Chapter 212, the unspeakable
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Jiang Ran's footsteps paused.
The casual pause abruptly distanced itself from Berlin.
Berlin's expression remained the same, and his gaze was straight ahead. Pretending not to notice is like asking a question that is not worth mentioning. Keep walking slowly. He decided in his heart that if Jiang Ran didn't mention it, he wouldn't ask anymore. After all, he was also afraid that he would involve Jiang Ran's privacy, which would make Jiang Ran unhappy...
"So few things, huh? You said you were going to move, I thought you were going to have to move a lot of things. But when he got into the car, the master was very surprised, "If that's it, I can help you move it without charging money." ”
The corners of Berlin's mouth twitched.
Well, he's really redundant. He also thought badly about this master, who thought that the master thought that eighty percent of the moving items were filled with this van, and he never expected that it would be such a few suitcases.
Jiang Ran is also really successful, she even told others to move with these few pieces of luggage...
Berlin didn't answer, Jiang Ran didn't speak. The master felt embarrassed and asked, "Are you going back there?" Answering Berlin's answer, the car drove back again.
It's quiet on the road...
Berlin was in a daze, he still cared about Chen Kexin and Chen Bin along the way, and Jiang Ran was contemplative.
What surprised Berlin a little was that he asked a question at the door of Jiang Ran's house, and she was only willing to respond after about ten minutes, her voice was unhurried and soft, just like the appearance she had shown in front of Berlin for the first time, "Do you want to know who the person I hate is?" ”
“....”
Berlin raised his head abruptly and looked at Jiang Ran.
Waiting for her answer...
"My dad." Berlin's intellectual curiosity was soon answered.
Jiang Ran replied, but it was an answer that Berlin felt incredible.
"Your dad?" Berlin was stunned.
"Actually, it's not my dad at this time, he and my mom are divorced, and I haven't called his dad for more than ten years, or even spoke. However, because of some family reasons, whenever my mom and I come back, he stays at home. I didn't want to see him, so I didn't go back. Jiang Ran replied.
Jiang Ran's calm voice could be heard in Berlin.
But her eyes were very different.
Berlin got a glimpse of...
In those narrow and beautiful eyes, there was an indescribable indifference. The indifferent eyes seemed to reflect extremely distant memories, and something happened that was enough to make her hate for a lifetime.
At this moment, Berlin also found out in a trance why Jiang Ran was prejudiced against men... This is something that has haunted him for a long time. But at the same time, another strange thought arose... Why does she hate her dad? What did her dad do to make her so cold... Anyway, that's dad too, isn't it?
In the world, how can there be a father who doesn't love his children? Even if there were, it was extremely rare. It is impossible for this one-in-10 million chance for Jiang Ran to bump into it.
Berlin wanted to ask, but in the end, he didn't.
It was Jiang Ran who stopped him after confiding in him, "I told you what you want to know, just let me slow down and don't ask me other questions for the time being." ”
“....”
However, the previous heaviness quickly disappeared.
Jiang Ran is indeed a person who will not let a negative mindset affect him for too long. She is very rational and distributes emotions. When she returned home, the heaviness of her moment was gone, and she hummed the music and turned to the joy of carrying. Briskly open the box and start distributing the goods, Berlin is on the side to help.
It's just that the packaging of the items is unexpectedly proper in Berlin.
Cosmetics, clothes, and sundries are all neatly arranged in different boxes. The degree of neatness is far more than what Chen Kexin usually takes care of at home...
You know, that's Chen Kexin, who is meticulous.
I can be more attentive than her...
Is it Jiang Ran's mother?
It doesn't look like it. It shouldn't be a father...
Is it a babysitter or something?
Can... When I went to Jiang Ran's house, there was no one at home.
Berlin's mind flew farther and farther away.
Jiang Ran didn't notice him, and analyzed the space in the room with all her heart, trying to put her pile of miscellaneous items into the small hut. However, this cramped space made her finally give up these unrealistic ideas. In desperation, I could only place the box neatly on the ground as a temporary seat
And the place she chose was the head of the bed, under the head of Berlin, on the head of Berlin sleeping.
