me the truth, she was not pregnant at all, and you were not together at all...... All you did was to deliberately hide it from me and not let me know about your stomach cancer! ”

An Lan's speech was fast, but her emotions were close to collapse, and I rarely saw her lose her mind like now.

At the speed of her machine-gun fire, I was a little speechless.

It seems that she knows everything, and sure enough, she still can't hide it from her.

I looked at her in a daze, then let out a long sigh, and finally spoke: "Anlan, I did this in the hope that you would be better off in the future, because...... I don't know how long I'll live. ”

An Lan suddenly smiled again, but it was a wry smile, she still looked at me intently and said, "Let me ask you, if I had stomach cancer, what would you think?" ”

"I ......," I paused, and then asked her rhetorically, "well, even if that were the case, what would you do?" ”

An Lan suddenly fell silent, and only said in a deep voice after a while: "Maybe I will make the same decision as you." ”

"That's right, so, do you still blame me?"

"I don't blame you, but, I know now, please don't do this, okay? Let's face ...... together"

As she spoke, she reached out and grabbed my hand.

I instinctively wanted to retract, but she grabbed me and continued to speak to me; "Don't be like this, even if your life has entered the countdown, I will be with you. Because, I can't leave you in this life. ”

I felt extremely uncomfortable in my heart, especially at this moment, when An Lan said these open-minded words to me, I was even more uncomfortable.