Berlin can understand Chen Kexin's feelings for her mother.

Since she was a child, she has not had a beautiful family like herself. With her parents divorcing, her father dying, and being alone with her mother for a long time, her mother was almost the only one left in the world... Other than that, there is almost nothing left.

The feeling of the sky falling has never been experienced in Berlin. But Berlin knew that when Chen Kexin heard the bad news of her mother's death, it must have been so. He could imagine what it felt like to be under a clear sky, suddenly pitch black, the bustling world was silent, and in the empty world, there was only one person left, standing in this abandoned corner of the world...

Just like the room behind Chen Kexin, the sun outside is so warm, but the room is groggy, except for a few old daily necessities, only the small space and darkness that belong to her are left.

Looking at Chen Kexin's look of pleading for help, watching her good-looking eyes gradually redden, until finally she couldn't hold it back, a tear slipped down her pale cheeks, and the indescribable pain in her heart enveloped Berlin again.

Berlin wanted to appease Chen Kexin, but he couldn't say anything to appease him. He seemed to be able to experience Chen Kexin's emotions, and knew that there was no point in appeasing.

"It's okay... And me. That's all Berlin can say.

Finally, as the tears rolled down, Chen Kexin cried loudly and threw herself on Berlin. It was as if she had found a corner in the dark world to feel warm and found the only support, she didn't want to let go, so she hugged Berlin so tightly, and let the tears wet Berlin's school uniform....

"My mom is gone, what should I do.... Berlin...."

When choked, her voice was so weak, and she looked so fragile. Perhaps, Berlin understood at this moment why Chen Kexin does not have so many smiles in the future and is so strong.

When her mother died, her happiness was gone with her. And after all this, what could be more painful than this time?

"It's going to pass."

The scorching sun seemed to be immersed in Chen Kexin's grief, allowing the dark clouds to cover it.

The wind blew gently, and the coolness enveloped the world, taking away the heat, but not the sorrow and pain.

It was a scene that Berlin will never forget...

At this moment, he felt his feelings for Chen Kexin for the first time. Facing this future wife, Berlin in high school, found that his shoulders suddenly became so heavy - he wanted to change Chen Kexin's future, and he didn't want her to live like the future again...

Chen Kexin vented her sadness.

Listening to the girl's crying, the neighbors' eyes were full of pity and sadness, and they could not intervene to comfort them. I want to say something, but I don't know what to say, what I can say....

No matter how sad she is, she will be tired, and after a few minutes of crying and catharsis, Chen Kexin finally ran out of strength. Her despair hadn't changed, but at least her crying had faded a little bit compared to the beginning... Finally, Berlin slowly learned from Chen Kexin's mouth.

It turned out that after separating from Berlin the day before yesterday, Chen Kexin went home and found that her mother was not feeling well, and she wanted to send her to the hospital, but her mother refused to let her, saying that it was just some minor problems and that she should not waste money. For families with a lack of income, the cost of going to the hospital is indeed a big scary, after all, Chen Kexin's mother has not worked for a long time because of illness.

A lot of the money I paid for the last trip to the hospital was paid in advance by relatives. I didn't go to the hospital, and what happened next...

Yes, Chen Kexin's mother died of a sudden illness.

When Chen Kexin came home from school and found that she had been sent to the hospital, it was too late. In the next two days, Chen Kexin asked for leave, silently left the hospital, and stayed in this small room.

I didn't eat a bite at home, for two whole days. Now in the hospital, Chen Ke's aunt is going to handle all this...

After telling all the experience, Berlin, who couldn't do any comfort, could only sit in this small room with Chen Kexin and almost only one bed, and the cooking stove stood in the hut next to the bed, silent to each other...

In the dreary air, Berlin could smell the warmth of the room. Maybe this was left by Chen Kexin's mother, and it was precisely because of this that she was so reluctant to leave here that she wanted to stay forever.

"I'll go get you something to eat... Kexin. Berlin opened its mouth to break the silence.

He couldn't do anything of comfort, but he knew he couldn't do nothing. I haven't eaten for two days, no matter what, I can't let my body collapse...

"I'm not hungry."

Chen Kexin shook her head slightly, it could be seen that Berlin didn't listen to her, she grabbed Berlin, who was about to get up and go out, "You accompany me, Berlin, I'm not hungry..."

In fact, Chen Kexin didn't know why, she didn't know how that feeling came about. When she first saw Berlin, she had a strange sense of familiarity. And then getting along, gradually, she has an inexplicable trust and cordiality towards Berlin. She hadn't known each other for long, and she couldn't understand why she felt that way.

It seems that it was caused by the emotions that Berlin brought to her.

It is precisely because of this, the moment she saw Berlin, she felt like she had a dependence, and the feeling of different relatives was another more special...

"I'll be right back, soon... No matter what, you must eat the food, so you can't get sick too, right? You haven't eaten for two days, you can bear it, but your body can't bear it. Berlin persuaded, Chen Kexin finally let go of Berlin's hand a little... Berlin squeezed out a smile and gave Chen Kexin: "I'll be back soon." ”

He left the hut and searched the road.

Finally, he found a small restaurant, ordered a bowl of hot soup, some appetizing dishes, and hurriedly paid and ran back to Chen Kexin's house.

This time, he was glad that he didn't refuse his mother's change reward last time... As a result, he still has some money to spare.

On the way back and forth, Berlin thought a lot.

In fact, he was a little confused about the difference between the past and the future.

Obviously, he is trying to change the future from the future to the past, and he is changing at will, but inexplicably, it seems that everything is going on with the development of the future.

If he is not mistaken, the beginning of his relationship with Chen Kexin is due to this change that made Chen Kexin's life take a huge turn.... Will he continue to take care of Chen Kexin, and then, the two of them will be together?

In deep thought, Berlin does not want to think about the future, nor does it want to think about the difference between the future and the past.

He only has one idea now, he first wants to help Chen Kexin get out of this bad news, let her go back to college, and change everything now....

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