This made Berlin speechless for a while, obviously his sleeping space was small enough, and he had to set up obstacles for himself.... The mat must not be moved down a little... The seats at the living room table are getting closer and closer.
"If you move away one day, I feel like I can set off fireworks to celebrate, and be happy for three days and three nights." Berlin is heartfelt.
"Really?"
"Is it hard or fake?" Berlin asked rhetorically.
Jiang Ran smiled, "That's it, Berlin, since you've said these words, let's make a bet, how about it?" ”
"Bet?"
There was a hint of surprise in Berlin's eyes, and he asked, "Bet on what?" ”
"It's simple. Like you said, if I'm gone and you're happy, then I'll promise you any conditions. Whatever it is, as long as you bring it up, I can do it. However, if I am gone, and you are not as happy as you imagined, then you promise me any condition, whatever it is, and only mention that you can do it. What do you think? Jiang Ran asked.
“...”
And this kind of bet?
Berlin was stunned, he looked at Jiang Ran a little inexplicably, what is this woman planning?
He was a little wary in his heart.
The number of times he was counted by Jiang Ran was not so once or twice... In the end, he is always the one who suffers.
"I know you as a person, and I think you'll be honest with me and don't be afraid that you'll lie to win our bets. Of course, it's not for any purpose, it's just curiosity. Jiang Ran glanced at Berlin, lay down on the bed, and said lightly, "What?" The oath I made just now, and now I have a weak heart? ”
Berlin sneered: "How is that possible?" If you want to play, then bet on it. ”
Berlin was provoked by Jiang Ran.
He didn't know that Jiang Ran was deliberately stimulating him, and he agreed stupidly. If it weren't for faith, Berlin wouldn't have answered. He knew that no matter in the past or in the future, he would inevitably feel relief and joy when Jiang Ran left. The feeling that the future is different from the past really makes Berlin a little broken. He felt that the only benefit of Jiang Ran's existence was to add a little excitement to the family in the future and help Berlin pick up and drop off the children.
Now, it is purely squeezing the double world between him and Chen Kexin.
The two remained silent for the rest of the day. Occasionally, Berlin, who didn't have to go home late at night, leaned on the mat, bored in a daze, enjoying the cool evening breeze, and relying on the uninteresting TV drama sound in front of him to pass the boredom of the day.
Until the evening, Chen Kexin went home.
After going out all day, Berlin guessed that she might have gone to Chen Bin's house. The distance was more than an hour, so Chen Kexin looked a little tired at this time.
"Did you go to find Xiaobin today?" Berlin asked.
"Hmm..."
Chen Kexin didn't seem surprised that Berlin knew, and nodded slightly. If you want to come to Berlin and don't ask, Chen Kexin will also tell you.
"How's that going?"
"He never told me.... I wanted to find out about the situation today, but I couldn't ask. I saw that it was evening, so I had to take the bus back first. Jiang Ran replied.
"If you don't say it, don't ask. It's okay, the money is coming back. Xiaobin is a child, there must be something unspeakable when I think about it. You just understand him, and let this matter pass. If there is such a thing in the future, you ask Xiaobin to find me, and I will deal with it. "Berlin consolation. He saw that Chen Kexin was worried about Chen Bin's affairs for two consecutive days, and he couldn't help but care. Chen Kexin cares about Chen Bin very much, and Berlin knows this very well. The reason is not difficult to find, Chen Kexin is such a younger brother as Chen Bin, this is her closest relative in the world.
The so-called love house and black bar.
Berlin also cares about Chen Bin and likes it very much.
The reason why he comforted Chen Kexin like this was because he was afraid that Chen Kexin would care about the thousand yuan.
However, Chen Kexin in front of him bit his lip lightly and shook his head gently, as if he still had something on his mind...
"What the hell is going on?" Berlin saw that something was wrong, and asked softly again.
