Chapter 222, I like it very much [change]
"After what Le Yao said to me, I thought she had let it go. I didn't expect it to be like that. Since then, in fact, I have always hated you for Le Yao. Berlin, do you remember, in eight years, this is the first time you have mentioned Le Yao again, these years, I even thought that you forgot Le Yao...."Fang Yuan seemed to have endless words.
“....”
In eight years, didn't you mention Le Yao?
Why?
He had almost handed over this question to Fang Yuan.
Ironically, however, the question is clearly for himself. It's just that Berlin can't give an answer...
"I won't forget."
Under Fang Yuan's gaze, Berlin could not continue to choose silence, he hesitated for a moment, and said softly.
The meal gradually came up.
Berlin drank a few sips of beer, but Fang Yuan kept pouring it one by one.... 166
"I know, Le Yao's matter actually has nothing to do with you, it's just that the bad news came too suddenly...."Fang Yuan spoke again, and his original voice was the same as Berlin's, softened. He looked at the wine in the glass, "I don't know why I hate you for Le Yao, I thought about it, maybe I hate you myself." Since Chen Kexin has the same similar experience as Le Yao, why do you take care of Chen Kexin, comfort her, and why don't you ignore Le Yao? ”
Fang Yuan's words seemed to penetrate directly into the depths of Berlin's heart.
He felt a hint of bitterness.
Maybe...
At this time, he could understand how the two different developing selves were in the face of Le Yao at that time.
As Fang Yuan said...
The first, he helped.
He was wrong.
Second, he ruthlessly let go of everything.
But as a result, he was also wrong.
So what to do?
Is life full of wrong answers?
A multiple-choice question with only two options, even if you start over and correct the mistake of the original choice, but it is still not the right answer?
So what do you want him to do?
"Fang Yuan, I was with Chen Kexin at that time." Berlin looked at Fang Yuan. "I'm going to take care of Le Yao, how should I face Chen Kexin? I've struggled within... It's true. ”
Fang Yuan stared at Berlin.
He took another drink...
He let out a long sigh of relief, "Berlin, if you knew the future and let you start over, would you regret it?" ”
“....”
If this future is the future he goes back to for the first time, he will answer, yes.
But this is another future.
He chose it.
"I don't know," Berlin gave this answer.
Fang Yuan looked at Berlin...
The two pairs of eyes looked at each other.
Berlin gradually chose to escape.
Fang Yuan laughed to himself, "Heh... I shouldn't be so extreme. I don't have to, and I don't qualify. In fact, Le Yao and I are just ordinary classmates.... Maybe it's a little unwilling to evolve. Speaking of this, Fang Yuan looked at Berlin, "Do you believe it, Berlin?" ”
"Huh?"
"I like Le Yao, I like it more than you think...."
“...”
"Really like it...."
“....”
If it wasn't for borrowing wine, if it wasn't for the field for the future, if it wasn't for Le Yao's death. Berlin knew that in his life, he would never, never hear these words from Fang Yuan.
Berlin is not a square circle.
He hadn't experienced even a day from Fang Yuan's perspective, he didn't have any memory of Fang Yuan, in his perspective, maybe Fang Yuan didn't have much contact with Le Yao, but Berlin knew that saying these words meant that in the corner he couldn't see, maybe it was a rainy day, or a recess, maybe a physical education class...
Fang Yuan would always spend a moment in a corner, staring at the figure he cared about. 78 Chinese Net
Subsequently, in front of him, the performance was casual, disguised as blandness.
It was also at this time that Berlin understood many of the emotions of the future Fangyuan.
He always thought that Le Yao and Liu Wanting only had some similarities with Lin Manman, so they became the beauty he pursued and longed for.
Probably he was wrong?
Is it Liu Wanting and Lin Manman, similar to Le Yao?
Think about it.... You can also figure it out...
Of course, Berlin did not dare to go and confirm it.
The meal was eaten very late.
Berlin drank some wine, and Fang Yuan drank more.
The car couldn't be driven, so Berlin, who was relatively sober, took a taxi, asked for the address of Fang Yuan's house, and sent the two back home to each other.
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