Berlin left.

Nearly an hour was wasted at noon.

Of course, he didn't think that Jiang Ran would remember his hard work. That fifty dollars is not so easy to get....

However, Jiang Ran's illness did not have much impact, in some respects, Berlin was not absent from work at noon this time, and it was less than an hour to go out, even if the boss came to question, he could confidently say 'The queue for dinner is too long', and the boss has nothing to say.

However, the time was a little tight, and Berlin didn't bother to eat, so on the way back to the optical store, he casually found a stall and bought some snacks to solve his stomach.

However, because it was much earlier than the scheduled time to come back, Zhao Ruiming was a little puzzled, and after getting an ambiguous answer, he didn't ask more, just like talking about Jiang Ran in the morning.

In the long time of getting along, Berlin gradually got to know Zhao Ruiming.

Zhao Ruiming is not good-looking, but he is not ugly. He is very talkative and does not obnoxious. Generally speaking, the character is not bad.,There is no caution.,Selfishness and the like.。 However, the shortcomings are also obvious, for example, Berlin knew that he was interested in Su Xiaomin, but he kept discussing Jiang Ran in front of Su Xiaomin, he was too unfocused. This is the biggest problem.

Did he really want to pursue Jiang Ran?

Berlin felt hopeless.

Compared to the doctor in the hospital in the future, this guy is far worse in every way.

But it's also not good to say ....

What if the toad eats swan meat? Jiang Ran is blind?

Hard work will definitely pay off.

Even if Jiang Ran doesn't have a boyfriend in the future, it doesn't mean that she hasn't talked about it in the past eight years.

In the afternoon, Berlin received a call from Chen Kexin, saying that Jiang Ran's fever had subsided somewhat, but there was still some vomiting. The medicine at home is gone, and she can't do without it. Let Berlin buy a little back in the evening.

Berlin didn't delay, she ran to the clinic during meal time, and when she returned home, Jiang Ran had already woken up, she was lying on the bed, her face was a little sickly pale, and she looked a little weak. A pair of beautiful eyes are open, with a little pain and exhaustion.... When he saw Berlin coming back, before he could speak, Berlin sighed a few times, "How about not covering the quilt?" ”

Jiang Ran's face instantly became even more ugly, staring at Berlin.

"Berlin...."Chen Kexin said, "She's sick, why are you deliberately angry with her?" ”

"Hey, just kidding, kidding." said this, Berlin is not happy, he likes to watch Jiang Ran eat deflated. "Come, I bought the medicine, the dosage is written, the doctor said that this fever will be fine for a day, just give her porridge at night."

"Okay."

"Berlin."

But when Berlin was about to go back to work, Jiang Ran said, "Come back and help me buy some mangoes." ”

“.... Yes. ”

Sick and suddenly wanting to eat something specific about this situation Berlin understands that he has experienced.

After getting off work in the evening, I bought Berlin mangoes, and Jiang Ran got better after an afternoon of recuperation. Although the paleness on his face is still a little, he finally has a lot of energy. At least when Berlin returns, he can catch a glimpse of her slightly resentful eyes... She remembered her afternoon teasing.

"If you want to come and sleep again, you'll be sick." Berlin Road.

"Thank you for your medicine." Jiang Ran said lightly.

The two didn't say anything else.

On the other hand, Berlin noticed that Chen Kexin, who had taken care of Jiang Ran for an afternoon, was also not quite right. The face is not as healthy as it was in the afternoon...

"You don't have a fever too, do you?" Berlin smiled bitterly, and then without waiting for Chen Kexin to respond, he reached out and stroked it, and found that there was no big problem, so he breathed a sigh of relief, "Are people uncomfortable?" ”

Jiang Ran looked at Chen Kexin, with a trace of worry in his eyes.

"What could it be? Could it be that a fever and a cold can still be infected? Chen Kexin shook his head, "It's just that my chest is a little stuffy, and I don't feel very comfortable." Maybe I'm a little tired these days, it's okay, I think I'll be fine for a while. ”

Feeling a little stuffy in your chest?

Berlin thought for a moment, and his heart sank.

He knows why.

Be. Chen Kexin is not a fever and a cold... It's her illness.

Everything starts all over again, and what can't be changed is always there.

Thinking of this, Berlin suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness. He can't change the present....

Yes, after thinking about it, even if he can go back to the past, he has always been comfortable in such a life.... I don't want to find a hard job, earning a salary of less than a thousand yuan, thinking to myself, this is good, to paralyze myself with comfort, and to survive this numb every day...