Chen Kexin was silent for a moment, did not hide it, and did not hide from Jiang Ran, who was watching TV in the house.
"I don't care about money, although it's a lot, it's not that I can't give it to him. Mainly when Xiaobin came yesterday, I saw a wound in the corner of his eye. I was afraid that he would be bullied, so I kept asking him for the past two days. He said he fell and was injured, but how could it be such a wound...."
At this time, Berlin understood Chen Kexin's complicated expression and hesitant explanation yesterday. 78 Chinese Net
Chen Bin was bullied?
"Did you break someone's things and get angry and beat them up?" Berlin guesses.
"I don't know... But I always feel that things are not so simple. I understand his character, something must have happened, I've always been very uneasy..."Chen Kexin shook his head.
“.....”
Suddenly asked for a large sum of money, and was injured, and even some of them were struggling....
As soon as Berlin thought about it, it was naturally the same as Chen Kexin, and he immediately had some bad premonitions and worries.
"Probably... Maybe you're thinking too much, maybe it's really a fall? But the thought in his heart was that Berlin didn't want Chen Kexin to know, so he added worry and continued to appease, "You don't have to think too much, Xiaobin's matter, you leave it to me, I'll ask." I'm sure, and I'll tell you if I fell or was injured. I used to get into fights, falls, wounds, and I could argue clearly..."
His tone tried to slow down to keep Chen Kexin from worrying.
Chen Kexin's beautiful eyes looked at him....
"Don't worry, I'm a boy, even if there is something between the two men, they can communicate well." Berlin laughed.
“... Excuse me, Berlin. ”
"It's fine." Berlin is free and easy.
Chen Kexin was a little relieved... She felt that it was not impossible for Berlin to say so. What's more, Berlin's self-confidence infected her, so much so that Chen Kexin was sure that Berlin had its own ideas and solutions.
Subsequently, when he learned that Berlin had helped Jiang Ran carry daily necessities back, and that he was hungry early in the afternoon, Chen Kexin immediately went to the kitchen to prepare dinner for He Jiangran in Berlin. Berlin stayed in the living room, thinking about Chen Kexin's words preoccupiedly. It's just that inadvertently, Jiang Ran's comments on Chen Bin yesterday jumped in Berlin's mind.
Berlin subconsciously shifted his gaze to Jiang Ran.
The latter was looking at him with a smile.
"Did you guess something?" Berlin couldn't help but ask.
"Of course." Jiang Ran replied casually.
"Tell me?" Berlin Link.
Jiang Ran refused, chuckling, "Berlin, I have already told you what I should have said yesterday." I kind of understand that for you, you only believe what you see with your own eyes, so I think you should find the answer yourself. Otherwise, even if I say anything speculative, I will not be trusted. The naked reality is more useful than I guessed. And I don't think it will be hard for you to find the answer. ”
“....”
Jiang Ran didn't choose to tell.
“... Let's talk about it. Berlin smiled wryly.
"It doesn't make sense. You are an idealist. If I say something that shocks you, think that you will be 'Xiaobin can't be like that, he's a good boy' this kind of thinking comes from deceiving others, deceiving yourself, and thinking the best. Jiang Ran sneered, "For your kind of thinking, why should I bother to find myself uncomfortable?" ”
Jiang Ran analyzed Berlin thoroughly.
Berlin sighed helplessly, and didn't ask.
The reason is very simple, he knows that what Jiang Ran said may be right.... Jiang Ran saw everything very thoroughly.
At night, Jiang Ran and Chen Kexin both fell asleep.
Chen Kexin was tired and worried after a day, and immediately closed her eyes when she lay on the bed. Jiang Ran thought it was boring to watch TV, she was an idle person, but Chen Kexin was not there, and she couldn't find a catharsis point, so she could only nest in this hut all day long, and there was no shortage of people to get up.
Instead, Berlin was lying on the mat on the ground, considering Jiang Ran's words, Chen Kexin's narration, and... Chen Bin.
