Her life is so precious, and there are so many things waiting for her to do.

How could she die for nothing for someone who didn't value herself?

The more Lu Shifeng tortured her, the better she lived, once she was a little angel who was burdened with so many dearest and loved ones looking forward to being born, even if those people have passed away now, but, she should live well, together with their share.

She raised her head, and this time, her eyes returned to clarity: "Lu Shifeng, no." ”

But her clarity made his heart faintly afraid, it was an emotion that he rarely experienced-

When was the last time?

Yes, it was the cold of falling into an ice cave when he knocked on his mother's yard door with a high fever in a goose feather snowstorm when he was eight years old, expecting to go in to hide from the snow and drink a sip of hot water but was turned away.

He didn't understand, he was afraid of his death then, but what was he afraid of now?

He looked at her deeply, his sharp gaze like it was about to pierce her, but she didn't shy away.

Or, or rather, at least she promised not to die.

Other than that, he had nothing to care about.

Lu Shifeng suppressed the inexplicable fear and irritability in his heart, turned around, and left the bedroom.

Su Xingyu breathed a sigh of relief, and as soon as he softened, he found that the cold sweat soaked his whole body.

The family doctor looked at her sympathetically: "Young lady, why do you have to get along with the young master?" His stubborn temper will not change for 10,000 years, and in the end, you are the only one who suffers. Tongue headache, right? Hurt, right? The pain is all on you. ”

Su Xingyu: "......"

Why didn't she find out before that this family doctor was so venomous?

"Do you have any medicine that can heal your young master to death?" Her tongue was indeed painful, her whole body aching, and she had just felt a deep tooth mark on her shoulder blade, which must have been the work of the beast. She really wants him to die now, and regrets why she was soft last night and didn't really suffocate him with a pillow?

The family doctor looked at her and smiled: "It's good, and I still have the strength to joke." ”

Mother Gui on the side was so anxious: "When is it, Doctor Li, you are still so unserious!" Young lady, you are too, I know you are wronged, but when I beg you, please let the young master order, he beat the little temper...... Alas! ”

What Gui Ma wanted to say, she stopped talking.

Su Xingyu said: "I don't care what kind of temper he has, I also have a temper." Why should I let him? ”

Does she owe him? Obviously, he was the one who provoked her first from the beginning.

To put it mildly, if this marriage can be divorced, she doesn't want to stay by his side for a second even if she goes to the street to beg for food!

Gui's mother was so anxious that she stomped her feet and turned her head to look at the family doctor: "Doctor Li, look, this ......"

The family doctor muttered: "Now that the matter is over, it is better to tell the young lady about this, and let her be mentally prepared." ”

Su Xingyu looked at him strangely, what happened so far? What psychological preparation? "You don't mean to tell me that Lu Shifeng has a terminal illness," Su Xingyu said with some malice, "It's all like this in Korean dramas." You can rest assured, even if he has a terminal illness and dies soon, I will not sympathize with him, let alone sacrifice myself to let him be soft-hearted. ”

Gui's mother was even more anxious: "Young lady! "This girl, what a ...... Alas! How do you speak?

The family doctor looked at her with a smile: "It's really a terminal illness." ”

Su Xingyu's eyes widened in shock, what? Wait a minute? Break off...... Incurable disease?!

Her face turned slightly pale, and she couldn't believe what she had heard, and opened her mouth with difficulty, wanting to ask something, but she couldn't make a sound anyway. Her heart was pounding, and she suspected that she had misheard, no, it couldn't be, how could that perverted and domineering neurotic tyrant be terminally ill? The thought of him dying made her mind a mess, and the temper she had just cursed him viciously didn't know where to go. Her fingers unconsciously clutched at the futon, staring at her family doctor, stiff.

The family doctor seemed to find her reaction amusing: "Nervous what, don't you wish he died?" ”

"Shut up!" She didn't notice that her voice was trembling. Yes, that person is a very jerk, yes, but for some reason she uncontrollably appeared in her heart the bits and pieces of his kindness to her, when she was sold to Chen Ershao by the Su family, it was he who brought someone to save her, and when she was trapped in the bar, he also drank with people regardless of stomach pain, it was he who gave her a promise of a marriage letter, no matter what that promise was, he took her hand and took her back to see her parents, which was something that Qin Mu had not done for many years......

He didn't treat her very well, but no one else had done it for her.

She realized that she didn't really want him to die.

The family doctor watched the words, asked the two little nurses to go out, closed the door, and then smiled: "It's really a terminal illness." Have you ever heard of ASD? It's autism spectrum disorder. The young master was diagnosed with ASD when he was a child, which is a relatively marginal one. He usually looks like a normal person, but he has some obstacles in interpersonal communication, simply put, he is not able to understand and express emotions like ordinary people. He is like an island, he doesn't know how to connect with the outside world, and it is a very simple thing for ordinary people to express love, but it is especially difficult for him. Do you understand what I say? ”

Su Xingyu's first feeling was a sigh of relief, fortunately, what the broken doctor said was not cancer leukemia.

The second feeling is, what are you kidding? The dignified young master of the Lu family, the heir of the Blade Group, turned out to be a patient with autism spectrum disorder? This...... Is it a fantasy?!

"Why doesn't the old man change his heir?" Su Xingyu subconsciously rushed out, "He is like this, can he hold the blade?" ”

The family doctor smiled: "Actually, the young master has done a great job, isn't he?" Such a large Blade Group is well organized by him - let me tell you another secret, the young master has a superior IQ, he is a rare genius, and he has participated in several core research results of Blade in recent years. He was the one who knew the most about Blade, and he knew how to make precise rules and logic to rule the group, and he didn't need emotion to do it all. ”

Su Xingyu was silent, this is really a great secret.

She recalled that she had been married to him for more than half a year, and she had shared the same bed for so many days and nights, and she had never found anything abnormal about him, at most she thought that he was just a perverted neurosis...... But I never thought that he was really insane!

Su Xingyu was a little messy, and she felt that she needed to calm down.

Mother Gui stepped forward, looked down at her and said, "Young lady, please forgive us for not telling you until now, in fact, we don't know much about this matter except for the old man and the old lady and a few people who serve her closely. From childhood to adulthood, the young master has already developed his own set of rules, he can well coordinate the relationship between the family, the outside world and his subordinates, but love is the first time he has encountered it, please be considerate of him, this matter is too difficult for him. ”