Chapter 157, Hate [Change, Two Chapters in One]
There was silence in the hospital room.
Berlin and Jiang Ran seemed to have a simple greeting communication, and the two did not communicate again, just like classmates with a dull relationship.
Berlin feels that the relationship between the two may be more complicated, but Jiang Ran's words and deeds are like this, and Berlin can only do this. Naturally, on the other hand, Berlin knew that if he said too much, he would lose it, and he didn't know the past, so he chose to sit quietly and say nothing when Chen Kexin and Jiang Ran were talking.
"I brought some gifts, I wanted to give them to you, but now I have to be good for you to use them." Jiang Ran chuckled: "Later, let Berlin bring you home first." ”
"What are you bringing? No, you don't. Chen Kexin refused.
"I've already bought it, you don't want that to just throw it away." Jiang Ran's words made Chen Kexin have no temper, and he couldn't refuse.
"What did you buy?"
"Some clothes, cosmetics and stuff." Jiang Ran said lightly. But Chen Kexin knew that according to Jiang Ran's character, the value of wanting to buy it was not low. Such words are nothing more than an excuse for her to accept it with peace of mind.
"I don't use cosmetics," Chen Kexin replied.
Truly.
Berlin knows that Chen Kexin rarely uses cosmetics, and it can even be said that there are none.
At home, I basically didn't see Chen Kexin like Le Yao, a pile of cosmetics on the cabinet and table in the room... Chen Kexin is very simple. Berlin sees the most at home, just one or two lipsticks in the cabinet.... But I haven't seen Chen Kexin use it.
"Really? But you're still the same as you used to... I don't care if I'm beautiful or not. Jiang Ran was very calm, "Anyway, I bought it, and I don't need to put it when I take it back." ”
Chen Kexin's beautiful eyes were still gentle, and she glanced at Berlin, and then replied to Jiang Ran, "I'm married, what's the use of being beautiful?" Besides, it's almost thirty."
"Kexin, people can be old, but hearts can't be old. If the heart is old, then it is really old. Jiang Ran teased.
"What do you say about me? You're not going to get married, are you? ”
"Married? You know what I think, I'm not interested in it. It's still the same sentence, man, there's nothing good...."Jiang Ran replied lightly.
Berlin smiled bitterly.
The woman didn't care about his existence anyway.
If you want to refute it, Berlin can't find a reason to refute it. The reason is simple, he is really not a good thing. He still can't solve Le Yao's affairs.... Thinking of Le Yao, Berlin couldn't help but compare her with Jiang Ran.
The same is such a beautiful woman, one lives easily and naturally, and the other is diametrically opposed to living in the shadows of the sun.
How ironic?
Maybe Jiang Ran is right.
Not getting married is not a bad thing. Feelings can bring beauty, but they can also bring pain. It's a double-edged sword. When the sweetness is over, what turns to giving is a long torment....
During the conversation, Berlin went downstairs to buy dinner for Jiang Ran and Nini. The pampered Jiang Ran didn't dislike the cheap dinner, and ate it with relish.
"Kexin, let's hire a nurse for you in the next two days, right? I can come and see you every day, but I still have to help with the Internet café..."After the meal, Berlin found a chance to talk.
"No... It's very expensive, and it's not like I can't eat. If you really can't do it, you can ask the nurse to help me. Chen Kexin shook his head and refused.
How can Berlin listen?
She just had surgery on her leg, and she can't get out of bed, how much trouble?
Just when Berlin was about to continue the persuasion, Jiang Ran on the side spoke. A soft and slow voice came, "It's just right, I just came back, and I have nothing to do in the past few days." I'm also going to accompany you, so I'll give you a free nurse for a few days? ”
Berlin looked at Jiang Ran in astonishment.
Before he could speak, Chen Kexin said helplessly, "Jiang Ran..."
"Okay, that's it." Jiang Ran smiled and looked at Berlin, "If you are paid, just send me food at noon and evening every day." ”
“....”
Berlin is a joke.
He wanted to say no to the joke, but when he looked at Jiang Ran, the serious look in his eyes made Berlin unable to say a word. Chen Kexin on the other side knows Jiang Ran's character better, she does what she says, although she is playful and looks lazy and casual, but she is a very serious and careful person in her temperament....
Chen Kexin and Berlin made eye contact.
"Let's be a few days, then." Chen Kexin said.
"It's been a long time, but it's just so good that we can stay for a few days." Jiang Ran replied.
"I'll go downstairs and pay the hospitalization fee for the past few days." Berlin prepares to go downstairs.
"Just right, I'll go down and buy some water to drink." Jiang Ran also got up.
"I'll buy it for you."
"No need, by the way, blow the wind..."Jiang Ran refused, then lowered his head and looked at Nini, who was always snuggled next to Chen Kexin, "Nini wants to be together?" Or will Aunt Jiang help you bring a drink? ”
"Nini doesn't drink." She shook her head.
Berlin walked out of the ward with Jiang Ran.
Chen Kexin quietly watched their backs go away...
Click.
