After coming out of the ward, I said to An Lan: "An Lan, you go back first, don't worry too much about this matter, I'll be here with Xiaohu for a while and then come back." ”

After An Lan gently pulled the door of the ward over and closed it, he nodded and replied, "Okay, don't be too sad, it will be fine." ”

Anlan was pregnant, and she really couldn't stay in this kind of place for too long, so I had to send her out of the hospital first.

Back in the intensive care unit again, Cheng Xiaohu was already sitting next to Cheng Lu's bed.

I saw him holding Cheng Lu's hand tightly, putting it on his face, bowing his head and choking:

"Lulu...... You must wake up! I've always been there for you, fighting death with you......"

I stood at the door of the ward and watched this scene, and I couldn't help but feel a little sad.

For Cheng Xiaohu, Cheng Lu is everything to him, I really can't imagine, if Cheng Lu really has three strengths and two weaknesses, then how should Cheng Xiaohu face it?

After standing at the door stunned for a while, I walked into the ward and came behind Cheng Xiaohu.

I gently put my hand on his shoulder and whispered, "Xiaohu, don't be too sad, it's going to be okay, Lulu will be fine." ”

Cheng Xiaohu sighed heavily, and said in a low voice: "Dashan, do you think I did something wrong?" ”

"What did you do wrong?"

He raised his face to look at Cheng Lu again, and sighed and said, "I shouldn't have come here in the first place, so Lulu wouldn't have come, we still live in Yulin Village, so there won't be such a thing." ”

When I heard Cheng Xiaohu say this, I also felt a little guilty in my heart.

I also sighed and said, "You say so, this matter also has something to do with me, if I didn't support you to come here, there would be no today." ”

Cheng Xiaohu shook his head and said: "This has nothing to do with you, I decided to come out by myself at the time, even if you didn't support me, I would come out...... But unexpectedly, Lulu also came out. ”

As he spoke, he sighed again: "I shouldn't have let her out, it's me who is wrong!" ”

"Don't blame yourself, it's not what we want to see when something like this happens, since it's already happened, let's face it calmly."

Cheng Xiaohu nodded and didn't speak again.

After a while, he said to me again, "Dashan, you go back first, I'm here with Lulu tonight." ”

I looked at my watch, it was indeed very late, and Cheng Lu's current state doctor also made it very clear, whether she could wake up or not depends on her own creation.

So it's not a way for us to stay here, it's better to take turns to rest, and I'll come to the hospital tomorrow to replace Cheng Xiaohu.

I nodded, and then said to him: "That's okay, Xiaohu, it's still the same sentence, don't be too sad, I believe Lulu will survive...... You also rest early. ”

"I know."

Cheng Xiaohu didn't want to say anything more, so I reached out and patted him on the shoulder, and then walked out of the ward.

……

After leaving the hospital, I didn't drive home immediately.

I sat on the flower stand outside the parking lot, lit a cigarette, and smoked it while thinking about something that had happened recently.

Suddenly, a gust of wind blew, and even though it was already summer, I still felt cold.

Looking up, the giant display screen in a small square opposite the parking lot was singing "My Motherland and Me" by teacher Li Guyi.

In the flickering lights, I suddenly remembered that this year's October 1st will usher in the 70th anniversary of our country's National Day.

Although there are still many months to go, the atmosphere of national celebration is already evident in my attention.

This is just the beginning, it is conceivable that on the National Day in a few months, not only this small square, but also the streets and alleys will be planted with happy little red flags.

This prosperous world is as everyone wishes.

It was next to the small square opposite, in a very inconspicuous corner, that I saw this scene again.

There was a young couple, judging by what they were wearing, probably still students.

The boy sat on a stone bench with a small birthday cake in front of him, about a few inches in size.

The girl sat across from the boy, she lit the candle for him, and put on the boy's birthday hat.

She asked her to close her eyes and make a wish, and then sang him a birthday song.

After the boy made his wish, he blew out the candle, and the girl dipped her fingers in a little cake cream and smeared it on the boy's face and forehead......

The two of them smiled very brightly, and the corresponding thing was me who was extremely anxious.

Oh, yes! Everyone in this world has misfortunes, and lucky times.

Just like the young couple, I really hope they can be happy like this.

But no one knows what they will experience in the future, if they are still in college, will they be able to continue to be together after graduation?

Yes, I'll admit that I'm a little sentimental at this time, probably because of my own experience, so I think life is really hard.

But, I wish them happiness!

……

After returning to the residence, An Lan had already fallen asleep, but she was not asleep, she was half-lying on the bed reading a book.

When I saw the book she was reading, I was shocked to find that this book was not the "Rose Island" that my mother used to read when she was alive.

I changed into my pajamas, looked at her with a smile and said, "Why did you find this book?" ”

"It's pretty good, have you read this book?"

I shook my head and said, "I haven't seen it, but my mom used to read it in my ear." ”

"I think it's very good, although it's a bit literary, but many of the sentences in it are very realistic."

As she spoke, she pointed to a passage in the book and read it to me: "Look at this sentence: maturity is the constant abandonment of form to see the essence. ”

"And this one," she said, pointing to another passage, "Sometimes, people who don't know how to express their feelings can only go a long, long way. I found out that I was such a person. ”

I looked at her and smiled, "Why are you the same as my mother, I have heard my mother read these sentences many times." ”

"Don't you think it's realistic?"

"Yes, realistically, but now I can sleep, put the book down." With that, I took the book from her hand and placed it on the bedside table.

An Lan asked me at this time: "Cheng Xiaohu is still guarding the hospital, right?" ”

"Well, his mood is not very good, and I guess this level is very difficult."

An Lan then said very puzzled: "How could you fall from the building?" It's weird. ”

"You didn't go to the place where she fell downstairs, and it would feel even more strange if you went to see it, I can't figure out why Cheng Lu went to that kind of place."

"Do you think it will ......" An Lan's brows suddenly frowned, as if he sensed something.

I wanted to hear An Lan's thoughts, so I asked, "Could it be anything?" ”

"A woman's seventh sense, I feel that Cheng Lu's fall from the building was not an accident."

"You mean artificial?"