Chapter 192, not beautiful

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Rush to work, hurry to get off work.

In the afternoon there was another light rain, but it was short and rapid, and soon stopped.

The day passed so briefly.

But it was a restless day for Berlin.

Jiang Ran's words were truthfully relayed to Zhao Ruiming, who couldn't believe it. In his mind, such a beautiful woman would not reply to him with such words. After all, it is inevitable that it is too ruthless and indifferent. Obviously, it was a soft-looking and beautiful existence, and her personality should be gentle.

He pestered Berlin, but he couldn't listen to the explanation, which made Berlin feel helpless.

Yes, if you don't know Jiang Ran, Berlin will look at Jiang Ran from the same perspective as him.

But that's what she is.

However, as the saying goes, 'knowing the face but not the heart' is true, and the ancients did not deceive me.

But it's hardest for people to accept reality.

Zhao Ruiming had expectations, unwilling to let his dreams be shattered so perfunctory.

Not only him, but in fact countless people, including Berlin who consider themselves, are such people.

Walking on the way back, Berlin stopped and his eyes fell on the puddle on the ground.

The water reflects the lights of this bustling city. The city with colorful lights flickering and swaying in the water is like a beautiful world only in fantasy, far from the vulgarity in the prosperity and the ugliness behind the magnificence. Perhaps, people like them who yearn for beauty should live in this mirror world that does not exist in reality, so that it can accept people who have escaped the cruel reality...

When I got home, everyone got off work early in the evening, because the machine broke down, and the boss asked someone to repair it.

Although Berlin had had dinner, because the work was a little busy before the machine broke down, Berlin was in a hurry to go back to replace Su Xiaomin before it was full. Slightly hungry on the way, he bought a few quiches.

When I opened the door to the rental house, the TV was playing in the cabin.

Except for the sound of the TV, there was no conversation between Jiang Ran and Chen Kexin that he could usually hear in the room. Berlin felt a little stunned, and then ecstatic, didn't Jiang Ran come over today?

There was no one on the bed, but the bathroom lights were on, and there was a burst of hot mist and water vapor.

Is Kexin taking a bath?

Berlin put the omelet on the table, walked to the bathroom door and was about to knock on the door, asking when he would come out, he wanted to go to the bathroom. But just as his hand was about to buckle on the door, suddenly, the door clicked open.

What appeared in Berlin's sight was not Chen Kexin as he imagined, but Jiang Ran.

It was Jiang Ran, who was naked, with water droplets and wet hair.

She opened the door and stood unabashedly in front of Berlin, both of whom were stunned for a moment.

This is not the first time this has been a ridiculous coincidence.

The last time Jiang Ran changed clothes, Berlin also remembered it clearly.

They were stunned for a moment, and soon, both of them came back to their senses. It was Jiang Ran who took the lead in breaking the silence, "If you have seen enough, shouldn't you turn around and let me go and put on my clothes?"

"Ahh Ah no, I didn't mean to! Berlin hurriedly turned around and said, "I just got home, I didn't know it was you inside, I thought it was Kexin... I'm sorry Jiang Ran.... I'm sorry...."

Jiang Ran didn't reply, she walked from the bathroom to the bedside, grabbed one of the towels that had been placed on the bed and wiped her body. Then he wrapped another strand of wet hair and began to slowly put on his underwear. She was calm, and did not seem to be in any hurry, not even caring if Berlin turned his head to look at her, until she had finished dressing, she sat down on the bed, and said, "Why did you come back so early today?" ”

"Something happened in the store...."

"Turn your head, I'm dressed." Jiang Ran spoke.

Berlin turned its head ...

He looked at Jiang Ran with a somewhat embarrassed expression.

That scene just now made Berlin really a little unforgettable, and he remembered in his head that he hurriedly had another Amitabha Buddha, and his heart was like a mirror...

"I didn't want to peek, just now..." Berlin noticed Jiang Ran's gaze looking at him, his beautiful face was a little indifferent, and he couldn't help but explain again.

"I know, I didn't say anything about you."

“.... I'm sorry. ”

"It doesn't matter, could it be that I opened my mouth and screamed, went around calling you a hooligan shameless, and gave you a few slaps, so that nothing happened? It's nothing more than a coincidence that you came back too early, to my surprise, and Kexin is not at home, so you think I'm just a coincidence that your girlfriend wants to come and ask. What's more, I was alone in your house, and I didn't pay attention when I came out. Jiang Ran shrugged his shoulders, leaned back on the bed, and watched TV.

