Chapter 224, Sober [Change, Two Chapters]
Berlin felt sober.
I felt a little unconscious.
Drinking and spitting out the truth may be the case.
"I've known Berlin for so many years, and I think I know you well. I don't think I'll know all about you like Kexin, but I do know that you have some unspeakable secrets of love... Many times, I have been trying to find the source, but I can't find it..."
Jiang Ran's voice remained the same soft.
She looked at Berlin, as if in this moment, as if to find something out of his next words....
It was a deserted night at eleven o'clock.
The house was as deserted as the window.
When the two looked at each other, suddenly, a gust of wind poured in from the window, with a biting cold of a winter night, blowing away the bangs on Jiang Ran's forehead, and the beautiful face Berlin saw more clearly. The familiar and unfamiliar feeling, the cold wind, the quiet of the night, and the strangeness of Berlin also dissipated a little bit of the wine.
But even so, deep down, he finally couldn't help but want to tell the suppressed words that he had hidden for a long time.
"I thought you wouldn't believe it." Berlin smiled, and after speaking, he added, "And then look at it as a joke.."
"yes, it's hard for me to believe that. Ah, TV series, I've watched a lot, and I think it's hard for this kind of thing to happen in real life. Although Jiang Ran was smiling, his eyes were full of seriousness, "Then tell me, how do you say that people can go back to the past..."
These things that Berlin originally thought were impossible to talk about, but at this moment, he said, "Do you believe me, Jiang Ran." For example, I went from a past ten years ago to a future ten years later. After understanding everything about the future from ten years later, I accidentally returned to the past ten years ago. It's going on and on...."
Berlin spoke slowly, laughing at himself, "It's like talking in a dream." Touching strange wives, strange daughters, strange everything.... Then, when I went back to the past, everything that was unfamiliar became familiar. ”
Jiang Ran looked at Berlin deeply.
There are some complex looks in his eyes that are difficult to describe and understand.
"Isn't that a good thing, at least, you can learn about the past..."Jiang Ran said.
Berlin exclaimed, "Yes, I know everything. Together with what tragedy will occur, what mistakes will be known. Can... What's the use of that? Nothing can change, everything is evolving with the trajectory of the future. I just went from being a passer-by to being a spectator. That feeling of powerlessness, that feeling of being overwhelmed, you may not understand. ”
Speaking of this, Berlin took a deep breath: "Gradually, the future overlapped with the past, and I began to lose sight of the world in which I really existed. ”
“.... No wonder you always know everything, understand everything thoroughly, and even know my affairs, and have said those inexplicable words to me..."Jiang Ran sighed lightly, as if he finally understood some of the past.
“....”
"In any case, you don't want to accept that feeling of powerlessness and don't want to take the road in the future, so as long as you make a little effort, something will change, right?" Jiang Ran asked.
Berlin was stunned.
Smiled bitterly, "I've done it." ”
"Useless?"
"Yes, it's changed. My future has changed. Berlin looked at Jiang Ran, "You know, I tried to make changes in the past, but what I got was not what I wanted." In the original future, Kexin and I had a child, we had a divorce, and I spent some time with other women... You hate me and don't have this feeling that is giving me now. In that future, I was poor, and life has only recently begun to get better.... To be honest, I don't like that future, I always feel that there are too many constraints, too much depression..."
Berlin said, and finally, lowered his gaze slightly, "Now this future has changed." There are no worries, no depression, and I feel very relaxed when I came into contact with this future that night, and I don't have to worry about emotional matters anymore, and I don't have to worry about money anymore. Everything is good .... But I always feel that my heart is empty, as if I have torn off something very precious.... I don't have a daughter, and the girl I cared about when I was in junior high school passed away eight years ago..."
Berlin said...
He seems to have a lot of words.
But I can't say it anymore...
"So you don't like this future, do you?" Jiang Ran asked.
"I like it...."
"It turns out that in another world, you have a daughter." Jiang Ran didn't dwell on this topic, and looked at Berlin with a strange expression. She didn't even want to pursue Le Yao's affairs.
"yes, I was in kindergarten at that time." Berlin Road.
"That future me, apart from the different attitude towards you, what else is different?" Jiang Ran asked.
The drunkenness began to make Berlin tired.
As he spoke, he felt his body begin to flutter... It's like you can get a good night's sleep. Jiang Ran's voice became softer and softer....
"No more. Just as pretty, well, you're really pretty..."Berlin gave a reply "I'm sleepy..."
Berlin felt his eyelids start to heavi...
I can't lift it up at first.
"That future... Feed? Berlin? .... Don't sleep, I'm curious. Forget it, you'll tell me tomorrow? ”
"Hmm...."Berlin replied vaguely.
"Don't sleep on the couch, go back to your room."
Berlin couldn't listen, and he fell asleep.
The living room was empty, and there was no sound. The TV series was turned off by Jiang Ran at some point, and she sat and quietly watched the sleeping Berlin. Later, she tried to pull Berlin up, but her heavy weight made it impossible to lift Berlin, and finally went to the room, found a sheet and put it on Berlin, "I hope you can't catch a cold." The sheets are given to you, and I will go to sleep with your wife...."166
This night, Berlin had a very sweet dream.
He came to a new future.
Jiang Ran is here, Chen Kexin is here, and Le Yao is also there..
He and Le Yao were not together, and like Jiang Ran, they became good friends. He could still see Le Yao's smile that was no longer indifferent.... Nini would come home from school on time every day. The family is still this big house, very lively...
I woke up from a dream.
Berlin felt a little dizzy in his head.
Berlin got up suddenly, subconsciously looked at the hut, and then, the picture of yesterday gradually came to his mind.
Go out for a drink with Fang Yuan, and then go home... Drunk, it seems that he has talked a lot with Jiang Ran.
What words?
Berlin felt a little hard to remember. He found that his head was too heavy to feel uncomfortable, so he was ready to get up and find a cup to drink a few sips of water. At this moment, a pair of hands grabbed a cup and handed it to Berlin, filled with hot water.
Berlin raised his head, it was Jiang Ran.
He subconsciously took the cup, poured a few sips, and his body finally felt a little more comfortable. He leaned heavily on the sofa and squeezed out a smile, "Thank you." ”
"I slept so heavily this night, but Xin didn't wake you up for half a day in the morning," Jiang Ran was surprised. 78 Chinese Net
"Where's Kexin?"
Berlin subconsciously glanced around.
"She's out." Jiang Ran said lightly: "Go grocery shopping." said that there was no food at home..."
"Really?" Berlin nodded, not pushing.
I saw Jiang Ran sitting next to Berlin, facing Berlin who was a little stunned, smiled, and asked, "How about continuing yesterday's topic?" ”
Yesterday's topic?
Berlin was at a loss ....
"You forgot?" Jiang Ran was not surprised, she hesitated, and seemed to laugh at the past, "Things in the past and the future." ”
Berlin's face changed suddenly.