The door closed.
Her eyes lowered slightly, and she finally sighed softly.
"Mom, what's wrong? Are you uncomfortable? Nini asked.
Chen Kexin shook her head and said with a smile, "Mom doesn't hurt, it's just... It's a little stuffy. ”
"Then Nini go open the window a bit." Nini hurriedly carried the stool to the window, stood on the stool, and opened the window a little gap.
The rain outside the window kept falling.
A few wisps of cool breeze drifted into the house with rain....
Chen Kexin turned her head, feeling the biting cool breeze and looking at the hazy rain... For a moment, her mind returned to far, far away.... Back in that time....
....
Berlin smelled the fragrance of Jiang Ran's body.
is different from Chen Kexin's gentleness, Le Yao's beauty is different from her beautiful appearance... It's such a charming and alluring fragrance, but people don't dare to go deeper....
"Are you still in contact with that woman?"
But suddenly, Jiang Ran spoke.
Her voice was not as soft as it had been in the hospital room.
The tone was indifferent, and the coldness in his eyes fell directly on Berlin. Those seductive eyes seem to be able to see through Berlin...
Berlin was stunned.
The woman?
He subconsciously thought of Le Yao...
What do you mean? Jiang Ran is referring to Le Yao? Does she know her relationship with Le Yao?
"Looks like so." Jiang Ran sneered, "You really let me see through, Berlin." Sure enough, you men don't have a good thing... I really regret it. ”
“...”
Berlin could not respond.
Without the memory of the past, Berlin could not understand the relationship between them. That's it, he felt like the two of them were talking about it for ten years.
Jiang Ran leaned against the wall beside him.
She clasped her hands, looked at Berlin with a beautiful face, and suddenly returned to her previous softness and laziness, and the coldness disappeared in an instant: "Do you still hate me, Berlin?" ”
Hate?
Berlin frowned.
The word is too heavy.
Does he hate Jiang Ran?
It was impossible for Jiang Ran to say such things for no reason.
Really.
There must have been an important incident in the past that involved the two of them. Of course, Chen Kexin must know a little about this... It must have something to do with her as well. Otherwise, when Chen Kexin received Jiang Ran's phone call at that time, the atmosphere would not have become so heavy...
"I don't hate it." Berlin replied.
Without the memory of the past, Berlin is not bad for Jiang Ran's impression now. On the contrary, he could see that Jiang Ran was very good to Chen Kexin and regarded Chen Kexin as a friend. No matter what happened, now that it's over, it's over. Why bother making yourself uncomfortable?
"Huh?"
Jiang Ran's pretended softness and stiffness.
Her smile vanished, and her mood changed incredibly. He also frowned, looking at Berlin with some doubt and strangeness in his eyes...
"Have you changed, or are you not Berlin? You actually said you don't hate me..."Jiang Ran said in surprise.
"The past is gone, there's no need to mention it." Berlin replied.
"Really?"
Jiang Ran didn't think so, "You are like this, but you have lost your previous charm." Berlin, I always wondered how good you are, worthy of being liked so much by Kexin 8, worthy of that beautiful girl loving you, worthy of other fools who will never forget you. Gradually, I realized that you seem to have a strange charm.... There is too much maturity and calmness of peers. You seem to know everything, understand where they are most vulnerable... Gentle... In some ways, it's perfect. ”
Speaking of which, she sighed softly, "Now there is nothing." ”
Past self?
Berlin's face changed suddenly.
Suddenly, he seemed to understand something... Stared at Jiang Ran, "I used to be like that?" In your mind? ”
"What? Isn't it? Jiang Ran asked rhetorically.
The conversation between the two ended.
Compared with the past in Jiang Ran's words, there are some things that he cares about more...
He went downstairs to pay the bill, and Jiang Ran went to buy a drink.
"Are you going to go at night?" Berlin asked Jiang Ran.
Jiang Ran smiled lightly, "What?" ”
"I have something to deal with at night, can you help me take care of Kexin for a while?" Berlin asked.
"Yes. It just so happened that the hotel I booked was next to the hospital, and I was in no hurry to leave. Jiang Ran replied calmly.
But after replying, she looked at Berlin strangely for a moment, and her eyes were cold again...
....
Berlin can't fathom Jiang Ran.
This is a very strange woman.
I can talk to you very gently, and I can become indifferent in the next moment... She hates men.
Why?
Berlin was puzzled.
At night, she took Nini home, waited for her to sleep, and agreed to take her to the hospital tomorrow to accompany Chen Kexin, so that she could sleep peacefully, and then Berlin rushed to the hospital where Le Yao was.
In the middle of the night, Le Yao from the hospital was leaning on the bed looking at the books Fang Yuan bought for her.
The night was quiet and so was she.
"Is your wife's business done?"
Le Yao, who heard the sound of the door opening, did not take her eyes off the book in her hand and asked calmly.
“..... Well. Berlin closed the door and walked in.
"Actually, you don't have to accompany me, I'll sleep later. Or rather, it's not necessary...," Le Yao said lightly.