Chapter 42: Come In
I set up a tent next to it, Zhang Shu was next to enjoy the flowers, we had a clear division of labor, and time passed quickly.
When I set up the tent, the sun was about to set, and the setting sun shone on Zhang Shu's face, making her look a little more mysterious, and I sat on the lawn and looked at her.
Zhang Shu noticed my gaze, turned her face sideways and just met mine, and her face turned red all of a sudden. In the light of the setting sun, her face was extraordinarily ruddy, and the sportswear was like a red wedding dress, constantly shining in front of my eyes.
"What are you looking at?" Zhang Shu turned his head, didn't dare to look at me, and suddenly became shy, under the backdrop of the sunset, like a red apple, people couldn't help but want to step forward and take a bite.
"I'm looking at a beautiful woman, she's a little shy, she's beautiful in the sunset!" I smiled slightly, without a trace of timidity, and directly said what I thought in my heart.
When Zhang Shu heard this, she lowered her head slightly, her shoulder-length short hair just blocked half of her face, and the sunset on her face was like a thin veil covering her, adding a touch of hazy beauty.
I fell on the lawn, looked at the sunset in the sky, and couldn't help asking, "Where have you been during that time?" I went to the community to look for you, but I just couldn't touch you, why are you in the hotel? There are many, many more questions that I want to ask you, do you think I'm narcissistic? ”
"Nope! No! Zhang Shu shook his head, also lay down, stretched out his hand to grab the sunset in the distance, and continued: "I had something to do during that time, so I didn't live at home, and I lived in the hotel because of work. ”
"Is it a reason for work?" I don't understand why she, who is just a kindergarten teacher, would live in a hotel, when it would be safer to live at home. Even if it's a matter of distance, in the same city, this distance is just a matter of time.
I know that Zhang Shu is not simple, and since she can tell me so much, I am already very content. I'm not stupid and know that there are some things I shouldn't ask, so I won't ask again.
To be able to get her reply proves that she didn't lie to me, and that alone is enough!
"Yes! Do you think I'm a very casual woman? Anyone would think that way if you live in a hotel, right? I don't blame you, after all, you're a family man, and I shouldn't have asked you out again and again! Zhang Shu's words made me frightened all of a sudden, and I hurriedly sat up.
"Nope! I didn't mean that, I was just worried about you, so I just wanted to ask! I wanted to explain, but Zhang Shu didn't answer me, lying on the lawn and quietly watching the sun set.
It wasn't until the sun had completely set and the top of the mountain suddenly became pitch black that I turned on the lights to stop the darkness around.
Because we finished eating all the ingredients at noon, Zhang Shu and I ate some self-heating food in the evening, and simply filled our stomachs and went into the tent to rest. I slept outside the tent, Zhang Shu slept inside the tent, I looked at the bright moon and felt that for some reason, it made me feel calmer than ever.
"Aren't you coming in?" Zhang Shu's sudden words made me sober up in peace.
Get in? Or not to go in?
I panicked all of a sudden, because there was only one tent, so I could only sleep outside, but now Zhang Shu suddenly put forward the idea of letting me in, which made my heart instantly mess up.
"No, I'm just outside, it's good outside!"
In the end, I didn't choose to go in, and continued to lie on the lawn outside, enjoying the night breeze. Zhang Shu slept inside, seeing that I didn't want to come in, and said: "Zhang Feng, I can see that you have something on your mind, although you don't want to say it, but I can see it." ”
"Is this your woman's sixth sense?" I laughed at myself, I didn't expect Zhang Shu to see through my heart, I never told anyone about this.
"Is it because of your wife? Or is it because of work issues? But in my opinion, the former is more likely, otherwise you won't always be distracted, and there must be a lot of grievances in your heart, right? Zhang Shu said to me meaningfully, and this statement spoke to my heart, so that I didn't know how to answer.
"I don't know what you're thinking, but there are some things that the authorities are obsessed with, and sometimes you don't want to be tied down. I know you're in a lot of pain, you have a lot of unwillingness in your heart, I don't know how to help you, but I just want to tell you, don't lose yourself! Zhang Shu's words were reasonable, my heart was extremely heavy, and I covered my fists tightly.
I didn't know how to answer, so I lay on the lawn and kept thinking about what I was going to do about it. Thinking about it, I fell asleep, and the night breeze was blowing outside, and it was not easy to sleep, and it was even a little cold.
I curled up to warm myself up, looking at the shadows in the light of the tent, I felt the urge to go in and hug her, probably because I was feeling cold, I longed to be able to hold Zhang Shu into my arms.
"Come in!" At this moment, Zhang Shu suddenly spoke.
Let me in again, is Zhang Shu hinting at me something?
A woman has already made me clear like this, but as a man, I can only stay outside, quietly watching this beautiful shadow in front of me.
No! I don't want to look like that anymore, I want to hold her, I want her to lie in my arms!
The confusion in my heart suddenly brightened up at this moment, I looked at Zhang Shu and said seriously: "Zhang Shu, listen to me, I can't come in, even if we are just lying together, but I can't do this!" I actually like you very much, and it's because I care about you that I can't come in! ”
"Then I'll sleep! If it's cold, come in yourself! Zhang Shu spoke slowly and turned off the lights in the tent.
I didn't hesitate at all, if I can't control myself now, then what's the difference between me and Chen Jing? For my own sake, but also for Zhang Shu's sake, I can't cross this line!
I slept on the lawn wrapped in my coat, and although I didn't sleep well, I felt very relaxed.
When it was dawn, I quickly woke up Zhang Shu, who came out in thin clothes and saw the sun slowly rising in the distance.
The morning sun shines on Zhang Shu's face, like a ruby, I have never seen such a beautiful Zhang Shu.
"It's beautiful!" I looked at Zhang Shu and couldn't help but sigh, my eyes fell on her face, and I couldn't move anymore.
"Yes, it's really beautiful, Chaoyang is so beautiful!" Zhang Shu kept looking at the sun, didn't understand the meaning of my words, and took a deep breath, wanting to take a few more breaths of the fresh air here and the shine from the rising sun.
We watched for a long time, and it wasn't until the sun was fully rising that Zhang Shu turned his head.
"Is there anything on my face?" Zhang Shu noticed my gaze and hurriedly touched his face.
I looked at Zhang Shu, my eyes didn't dodge, and I said seriously: "Zhang Shu, are you willing to wait for me?" ”