Chapter 144: Growth
For a moment, Berlin had mixed feelings ....
The summer light is always so dazzling and warm.
It goes well with the youthful age.....
"No... It's nothing. ”
Berlin replied slowly, and the figure of Le Yao reflected in his eyes became clearer and clearer....
This time the time to go back was different.
Before leaving, he obviously fell asleep, and woke up and returned to the future. The first few times there was no time change, but this time it was after school...
Berlin looked at the countdown to the college entrance examination on the blackboard, and he found that the time did not jump too much, just one morning.
It's just Le Yao in front of her, which reminds Berlin of the future of her eyes when she comes out of the delivery room....
Berlin's heart thumped.
"Le Yao..."
Berlin does not want to repeat the mistakes of the past.
This is the first time he has been so decisive and so resolute in wanting to sever his relationship with Le Yao.
Of course, it is difficult to speak, and after opening, there will be a lot of impacts, and it may even affect Le Yao's grades and studies, but Berlin can't take care of those. What is the point now compared to her pain in the next ten years?
He couldn't be more wrong....
"Huh?" Le Yao was puzzled.
"We don't want to in the future..."
Berlin mustered up its courage.
"Jingle bell, jingle bell..."
But at this time, the bell rang for the end of school.
The sound resounded throughout the school.
The sound of Berlin was completely drowned out by the sound of the school bell.
The sun is hot at noon, and the ringing of the school bell stimulates the cicadas perched on the trees, and the noisy cicadas chirp one after another. The cheers of the students, the instant buzz of people in the school.... The entire quiet campus was filled with noise in an instant.
"What did you just say, Berlin?" Le Yao looked at Berlin.
Berlin smiled bitterly.
He looked out the window at the endless blue...
Is it another coincidence?
Courage is gone.
The courage that Berlin mustered was gone. Facing the crowd of people walking back and forth in the class, Le Yao's calm inquiry, he could no longer say the previous words, "It's okay... Just ask if you think it's hot...."
Le Yao was stunned, she noticed the strangeness of Berlin, but her tone was also peaceful, "Hot." ”
After telling the truth about Berlin after school last night, she told her heart that Berlin would wait until she was in college before falling in love, although Le Yao couldn't know Berlin's thoughts, but in her heart, she found that she was much closer to Berlin emotionally...
She couldn't explain why this closeness was born.
However, she doesn't hate the closeness...
After school, Berlin didn't go to the cafeteria, he strolled to the door of the noodle shop.
The noodle shop was crowded with people, he stood indifferently in the shadow of the door, letting the dull air wash him, and his deep eyes looked at the school, the students... It seems that something is being considered, what decision seems to have been made....
Human growth is always in that moment.
What made Berlin feel changed was Le Yao's eyes...
In my heart, I felt like I had knocked over a five-flavor bottle, and I had mixed feelings.
He is not unaware of people's feelings, and life will be painful. But it was the first time Berlin was able to experience her emotions up close... Unlike the desperate collapse of Chen Kexin's mother's death, Berlin can understand it, but it can't understand it.... Both are heartaches, but the results are different.
After all, Le Yao is so deep in the bone marrow, rooted in the depths of memory...
Since you want to change, don't hesitate any longer...
Finally, there were fewer people.
It was Berlin's turn.
The busy Chen Kexin's eyes handed over to Berlin, Berlin smiled, Chen Kexin was stunned, and then he was in a state of mind, and lowered his head slightly in a depressed mood, "What do you want to eat?" ”
"The same old way." Berlin laughed.
"Oh...."
Obviously, yesterday Berlin walked over and ignored her, Chen Kexin was worried.
"Remember to add..."Berlin reminded.
"Nope!" She replied decisively.
"Are you unhappy?" Berlin is curious.
“.... Not.... No. ”
"I didn't come in to see you yesterday because I had something on my mind, and I was afraid that it would affect you, which is one point. And the girl yesterday was a friend who went to work part-time with me. I'm afraid you'll misunderstand our relationship, and that's a point. Berlin did not deliberately reduce his tone, and his flat voice made many people around him hear it clearly, and the proprietress also cast a playful gaze.
Many of the students stopped eating.
Chen Kexin was also dumbfounded.
"You... What are you talking about? Go sit and eat, don't talk nonsense! ”
The next moment, Chen Kexin's face turned red, and he hurriedly shouted in a small voice... Urging Berlin to get out of her sight. A bunch of people stared at her, making her want to find a hole in the ground to go into...
She's got to keep working!
Berlin was in a good mood, turned and sat down in an empty seat, not paying the slightest attention to the eyes that others had given him.
For the first time...
Berlin felt like it was doing the right thing.
The first time he spoke so openly, he might feel embarrassed, and he might become the subject of conversation after dinner, but he really felt very comfortable... I didn't hide my thoughts, and my breathing was so brisk.
It would be nice to be able to do it all the time.
Soon, Chen Kexin brought the noodles with a red face, Berlin picked up the bowl and ate it, seeing the next few chatters from the proprietress that followed, Chen Kexin held the bowl with a redder face, and was about to sit in other seats, Berlin immediately shouted, "Why don't you come and sit with me?"
The voice was loud, and many people continued to look sideways.
Chen Kexin's face was red to the base of his neck, "You... Don't say Berlin, shut up! After speaking, seeing that Berlin was about to continue, she hurriedly held the bowl and put it on the Berlin table, "You really don't say any more... Why are you like this? Her voice was as small as a mosquito.
"What's there to be shy about..."Berlin was indifferent.
What does Chen Kexin think?
She was afraid of being looked at, and her lowered head was about to be buried in the bowl.
"What's going on with you today? How did it get so weird. After many people's eyes converged, Chen Kexin spoke.
"Is it strange? Not surprising! Berlin shrugged.
"It's not strange to you to say these words... Why do you want me to come back to the store in the future? Chen Kexin glanced around, always feeling that someone was staring at her. Again... Besides, I'm not angry. I didn't let you explain...."
Berlin read the insincerity of her words.
At such times, she still has a very cute side....
Berlin remembered the phone call from her car accident, and his smile couldn't help but retract a little. He suddenly thought about such a question, if Chen Kexin really passed away, could he only see her again in the past... What does that feel like?
Berlin is indescribable.
"Kexin...."
"Huh?"
"I like you." The voice is still loud.