But is that really good?

Berlin couldn't help but ask himself.

Maybe the problem can be solved in the future, but is it guaranteed to be solved?

Berlin was a little confused and a little overwhelmed... What should he do now? The operation fee of 100,000 yuan, even if the price will be much cheaper now than in eight years, can he earn it with hard work? A salary of 1,000 yuan a month, and it will take ten years to get 100,000 yuan!

Suddenly, my heart sank.

It's just that....

If you don't work hard, it's always set in stone. Earn a few hundred dollars more, isn't it a few hundred dollars... Even if it seems like a drop in the bucket, it's not worth mentioning.

"Berlin?"

"Berlin?"

Chen Kexin's shouts woke Berlin up.

He looked at Chen Kexin, "What's wrong?" ”

"What are you thinking, why are you in a daze? I've called you several times. Chen Kexin squeezed out a smile, thinking that Berlin was worried about her situation, and said softly, "It's okay, I'm not sick, I'll probably be fine in a while." Do you want to have a late-night snack at night? I'm going to cook some instant noodles for Jiang Ran..."

"That's... Get me a copy for me. Berlin replied.

"Okay."

Looking at the back of Chen Kexin walking to the kitchen, Berlin fell silent again.

"Suddenly, what's wrong, I look like I'm worried." Jiang Ran's voice sounded from behind Berlin.

She frowned slightly, immediately perceiving the change in mood in Berlin ...

She's sharp.

Berlin turned his head and looked at Jiang Ran, with a hint of complexity in his eyes, "I just suddenly feel a little powerless." Sometimes people really can't change anything... Many times, in the book and in the big truth, it is said that if you can do it all over again, everything will be different. But in fact, if you can do it all over again, many things will be the same. ”

Jiang Ran was stunned and sneered, "What kind of crooked reasoning are you?" If you could do it all over again, everything would be different, how could it be the same? At least different mentalities, different thoughts, people are different. But after saying that, she sneered and dispersed, was silent for a moment, there was a hint of self-deprecation in her eyes, and whispered to herself, "But how can life be repeated?" No matter how much you say, it's meaningless, and you can't do it all over again. ”

Berlin did not respond to her words.

As far as Berlin is concerned, a rich man like Jiang Ran can't understand his despair.

It's like the future, the moment I just crossed over, the poor family, Chen Kexin's illness, too much depression...

If he had money then, how much could his troubles be subtracted?

"Do you know what's wrong with you, Berlin?" Jiang Ran's voice sounded again.

She couldn't see what Berlin was thinking, but she understood Berlin's chaotic thoughts.

Berlin turned his head to look at her, and was greeted with two harsh words, "Run." ”

Berlin's eyes changed when he threw himself at her... He could not give firmness.

Jiang Ran didn't say anything more.

Her body was not very thorough, her voice was a little weak, and she obviously did not have the heart to talk to Berlin about these things.

"Go and peel a mango for me." She said.

“.....”

Berlin got up and walked to the kitchen.

Chen Kexin was busy in the kitchen.

Thin figure, skillful cooking...

Déjà vu with the future.

Escape...

Berlin couldn't help but sigh, Jiang Ran's words were really to the point. What a terrible two words....

"What about you peeling mangoes for Jiang Ran?" Chen Kexin turned her head and asked with a smile.

"Well, do you want it?"

"I won't eat it, leave it to Jiang Ran." She shook her head.

Chen Kexin is always so simple....

"Kexin." Berlin opened.

"What's wrong?"

"Do I want to change to a job that pays better?" Berlin asked.

“....”

Chen Kexin put the instant noodles for a moment. Soon she reacted, and quickly turned off the fire of the gas tank a little, and couldn't help asking, "What's the matter, suddenly saying such things?" Haven't you been looking for an optical store for a long time and think it's good? I don't think it's bad. Although the salary is a little less now, it has become a regular one, and it is more than 1,000 yuan, which is enough for our living expenses. ”

"It's not enough to cover our living expenses, I thought, do we have to make some plans for the future?" Berlin asked.

Chen Kexin was a little stunned, she didn't expect Berlin to suddenly discuss this matter with her.

"It's only been a month since I entered and I changed it, wouldn't it be too sudden?" Chen Kexin asked cautiously, and then said seriously, "I don't mind you changing jobs, I will support you in whatever you do." ”

Berlin nodded, he did not insist on the topic any longer.

Want to change?

He asked himself softly....

....