Inside the house is the tranquility of the rainstorm that is the opposite of the rainstorm outside the window.

Even the crackling sound of the rain hitting the eaves tiles can't seem to make the slightest wave in this warm home. The only thing that was grinding was the water that was leaking through the tiles and through a hole in the roof...

Click~

Another drop of rain fell.

It landed on the half-accumulated basin, causing ripples on the surface of the water.

"Drink the ginger soup, it shouldn't be hot."

At this time, Chen Kexin, who was sitting at the table, probed the heat of the bowl in front of him, picked up the bowl, and handed the boiled ginger soup to Berlin, who had already taken a shower and was sitting on the bed without knowing what to think.

"Are you hungry now? Wait a little longer for the rice to be cooked. I heated up yesterday's leftover fish and vegetables at night, do you want to add something to stir-fry? After Berlin took the ginger soup, Chen Kexin continued to inquire considerately.

Berlin shook his head.

This month, he has become accustomed to these simple meals. After all, compared to the first few days, the conditions are much more abundant.

Drinking ginger soup slowly, seeing that Le Yao was just about to turn around, Berlin seemed to remember something, and he hurriedly shouted to her, "I'll explain to you about the afternoon, Kexin..."

Chen Kexin shook his head, "No need, I understand you." ”

Does she understand?

Chen Kexin didn't understand.

She can only choose to understand... She didn't want to hear Berlin's lies.

After all, she had heard too much in the past.

However, what happened in the afternoon made Berlin really mature too much. He wouldn't stupidly think that she really understood after Chen Kexin's perfunctory words. If he were Chen Kexin, would he be able to act as if nothing happened? The answer is obvious.

After organizing the wording, Berlin said slowly, "I just paid my salary in the afternoon, Le Yao called me and told me that my stomach hurt, and I thought I should care about this matter, so I asked for leave and took her to see a doctor." After the inspection, I will meet you..."Speaking of this, seeing Chen Kexin's expression that had not changed much, Berlin paused, and then said, "Don't worry, Kexin, I won't let these things affect our family." The problem of the belly child, I will take care of it. I'm dealing with her now..."

Berlin says things that don't hurt, don't make sense. Although these words were not really in his heart, he thought that Chen Kexin needed to hear them.

It's ridiculous to say, this is the first time he has lied to Chen Kexin when he came to the future.

Le Yao's relationship with herself, Berlin can't end it sloppily just by her words in the rain. If he never sees Le Yao again and doesn't care about it anymore, his guilt and pain will stay with him for the rest of his life.

After listening to Berlin's story, Chen Kexin was silent for a moment, and suddenly said something that made Berlin stunned: "My stomach looks like it's been four or five months, and now it's not good to have a baby... I don't mind having a child if you and she want to. After all, Nini is a girl, and sooner or later she will get married. It would be nice to have a boy."

Berlin stared at Chen Kexin, and seeing that there was no anger in her expression, he didn't know how to answer.

Although it feels inexplicable, it is strange that Berlin actually feels that Chen Kexin's words have been hidden in her heart for a long time, and now she is looking for an opportunity to say it. But how can ordinary couples say such things?

Is it a tentative joke?

Or is there a reason?

"Just kidding." Suddenly, Chen Kexin smiled, "I'll deal with dinner." ”

She turned and walked to the small kitchen area.

After a month of getting along, Berlin thinks that he can be regarded as knowing Chen Kexin. He felt as if he wanted to reveal something to him about some of her thoughts....

Berlin was a little sluggish, but he wasn't stupid. Soon, in his senses, he suddenly remembered what happened in the hospital.

"Ms. Chen, I have mentioned to you many times that you have to make up the cost of the operation, and if you continue like this, the curability of the operation will be reduced a lot. No matter what, life is the most important thing! ”

A conversation that popped out of his head.

He suddenly looked at Chen Kexin, who was walking to the small table with the dishes, and at the same time called him to eat, and a sense of panic and uneasiness welled up in his heart.

What are the likelihood of a surgical cure? Life? Chen Kexin's illness?

A few questions filled Berlin's mind. He subconsciously got up and wanted to ask Chen Kexin about her body, but when he found that his daughter happily sat in the seat, he choked on the inquiry.

He couldn't speak now.