Suddenly, she sniffed.

"Did you buy something? I haven't eaten it at night. Jiang Ran looked at the table.

Berlin was stunned, and then the quiche was taken.

Jiang Ran ate it...

She was too calm.

It was so calm that some of Berlin's excitement dissipated.

Why?

Even other normal women shouldn't be like this.

"Where's Kexin?" Berlin asked.

"In the afternoon, her brother came, and she told me that she was going out with his brother, saying that she was going to a relative's house, and that she would come back later in the evening, or she might not come back." Jiang Ran was eating an egg cake.

Chen Bin?

Is it to her aunt's house?

Berlin didn't think much of it.

It's just that not coming back makes Berlin a little uncomfortable.... At least you have to come back, right? And I didn't say it to myself ....

Thinking of this, Berlin subconsciously reached out for his phone, and the result was that he misunderstood. Chen Kexin sent him a text message, and the content was not much different from what Jiang Ran said.

"Do you still stay here at night?" Berlin asked.

"Hmm." Jiang Ran said, "Aren't you welcome today?" How about rent? .... Hmm, it's not too much to arrive for three or five days, right? ”

“...”

This ridiculous statement left Berlin at a loss as to how to reply.

He was silent.

Housing is secondary. It's been two days, and it's not like he's not used to sleeping on the floor... The future is the same, and he doesn't mind that.

The only thing that Berlin cares about is that this kind of misunderstanding is not the first time it has happened, and Jiang Ran has always responded with an indifferent attitude. Why is she so dismissive of aspects that should be taken care of?

Is it an opening that you brought back after staying abroad for a long time? But foreign countries are not so open. What's more, she only stayed for two years, and she grew up in China, and her thinking should be a domestic tradition.

Berlin feels that there will be a reason.

He's a little concerned...

"You seem to want to ask some questions?" Jiang Ran was still looking at the TV, but he sensed the mood in Berlin.

Berlin replied "Well.... I accidentally looked at you, you didn't scold me, you didn't hit me, you were too calm, for me, it was too unbelievable. ”

Jiang Ran smiled, "And then?" ”

“.... No then. I don't have any bad thoughts, I'm just a little curious why you're the way you are. That's all...."Berlin replied.

Jiang Ran turned his head this time.

She looked at Berlin.

Pulling up her hair, she lost the sensuality of her long fluffy hair, and her indifference was the first time that Berlin felt far away... Standing in front of him, it was as distant and cold as in Antarctica.

"You want to know why, don't you?" She asked.

Jiang Ran put away her smile, although she was indifferent, she didn't show any other emotions to Berlin.

"Hmm..."

"Berlin, what can you do if you know the answer?" Jiang Ran stared at it for a long time, and she sighed lightly, "Knowing the reason, you are relieved?" Or do you know why, what can you change? Berlin, meaningless, nothing can change. Knowing a sad story doesn't bring you joy. Or do you think stories of melancholy and tragedy will add joy to your life and heart? If so, I can tell you. ”

“....”

It was the first time that Berlin had such a pair of eyes in mind.

Jiang Ran's deep eyes were like an endless sea.

In the depths of his eyes, he seems to be able to barely see some pictures in the sea... It's so dark, it's so cold, it's so terrifying. It was as if the deepest, deepest part of her heart was the most terrifying existence. Those unknown, mysterious, hidden in the deepest and deepest places...

"Looks like you're still curious." Jiang Ran noticed Berlin's eyes, the kind of eyes that tried to speculate and explore...

"How can you care about it so easily? Your words will make me more curious. Of course, I don't go after the answer, I don't have the qualifications and reasons to do so from any point of view. However, many times you are right, and it is really emotional. Just like yesterday, you said that people are all about profit, and now I agree. Because you're beautiful, so beautiful, and for me, that may be a matter of male instinct. If you're ugly, I don't think I care. Berlin replied.

The corners of Jiang Ran's mouth lifted slightly, as if he was smiling.

"Sometimes I find that you're not so boring."

She was officially Kwabelin for the first time.

She thought for a moment, "Well, Berlin, I'll tell you the truth, I'm not the nicer category you think, don't you want to know the answer so much?" What's the use of being pretty? It's just a stinky skin. Man looks within..."