An Lan made a meditative look, looking a little cute.

After a while, he nodded and said, "It's a lot, I've been like this since I was a child, and I'm used to it." ”

I let out a long sigh and said, "Why do you say you're so pretty?" It makes me so stressed. ”

"Then why don't I go for plastic surgery?"

I suddenly laughed and said, "Others go to plastic surgery to look good, but you go to plastic surgery to become unsightly, do you say you don't care?" ”

An Lan spread his hands, stuck out his tongue rarely, and said a little mischievously: "Then what's the way, the appearance was brought by my parents, and I don't want to be so good-looking, it's really troublesome." ”

"Okay, okay, don't say it, what you say is really not very hurtful, and it is extremely insulting."

"Are you happy?"

"Happy, I'm happy to be able to talk to you."

"If you're happy, you have to go into the operating room with this emotion."

I grabbed her hand again, looked into her eyes, and suddenly became serious: "Don't worry, I'll get through this." ”

"I believe in you, when you're well, let's go to London together to pick up Xiaoman back."

After Zhou Mo left the ward, he didn't come back.

She sent me a text message telling me that she had gone to Uncle Li's, saying that she would come back to the hospital tomorrow, and told me to come back for the surgery!

And some of the inspections in the afternoon were all taken by Anlan to do.

I especially enjoyed the time I spent alone with her, which made me completely forget about the tension of tomorrow's surgery.

And Anlan didn't talk to me about the operation, she told me a lot of interesting things and talked to me about some happy things.

An Lan stayed in the ward that night, and she was probably afraid that I would be nervous about the operation tomorrow, so she sat in front of the ward and talked to me.

In fact, it's really rare for us to be alone like this, and even if we don't speak, I'm very happy to just look at her so quietly.

The bright moonlight shone in through the window, sometimes close, sometimes far away, and fell on the white sheets, reflecting a quiet world and a quiet night.

Anlan had been holding my hand tightly, and although I knew what I was going to face tomorrow, there was no distraction at the moment.

It's just her gentle breathing in the night, which also infects my heart and makes me less anxious.

I had something in my heart that I couldn't say, so much so that I was silent all the time.

An Lan suddenly touched the cocoon in the palm of my hand and asked, "You have been back to work for so long, why do you still have so many calluses on your hands?" ”

Before I could speak, she said again: "I remember, last time Yang Man told me that you are doing all kinds of things in the company, including the last time you moved the company, you were also busy working by yourself. ”

As she spoke, she suddenly sighed and said with a hint of sadness: "You are the same in life, and you have never had a good life." ”

I smiled and said, "It's okay, I'm used to it." ”

"There are some things you just have to ask the logistics people to do! Why do you have to do it yourself? She said with a grumbling voice.

She squeezed my hand tighter as she spoke, and in this straining seemed to convey some emotion from her, but I was silent.

"Why don't you speak?"

I looked back from the window, and then I replied, "It's not as bitter as you think, because there are many things that I know I have to do, so I don't feel very bitter in my heart...... Including in life, there are more people who have had a hard time than me. ”

In my opinion, there is only one kind of happiness in this world, which is to be able to live your life with your favorite way of life......

"Do you know what my favorite lifestyle is?"

She was silent for a moment and said, "I remember you told me before that you want to have an RV and travel all over the world, and you also want to go to Antarctica, to no man's land...... That's the way you want to live, right? ”

I finally smiled and said to her, "I forgot what I thought before, but now, what I want most in life is to be with you and Xiaoman...... Even if we live in poverty, I feel like I'm the happiest person in the world. ”

An Lan didn't answer immediately, she was silent for a while, and suddenly leaned her head against my pillow, as if there was really only me and her left in the world.

"Does your stomach still hurt?" She asked me in a sudden whisper.

"It's been ......a while, a while," I said comfortingly, "It's okay, as long as the surgery is over tomorrow." ”

"It's going to be okay, it's going to be okay." As she spoke, she hugged me tighter.

I let out a soft "um" and stopped talking, forcing myself to forget the tension in my heart.

An Lan and I were close together, quietly listening to the wind outside the window, like a soft call......

I was tired, but I couldn't sleep, and I was afraid that time would go too fast after sleep, and that it would be tomorrow morning.

……

I knew when I fell asleep until the next morning, when I woke up and Anlan was no longer at the bedside.

It wasn't until the nurse came to tell me to do the preoperative check-up that Anlan returned to the ward, with a packed breakfast in her hand.

But the nurse told me that some tests needed to be performed on an empty stomach, and after Anlan put down his breakfast, he accompanied me to do a few tests to confirm whether I was qualified for surgery.

Although An Lan told me so much last night, I was still unspeakably nervous at this time.

When my attending doctor came to give me a final check-up, I couldn't help but ask him again, "Doctor, what is the success rate of the operation?" What is the recovery rate after surgery? ”

While examining me, the doctor replied: "Don't be nervous, it's not the first time I've encountered this situation of yours, not to mention that you have stage III stomach cancer, and last month there was a stage 5 stomach cancer patient who was successful." ”

After hearing what the doctor said, I felt a little more at ease.

Then the doctor told me that I must keep a happy mood after the operation, and maintaining a good attitude is the key to recovery.

He said that some people had successful surgery, but some postoperative complications made some patients with a bad mentality very negative every day, and as a result, the state of chemotherapy was not very good.

Some people are not very successful in surgery, but they are optimistic, so they recover better.

……

No matter what mood I was in, it was time to come, or it was here.

At half past two in the afternoon, I was wheeled into the operating room, I was anesthetized, and I couldn't remember anything after that.

When I woke up, it was late in the evening, and I was looking at the world in a drowsy state, as if I had experienced a deep sleep.

But in an instant, there was a pain at the surgical opening.

I was lost again in this suffocating pain......

Until a gentle voice came from the side: "Are you awake?" Is there anything wrong with your body? ”

I turned my head to look at the person I was talking to, gave her a hard look, and confirmed that it was An Lan, before I showed a relieved smile.

"What's wrong?" She asked me softly again.

Still weak, I shook my head gently.

"Are you thirsty? I'll go and pour you some water to drink. ”

I nodded, so An Lan hurriedly ran to fetch a glass of water for me, and helped me drink it.

I came back to my senses and finally asked her, "Was the operation still successful?" ”