Chapter 117、I won't read it anymore
After buying the medicine, Berlin sent the woman and Kang Xiaohui home.
According to Chen Kexin's instructions, he left 200 yuan for the woman before leaving.
The latter was stunned for a moment, and then his face appeared happy, but under reason, he still made a prevarication, saying that it cost Berlin so much money to buy medicine and see a doctor, and he was embarrassed to ask for Berlin's money again.
She looked in pain during the illness, but at this time, she was full of smiles...
The magic of money~
Before leaving, Berlin hesitated, asked Kang Xiaohui to get a piece of paper, and wrote down his phone number.
"If something happens, you can call me." Berlin handed the paper to Kang Xiaohui.
may be because during the conversation, she feels more and more similar to Chen Kexin, and Berlin has a good impression of her.
And after this help, the two will definitely have more contact in the future, after all, in some ways, they can barely be regarded as relatives, even if it is the New Year, they should visit the door, and it is very convenient to leave a phone call.
"Thank you." Kang Xiaohui politely took the note.
The change in her expression Berlin could see clearly.
First surprised, then delighted, and then slowly turned into gratitude.
At this simple age, many emotions can't be hidden...
Just like when he said those words to Chen Kexin, Chen Kexin's expression changed richly.
But at this moment, Berlin's vision blurred, the scene in front of him began to slowly dim, and he felt that the temperature of the air around him was changing drastically....
Berlin, having had several previous experiences, immediately understood what was going on!
He went back in time!!
Sure enough, when Berlin's vision returned to clear, the scene in front of me changed.
The air was dreary, and the hut was gray. Outside the house, the sun was scorching, and a ray of light in front of him shone through the crack in the door, reflecting on the face of Chen Kexin, who was sitting in front of him.
"Then pay it back, pay it all back. But books should also be read. ”
"You go to study, I'll go to work to earn money to pay off your debts, and give you school!"
The words he said earlier seemed to echo in his ears at this moment.
At this time, Chen Kexin's complicated expression finally stopped.
"Kashiwa... Berlin... What are you talking about? The overwhelm in her eyes was so obvious.
It seemed that this time it was not a few days later, and he only returned to the time when he left.
Chen Kexin cried and collapsed in despair, and that scene once again disappeared into Berlin's mind.
Regarding Chen Kexin's flustered demeanor, Berlin quickly regained his composure after a moment of distraction. This was the part he expected, in the next half a month, how could he guess what emotions Chen Kexin would show to his words?
Looking at her with interest, Berlin said, "That's what it means." ”
"It's not. Why are you helping me? How can you say such a thing... You and I...."
The surging emotions made Chen Kexin's mind a mess, she wanted to express her emotions, but she could only say a bunch of words that she couldn't say clearly...
Berlin had already thought of a number of countermeasures.
It's troublesome to accept or hesitate to ask, if Chen Kexin refuses, it will be convenient, and he will enforce it strongly.
But just as Berlin was waiting for Fang Yuan to finish the follow-up words, suddenly, a knock on the door sounded, interrupting what Chen Kexin was saying. She looked towards the door with Berlin, and a voice rang out outside the door, "Kexin... Are you at home? ”
Chen Kexin hurriedly got up and walked to the door to open the door.
There was a woman in her forties standing at the door, her appearance was very ordinary, but the warm smile on her face gave people a good feeling. Berlin knew her, this was Chen Kexin's aunt, he had seen it a few times in ten years, and compared to the half of the silver hair in the future, she did look much younger now.
"Auntie..."
"Have you eaten?" My aunt asked with a smile.
"Hmm..."Chen Kexin nodded.
My aunt looked into the room and saw Berlin on the table, she was a little stunned for a while, and then smiled and said, "It's good to eat, this is your classmate, right?" ”
"Hmm..." Chen Kexin hesitated for a moment and responded.
"It's okay to eat, my aunt will take you to the hospital." My aunt gestured to Berlin, then withdrew her gaze at Berlin, and when she finished speaking, she said softly, "I'm going to see your mother for the last time...."
Like a ghost's voice, it reverberates in this empty world. And soon a hot wind swept through at noon, and this souvenir was cleaned up in an instant...
Chen Kexin's tears suddenly rolled down.
She fell uncontrollably into the woman's arms, and in her broken mood, tears soaked through her aunt's clothes like the day that fell on Berlin's chest. My aunt was silent, gently hugging Chen Kexin, stroking her long silky hair...
Chen Kexin left with her aunt.
Berlin, who didn't continue the conversation, picked up the lunch box and left Chen Kexin's house.
He thought about accompanying Chen Kexin for a while, but his thoughts were dispelled. What could he do? Look at her saddest time?
Under the scorching sun, walking always seemed slow, and the twenty-minute trot from school to Chen Kexin's house took twice as long to go back.
Time, it's really going to speed up and slow down.
Back in his seat in the school class, a tired Berlin leaned back in his chair, looked up at the ceiling, and let the wind of the fan blow unscrupulously on his cheeks, sweeping the heat from his body, and started a long pause.
What a leisurely lunch.
If you don't study, such a comfortable life will be gone, and it's a pity to think about it....
But what kind of work could he do at the age of 17 ten years ago?
There are a bunch of problems floating in Berlin.
He is not afraid of hardship, in the future, he is used to hardship, and now he just wants Chen Kexin not to waste his good grades, study hard, and be admitted to a university... I'm afraid that I'm just too young to find a decent job...
Alas, going back to the present tense says that I want to change the future, but I can't even change myself. ’
Thinking of this, Berlin couldn't help but smile bitterly.
Life is really cruel...
"What do you think, Berlin?"
Suddenly, Fang Yuan, who came to the class at some point, shook the water bottle in front of Berlin's eyes, and saw Berlin's eyes on him, Fang Yuan smiled and said, "Tell you something, I decided not to go to university." ”
"Huh?"
Berlin immediately sat up and looked at Fang Yuan.
Same trajectory as in the future.
"Why?" Even though Berlin knew why, it still made an inopportune inquiry. Without waiting for an answer, Berlin sighed, "Read it... It is much easier to find a job with a university diploma. ”
"It's not that I don't want to read it, I'm not that piece of material. Now that my academic performance is so poor, what university can I get into? It's better to go out to society and start working to make money. Fang Yuan sat down and shrugged his shoulders, glancing at Berlin, "I'm not like you, how can I say it, busy making up for it." Now that my grades are getting better, in a few months, I may be able to get into a good university. ”
“...”
Berlin smiled bitterly.
yes, it's promising. If he gave up studying, all the hard work he had been working in vain.
"Actually, I don't want to read it either," Berlin said with a smile.
Fang Yuan's smile disappeared in an instant.
At the same time, Le Yao, who was close to the front of the seat, happened to hear Berlin's words at the same time.