Chapter 172, Trivial
A faint moonlight shrouded the gray street near the school.
There are fewer and fewer pedestrians on the road, and it is deserted...
Berlin and Jiang Ran looked at each other.
After a long silence, at last, Berlin spoke "Why... Put it this way. ”
He tried to quibble, to deny. But he could see that the sarcasm and indifference in Jiang Ran's eyes were so thorough. He retreated, his heart was rippling, Jiang Ran's intuition, perception was too powerful.... It's just a few lines of conversation, but she can hear everything in her tone.... Why is she so sure? Does she have that much experience?
"Berlin, don't you know that?" Jiang Ran sneered.
“...”
Berlin tried to explain, but her piercing eyes kept him speechless.
She saw the emotions she was hiding, so what other lie could she have?
"At first I thought you were a nice guy." Jiang Ran's tone was flat: "As a result, you really disappointed me." If you don't want to be with Kexin, break up as soon as possible. ”
"I don't have that kind of thought." Berlin said decisively.
"So what do you mean? You like other people in your heart, do you think it's fair to Kexin? I don't deny that you're kind to Kexin, but that doesn't mean it's enough. ”
"I don't like it, I just can't let go of certain feelings... I can't explain it clearly to you. ”
Berlin's reply was exchanged for Jiang Ran's increased indifference.
She stared straight at Berlin.
Suddenly, her phone vibrated slightly. She turned on her phone, and it was a text message from his mother urging him.
Jiang Ran sighed lightly, did not linger and questioned any longer, she turned around and left, without asking Berlin to continue to send each other. She asked Berlin to come out, in fact, just to make this simple inquiry, and her purpose was achieved.
It's just that before Jiang Ran left, Berlin saw a trace of indescribable emotion in her eyes...
In the end, Berlin looked at him as if he wanted to do something.
What was she thinking?
...
Berlin watched Jiang Ran walk to the side of the road and get into a car, then sighed slightly, turned around and walked back to the hut.
At this time, Chen Kexin had finished her homework and was waiting for Berlin to come back. The sophomore year is about to end a bit busy with her studies, and it can be seen in Berlin that her studies have made her mentally tired, and she has been studying so hard. However, Berlin's mind didn't linger on this side for long, he looked at Chen Kexin, and remembered Jiang Ran's words before leaving.
Is it really possible to break off all emotions with Le Yao?
Berlin asked itself.
He wanted to...
Really want to.
But it's really hard...
All kinds of things in the future, all kinds of things in the past, there are always unforgettable fragments.
Berlin has reason, knows what is right and what is wrong, but he is obscured by the true thoughts of his own true heart. In fact, when he came to this time period, a lot of freshness and anticipation came to him, and uneasiness gradually enveloped him. He is afraid, afraid that he will not be able to change the future, and he is afraid that everything will be carried out according to the future... I am afraid that the beautiful Chen Kexin in front of me will be drowned by the dust of the years.
Really scared.
"Jiang Ran is coming home?" Chen Kexin asked.
"Well, her mom picked her up." Berlin Road.
"You're taking advantage of it today." Chen Kexin snorted lightly, but the smile in her eyes did not diminish.
Berlin couldn't laugh or cry.
"I didn't mean to."
"I see your eyes are straight!"
"Why! I'm scared! ”
Berlin hurriedly explained.
Chen Kexin also sometimes asks about this kind of thing...
Perhaps, not in the future, she won't, but she doesn't want to. Also, Berlin knows very well that he has made such a mistake that he has lied a lot. The stiffness and indifference of many questions and follow-up questions are better than talking to oneself, deceiving oneself, and giving oneself the best answer.
Lies are wrong, and that's the best.
Whatever it is, people are looking for something good... How pure, how simple?
After some conversation, Berlin learned that Jiang Ran wanted to try the size of Chen Kexin's clothes, but he didn't tell Chen Kexin about it, and made this request, and Chen Kexin naturally couldn't refuse. Berlin knew about it at a glance, and she probably wanted to try on the size and give her a gift. In the gift she gave to Chen Kexin in the future, although Jiang Ran explained it very casually, saying that there were no valuable items, but after Berlin opened it and looked at it, she found that there was no shortage of food and clothing.
"Kexin..."
Lying on the bed, Berlin was curious, "I actually want to ask you a question." ”
Chen Kexin was stunned and asked curiously, "You ask." ”
"I think Jiang Ran's character, as well as your personality, actually doesn't look like being a good friend. But I find that she seems to regard you as a very good friend, why is that? ”
This is a question of Berlin struggling with the future and the past.
Chen Kexin was a little surprised, and didn't seem to understand why Berlin would ask Jiang Ran's question. Then she thought for a while and said, "I don't know why, in fact, I didn't like Jiang Ran very much at first, she had a very bad academic performance, she slept all the time in class, and she didn't usually talk to her classmates..."
Chen Kexin recounted.
She didn't hide it.
The acquaintance of the two is just a very simple and mundane thing.
In the second year of high school, Jiang Ran's seat moved behind Chen Kexin, and the two became the front and back tables. At the beginning, the two of them had nothing to do with each other, and there were some bad comments about her in the class, and under the fanning of several female classmates, Chen Kexin didn't dare to contact her anymore.
However, once Jiang Ran was late, and the teacher asked Jiang Ran to stand as a punishment, but Chen Kexin happened to see Jiang Ran hit by a bicycle on the way here, went to the clinic to see her body, and explained it to her in front of the angry teacher, and Jiang Ran began to communicate with her.
Seem... Then something happened, which was the reason for the progress of the relationship between the two, but when she spoke, Chen Kexin saw the time on her mobile phone and said that there would be a class tomorrow morning, so she didn't continue to talk about it, and walked to the bathroom with her clothes.
Berlin did not hear thoroughly.
....
The next day, Berlin went to work as usual, and Chen Kexin went to class.
During the period, it was an accident in Berlin, Chen Kexin came to the store, not because she was bored to come to see Berlin, but because one of her classmates wanted to wear glasses, so she brought here. The employee's friend boss marked the discount, and the price was much cheaper, and everyone was happy.
"Her name is Wang Yazhi." Chen Kexin introduced Berlin.
In the future, Berlin has never seen Chen Kexin's friend...
It was a relatively inconspicuous girl.
looked very quiet and said very little, smiled at Berlin friendly during the introduction, and said to Chen Kexin, "Your boyfriend is so handsome." Chen Kexin's face was slightly red for a while. And this sentence made Zhao Ruiming, who was introducing glasses on the side, stunned, he stared at Chen Kexin and looked at this Berlin girlfriend....
Berlin didn't know what he was thinking, and then Chen Kexin left with his classmates, Berlin continued to work, and Zhao Ruiming was about to come to contact when his mobile phone rang.