Chapter Eighty-Nine: Longing

Chen Kexin's academic performance, if he doesn't go to university, Berlin feels a little regretful.

For a moment, he had an idea

What would happen if I sponsored Chen Kexin to go to university?

Will it change the future?

Berlin does not know.

But the idea was strong.

He has no way to let his family contribute to Chen Kexin, and it is impossible for his parents to agree, because she is his future wife? It's ridiculous, he's just an ignorant kid in the eyes of his parents now. What's more, his family is also very ordinary, and he is also working hard to make a living...

"Do you want to go to college?" Berlin asked.

Chen Kexin ate the noodles for a while, didn't eat a few noodles on his mouth, looked at Berlin for a few seconds, and then ate the noodles, "Otherwise, why am I studying so hard?" After speaking, there was a trace of longing and expectation in her eyes, and she said happily, "As long as I finish college, I will find a good job and make money to treat my mother well!" ”

“....”

The rest of Berlin's words were out of words.

Presumably, Chen Kexin's mother died of illness this year, but she did not know about her mother's illness at this time, perhaps because she was afraid that Chen Kexin would be worried, so it was all hidden.

Looking at the girl in front of her who was full of hope for life, shy and kind and a little sunny, Berlin suddenly felt a little worried. If it weren't for life, she wouldn't be like that in the future.... A worker who does endless housework every day, takes care of his daughter, takes care of himself, and never rests. All smiles have been worn away by the tiredness and busyness of life....

That worry spread out, turned sour, and enveloped him.

"Then you have to finish college." Berlin squeezed out a smile and tried to make her smile encourage her, "Be sure to persevere." ”

This inexplicable encouragement made Chen Kexin's face blush, she nodded stiffly and began to eat noodles.

"Do you go to see your mom every day?" Berlin asked.

"Basically. Then I can do odd jobs and earn money to buy her some apples that my mother likes. ”

"What about your tuition? Your mom came out? ”

“....”

The initial inquiry was fine, but Berlin's subsequent questioning made Chen Kexin a little puzzled, and at the same time, a little vigilance rose. She stared at Berlin strangely, "Why do you ask this?" ”

"Ahh Oh, just curious. ”

"Hmph, I'm going to eat quickly, and I'll have to keep working after eating." Chen Kexin did not respond to Berlin's questions.

The small noodle restaurant at noon is full of people.

The cacophony of students, the chatter, and the crowd of people drowned out the cicadas outside the window.

From time to time, passers-by outside the house will also look into these blue school uniforms, as if these young boys and girls wearing these school uniforms can bring them back to the hot and green summer...

"Berlin, are you going to university?" Suddenly, Chen Kexin asked Berlin.

After a short pause, Berlin was stunned, he didn't expect this stubble.

After thinking about it, he said, "I want to... I'll try to take the test. If I pass the exam, I miss it. ”

Speaking of this, Berlin smiled, and looked at a corner of the noodle restaurant, looking far into the future: "But I don't know what the point of studying is when I go to university." Purely thinking, just find a job after graduation, don't be too tired, don't work too hard. When you get married, you will have enough money for your family. I don't ask for anything, just be safe and happy. ”

After speaking, he looked at Chen Kexin and laughed at himself, "Isn't it boring?" ”

Chen Kexin shook her head unexpectedly, there was the same hope and yearning in those beautiful eyes, and she said seriously, "I think it's very good... There is a small house where the family lives. When you're not working, you can sit together and watch TV, and on holidays, you can go out shopping, take a walk... It is enough for the child to have one. The family lives happily every day, peaceful, healthy, and beautiful. ”

In an instant, Berlin may understand why he married Chen Kexin...

And after getting to know her a little, he found that his mood towards Chen Kexin began to change subtly. As for what the change was, he couldn't tell...

At the end of lunch, Berlin had just come out of the noodle shop, but he happened to bump into Fang Yuan, who was buying snacks at the school gate. When he saw Berlin, he was stunned for a moment, and then immediately leaned over, "Berlin, aren't you going home for dinner?" What do you mean? Out of the noodle shop? ”

“....”

Berlin was somewhat embarrassed.

He thought for a moment and said, "A friend works part-time there, and I went to rub it." ”

"Really?"

Fang Yuan looked at Berlin.

Different from the future Fang Yuan, the current Fang Yuan is simple, far less mature than at that time. But his playfulness and casualness have always been maintained. The thick eyebrows, which will look stable in the future, give people a sense of funny cuteness when they are not opened.

It's hard to estimate how people change.

"Eat?" He handed over a meat sausage, Berlin took it, Fang Yuan immediately said in pain, "You really eat it?" I bought it for a dollar! ”

Chattering, seeing that Berlin ignored it, Fang Yuan suddenly said, "Is it a girl?" ”

Facing the current Fang Yuan, Berlin, who was reluctant to answer, naturally had various ways to change the topic, he said, "Fang Yuan, which female classmate do you like in our class?" ”

"Huh?"

Fang Yuan was immediately dumbfounded, he never thought that Berlin would ask such a question.

"I guess, I guess Le Yao."

Berlin opened his mouth very casually.

He didn't want to guess at all, it was purely to ridicule Fang Yuan, take some revenge on him in the future, and change the topic at the same time. But he never thought that when he opened his mouth, Fang Yuan was even more dumbfounded, and he looked like Berlin had guessed it, which made Berlin a little stunned.

"Really?" Berlin asked.

"Hehe, how is that possible. How many words did I say to her? What do you want? Fang Yuan argued.

“....”

Is it...

Could it be that the answer he gave was too abrupt for him to accept this kind of expression?

I think so.

Otherwise, he likes Le Yao in the future, and what kind of relationship does Le Yao have with himself, what kind of emotions does Fang Yuan have to live in every day?

But not to mention, when the two haven't spoken, it's really rare to be friends in the future.

The two chatted, bought drinks, and walked to the classroom.

The pace is still brisk, and there seems to be endless topics to talk about among friends. Berlin felt like it had always existed in the present time, day after day boring and long day, interesting but short happy recesses, dazzling sunlight, bustling young men and women....

It's back in the classroom.

At this time, there were a few classmates scattered in the classroom, either chatting and playing, or lying on their stomachs in a daze, or looking at books like Le Yao on the table.

Seeing Berlin sit back in her seat, Le Yao suddenly closed the book.

He looked at Berlin and whispered, "Berlin, you have nothing to do now, right?" “

"Nope."

"Shall we go out and have a chat?"

"Huh?"

Berlin was a little stunned....