Berlin is pondering, Chen Kexin's doubts. If it weren't for being beaten for breaking other people's things, or if he was injured by a fall, there would only be one result, that is, he was lying to Chen Kexin who trusted him from beginning to end. Lie to his sister .... In order to get the 800 yuan, I didn't break my hands.
Why the scam?
Unspeakable?
That's the only way to go.
If so, Chen Bin will subvert all of Berlin's favorability towards him. He didn't believe that the polite, considerate and kind Xiaobin in the future would have these flowers.
Desperate for money, but unspeakable...
What could it be related to?
Berlin thought quietly, looking out the window into the darkness.... In the middle of the night, the lights outside were turned off. There was only one round left, which was mostly obscured by dark clouds, and the old street lamps on the street were struggling to turn on... The roadside was empty, and the cold of the night was raging.
In the end, Berlin did not find the answer.
Because he doesn't know from which angle to guess that Chen Bin will be better.... No matter what the ideas are, they are disrespectful to Chen Bin. As Jiang Ran said, he is a person who firmly believes that 'seeing is believing'. Let him think about it, and he will choose a more gentle angle to guess the ins and outs of this matter.
And, for his part, Berlin still needs to go to work tomorrow. From tomorrow, at least for this month, there will be no holidays.
So how did he find Chen Bin's answer?
At night?
Is there enough time in the evening?
Berlin was silent.
After getting off work at 8 o'clock in the evening, he took a car to Chen Bin's house, at least early 9 o'clock in the evening. It was eleven or twelve o'clock in the middle of the night. Maybe when he arrives at Chen Bin's house, he has already slept, let alone talking, or going to Chen Bin's school to find the answer.
Thinking of this, Berlin sighed with emotion. Or is it better to live like that in the future, you don't have to work, you can be your own boss, and you can deal with things at any time every day, how easy and comfortable is it?
But after thinking about it, Berlin knew that it could only be used at night.
Even if you don't have enough time, you have to try....
"There's no need to think about it, if you can figure it out according to your thinking, then Kexin won't have so many troubles." Jiang Ran's voice sounded softly in the room, interrupting Berlin's deep thought. 166
Berlin looked at the bed suddenly, he was a little surprised that Jiang Ran hadn't slept yet.
"What do you mean?" Berlin asked.
"So be it, Berlin. It's the biggest hint I've given you for Kexin. Now in your heart, you have come up with five worst things that Chen Bin has done, and list them in turn. In the end, choose the worst one, which is not far from ten, that is, Chen Bin did something wrong. After Jiang Ran finished speaking, the hut continued to regain its tranquility.
Berlin's face was around, and he subconsciously wanted to ask, but he didn't open his mouth...
And the ghost sent the gods, in the deeper and deeper night, he actually thought according to Jiang Ran's thoughts....
The five worst things?
Berlin frowned and pondered.
It's just that in contemplation, his face became more and more ugly....
In the end, a trace of disbelief flashed in Berlin's eyes, he stared at Jiang Ran on the bed, listening to Jiang Ran and Chen Kexin's steady breathing, he had made up his mind and recovered a little sleepiness, but at this time, he was empty.... A wave of uneasiness enveloped him completely.
It was 1 a.m.
It was originally relaxed, but the mood with a little annoyance was extremely heavy at this time.
"Probably not." Berlin murmured.
Self-soothing is Berlin's strong suit.
But at this time, Berlin felt that this self-consolation was so useless, he didn't expect that the weight of Jiang Ran's words just now was surprisingly heavy in his mind.
Because Berlin found that the answer he found according to Jiang Ran was indeed the most likely thing. Whether it is from Chen Bin's injury, the large amount of money, or the concealment of Chen Kexin, this is the case...
The more Berlin thought about it, the more it accepted the idea.
"Forget it, don't think about it yet, let's see if we can go to Kexin's house tomorrow to see the situation." Berlin finally chose to close his eyes and let his mind go blank.
I have to go to work tomorrow....
Can't stay up all night.
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