Daughter Nini is not big, but she is very sensible, she knows a lot... These are things she can't know.

"Berlin, come to dinner?" Chen Kexin shouted.

"Hmm... Good. ”

Taking a deep breath, Berlin suppressed the restlessness in his heart, and he decided to wait for Nini to fall asleep at night before asking Chen Kexin.

Dinner was peaceful, but there was a little less laughter than usual. Even if I got off work early today and my body was not tired, my heavy heart made Berlin unable to tease my daughter today.

The rain outside the window went out a little in the middle of the night... It's no longer the midday storm. The night was also a lot quieter, and the sound of the rain was accompanied by a slight coolness, which made people can't help but be drowsy.

It was close to 9:30 a.m.

Berlin asked softly, "Kexin, did Nini sleep?" ”

Chen Kexin slowly opened his eyes.

In the dark, her beautiful eyes seemed so bright.

"She's asleep, what's wrong Berlin?" She asked.

Hearing Chen Kexin's response, Berlin turned sideways, and it just so happened that Chen Kexin was looking at him in the same posture, and the two looked at each other.

"Can you tell me what's going on with your illness? I went to the hospital in the afternoon and heard what you and the doctor said. Berlin asked.

Chen Kexin's unexpected question made her calm face show a trace of panic. She tried to hide it, but the change in her expression was already visible to Berlin.

Noticing Berlin's eager eyes, Chen Kexin knew that since this matter was coincidentally known by Berlin, she could only tell him the truth. It's no secret after all... After all, for couples for so many years.

Chen Kexin said slowly, "Don't you know about my illness, Berlin... In fact, it wasn't that serious before, but in the past few months, some symptoms have suddenly appeared frequently, and it is easy to get dizzy and have difficulty breathing..."As she spoke, Chen Kexin squeezed out a gentle smile, "Well... We have expected these situations for a long time, and it is normal for them to appear now. Isn't it? It's nothing, go to sleep. ”

“....”

Chen Kexin's illness was known in Berlin in the past, but now Berlin knows nothing about everything. He only knew that Le Yao had a genetic disease in his heart and needed treatment, but his family had no money, so he would start to save money slowly. But he didn't expect that in the doctor's words, the condition could not be delayed any longer.

"To treat this disease... How much does the surgery cost? Berlin asked.

Chen Kexin was stunned, lowered her eyes at Berlin, and said in a low voice, "Why are you asking this?" Our family doesn't have that much money. An astronomical mile... I've got to go to work tomorrow morning, Berlin, let's sleep..."

She repeatedly tried to escape under the pretext of sleeping.

"I want to know, no matter how much it is, at least tell me, right? If you don't have money to treat, can't you ask? Berlin was anxious, and her voice couldn't help but increase a little, she knew that Chen Kexin didn't want to answer her.

Raising his head again, Chen Kexin's eyes were a little inexplicably complicated.

Why is this the time to ask?

She didn't want to say.

She was afraid that she would have hope...

Chen Kexin is very strong.

In many ways, compared to Le Yao, compared to Berlin, and compared to many, many people, she has supported too much. That's what she is, intellectual, considerate, and gentle. But she was tortured by life and had to be strong, and she was the most vulnerable.

"Berlin, don't ask..."

Her sudden voice was tinged with tears.

"I remember what the doctor said clearly, Kexin, she said she would die..."

But how can Berlin be peaceful?

Berlin is guilty of Le Yao, but on the other hand, Chen Kexin is another part of his life. In the future, it wasn't the first time he had understood this. He can't live without this! That's why he won't leave his family and choose to give up Le Yao.

At night, Berlin thought a lot about Chen Kexin's illness, and even gave birth to the idea of Chen Kexin's death, he imagined this result, and when he returned home, it was dim and empty, and he felt as if the world had collapsed...

"The operation fee is more than 100,000 yuan, and the success rate is only 60%..." But I don't know when, Chen Kexin's tears have begun to fall from her cheeks, and she tried to lower her head, for fear of being seen by Berlin, "There is no rule of law in Berlin, I don't know what to do." I don't mind her all the time, I just want you to take Nini to live with her... I can't worry about Nini, I'm afraid she doesn't want Nini..."

The sound grew softer and softer, but in this quiet cabin, it was so clear.

Berlin also understood why Chen Kexin would say something like that to him at night.

........